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i’m sure she’d love any kind of celebration. you ought to meet her, she’s wonderful.

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she’s not much of a baby anymore, but yes. and of course he knows. i wouldn’t keep something like that from him.

He must’ve been too overwhelmed, I bet.

Want a belated, updated baby shower? The other one was a bust.

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she’s not much of a baby anymore, but yes. and of course he knows. i wouldn’t keep something like that from him.

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hm? what news?

Across being back. And the baby’s with you again, yeah? Is Azzy there, does he know? He didn’t tell us anything =(

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hm? what news?

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Hey beautiful, you got the news, didn’t you?

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“Anger was better than tears, better than grief, better than guilt.”

— Princess Arianne Martell (via mihtrandir)

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i’m a pretty difficult person to lose. 

i’m still here now, am i not?

hey. I need to talk to you.

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how can you possibly know that?

i never thought i would be where i am now. i never thought i would be so afraid of having so much to lose, but... things change. charlie and i were hardly amiable when we first met, you know.

hey. I need to talk to you.

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now who is being closed off? if we’re going to discuss it, let’s discuss it properly.

hey. I need to talk to you.

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well, that’s likely because the only times we’ve given into temptation has been when one or both of us was... in a state. if it were to be a preconceived, mutual agreement, i doubt we’d have such a problem.

what do you mean by more, though?

hey. I need to talk to you.

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what is painful about it, for you?

hey. I need to talk to you.

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i don’t understand why anything has to be done. 

hey. I need to talk to you.

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but... you don’t have to keep it bottled. you’ve admitted it. and it’s not like i mind.

hey. I need to talk to you.

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it’s not like i’ve been pleasant to be around.

i am... sorry i don’t have an answer or solution for you right now.

hey. I need to talk to you.

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i’m sorry.

hey. I need to talk to you.

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several? one, maybe two. 

it matters to me, though. what have i done besides pick on you, sleep with you, and cry on you? honestly.

hey. I need to talk to you.

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i don’t think that kind of thing is objective. i digress, though.

i can’t possibly imagine what would make you love someone like me.

hey. I need to talk to you.

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why would that make me happy? happiness was never the goal. just honesty.

for what it’s worth, i don’t think you’re pathetic. 

hey. I need to talk to you.