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we’re gonna delete deadnames

reblog to delete your dead name

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Nice book idea mate

What if right when people were killed, their conscience immediately teleports to a timeline where they survived their demise?

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I hate it. I hate it I hate

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Why.

Ive been doing great. Ever since I took off and left that bfn country town ive managed. Ive prospered.

Why cant I shake these bouts of loneliness.

I'm perfectly capable of being independent.

I am NOT perfectly capable to even be together with someone RN.

I dont need it but I yearn for it.

And it really gets in the way of thinking rationally.

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A truth about me

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I promise I wouldn’t do it but I did. Just like you promised to stay but you didn’t

justpassmeabook (via wnq-writers)

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5:30 P.M. I don’t give a fuck what day it is.

It’s been four years since I graduated High School.

2 since I left college.

1 since I was heartbroken for the 22nd time.

almost 6 months since the last heartbreak and mental breakdown.

And I’ve accomplished nothing except being a fucking no good, fucked up all the time lowlife all this time.

I can’t feel happiness even if I tried.

I can’t get up at a decent time anymore.

I’m left in the hell I made myself and I can’t fucking deal/

This shit has gone one to long and i can’t handle it anymore.

I’m fucked and I know it. My family knows it, and It be best if I could blow my brains out right now because I’m not good for shit except being the biggest fuck up I can be.

Nothing I’ve tried has helped. my mental state can’t improve worth a damn without fucking everything up to a point where I’m worse of then I was before.

I use to believe I could beat all this, but its beaten me.

I want to die. I want it all to end.

melodramatic? maybe but I don’t give a flying fuck shit anymore. 

I can’t love, I can’t laugh, I can’t succeed. I’ve become another bullshit no one in this world and there is no one to blame but myself.

let it all end goddamn it. 

let me die

let me pussy out of life

it never works out anyway. I always fuck up.

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*bartender slides my drink to me from across the bar and i fucking fling it back twice as hard*

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Everyone changes when they fall in love. It’s not always for the best.

but i don’t fear the uncertainty (via multa--paucis)

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You’ll search for me in another person, I swear you will.

But I Won’t Be There (via mypenleaksiridescence)

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I have no clue how I’m going to live in the world and exist in it. Like I’m living day by day but I have no clue what I’m doing or like where any of this is going and I’m just wondering how long this is going to last…. are u done like is it over

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I loved you.. I really did. But love wasn’t enough for you and I.. Maybe in a another world, under different circumstances, we could’ve work out.

-take care of yourself

-m.t.t.

(via mysilentconfessionstoyou)

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Look

This is off, they are in different places but notice:

Medic’s not afraid to die and looks badass

then how cute Pyro looks

Or how Scout covers his face

and how the Heavy has sensitive ears

ALSO JUST LOOK AT THE SOLDIER PROTECTING HIS BALLS AND RIGHT AFTER IS LIKE “they survived”

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People will leave you, but that doesn’t mean it is your fault.

 Unknown(via thelovejournals)

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So we stood hand-in-hand, like two children, and there was peace in our hearts for all the dark things that surrounded us.

Arthur Conan Doyle, The Sign of the Four (via thelovejournals)