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Is there an un-aesthetic version of studyblr? I don't want to look at your notes and feel inferior, or see you set up your study table in a way that suggests you never experienced a lick of stress. I want real study tips, that teach me how to study. With the ugly notes where they explain a good way to process the information and write it down that isn't just copying the whole book. I want organisation tips, and how to prepare for tests and reread materials in a way that doesn't take a week per chapter.

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She has not just been raped and murdered, she was very much tortured and brutalized like Nirbhaya. It is all over the Bengali news. I don't understand why no one is talking about this.

A 2nd year Respiratory Medicine in a well known government medical college in Kolkata, West Bengal, India is found in a semi-naked state and the college/ hospital called it a suicide.

I'm a MBBS student in second year. After reading about her, what crossed my mind is the amount of times she would have felt this fear, before this worst fear of hers eventually materialized.

"A young resident doctor was found dead in the seminar room of her medical college in Kolkata. Initial autopsy report suggests possible rape and murder."

As all are saying,

She wasn't walking the street at odd hours. She wasn't wearing clothes that were provocative. She wasn't loitering in dangerous neighbourhoods.

She was a resident doctor, looking for a place to rest in her own hospital.

She had been on duty and had gone to rest in the early hours of Friday.

The one place which was supposed to guarantee her safety failed her, miserably.

Someone comes, rapes a female pg who is merely resting in a seminar hall because there is no proper place for her to rest, brutalized her and kills her. How did NO one know? The college and police initially call it a suicide. Excuse me? It is also being said that under pressure from local politicians, the Principal and Dean attempted to alter the post-mortem report. Autopsy confirms sexual assault.

What are the actions taken? One man arrested because his behavior seemed "shady". This is clearly not an act of one man. And this was a very well aware of and a well executed criminal act.

Also, all this happening in WB right when the situation of bangladesh is in turmoil and news of Bangladeshi Hindus being killed and tortured, seems wrong, VERY WRONG. Happening right before NEET-PG, as 24 lakh doctors prepare to write an exam on Sunday to be resident doctors, this news has wrapped us all in agony and rage,

What are they working so hard for? Why should they aspire to be in a system that ignores their basic needs? The minimum requirement of a workplace is safety. That should be non-negotiable.

This profession demands extereme hardwork, a lot of mental strength and Physical Assaults, harassment, low paying jobs with odd working hours with intense humiliation. Now its the worst of all seeing a bright mind losing her life in the most disrespectful state of all. This should never happen to any woman.

I'd also like to question why isn't any big media house covering this news, where are all the international news channels all this time.

What are the students in other medical colleges doing? This talks about their own safety and lives. What are the medical students across the world doing? It's time for us to stand for the most basic Human right, safety.

Yesterday when my roommate, an MBBS final year intern was heading for her night posting, I feared and prayed for her to come back safely. Thinking about it, in a few years I will also have night posting, I'll also return from my hospital duties late at night. I'll also have to go through the same fear, and I'll also have to keep praying that my worst fears don't turn into reality. So many female doctors, nursing staffs, other Healthcare workers, other working women, non-working women go through the same fear, probably multiple times a day.

It is a shame to be born in such a disgusting world and society, it is shame to witness such a brutal crime, and it is a shame to live in this fear daily.

Those RAPISTS need to be hunged infront of the whole natio...if needed burned alive. People should fear the idea of raping, more that getting raped.

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I FINALLY NEED TO STEP TF UP AND LIVE UPTO MY POTENTIAL, ITS GETTING REALLY BAD AND I CANT LET THIS GO ON ANYMORE, I NEED TO LIVE MY LIFE TO MY FULLEST

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Today i finally feel back on track and I have made my to do list for the day , it's overwhelmingly long and I also have classes today but I'll update on how it actually goes. I am starting with maths I studied for about like an hour and I'll be continuing . Completing notes and revising questions

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I finished revising maths I have afew topics left but majority of it is done , I'm taking a break now and will continue with physics later

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Today I have my test , there are still things that I am working on but I geniunely am studying them so hopefully I'll be prepared enough by the time i have to give my test, the only not ideal thing that happened today was that I got my period but I'm glad that it's atleast regular and I'm gonna be an academic weapon regardless. I'll update as soon as I finish maths and my thoughts on how much I know it

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I revised pblock and am about to start questions . I hope I did enough

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Yesterday I had a really bad day in terms of productivity idk what took over me but I just couldn't get myself to do anything and that has left me very unnerved so today I'm trying to get back on the momentum and I need prayers . I have started and I'm taking it slow but I'll keep updating

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I NEED TO KNOW HOW TO STOP PROLONGING MY BREAKS AND NOT WND UP JUST DOINF RANDOM SHIT FOR 2 HOIRS STEAIGHR AND FOCUS , PLS HELP

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Ishq Karu ya Karu ibadaat, ikko hi gal hai~

Alot of bollywood songs are like this. This is why I can think of God while listening to love songs and alot of their songs have blurred the lines between love between lovers and love between God and this is why guys my standards are high 🥹

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5TH JULY

I have a test on Sunday so today I'm going to complete, determinants, chemical kinetics, moving charged and magnetism before I go to class . By complete I just mean solve some questions and bonus points to me if I read surface chemistry.

The test on Sunday is a practice test so I'm not too worried about it but before the actual test, I'll try focusing on matricies and current electricity too,as for today I just hope I get done with the goals I've set for today . Gonna start by praying

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My plan for today is for it to be a very productive day ,

I thought I'd wake up early but that didn't happen and considering that I slept at 2 am , it makes sense . That's a work in progress

But I'm going to start revising maths and physics and at 4 i have a group study session where I am to teach my friends chemistry so I'll revise that before I leave and yeah hope that all goes well.

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Today was a really hard day in terms of studying as i thought I'd study a lot since I had leave in coaching but going to school left me so exhausted that I feel asleep and ended up wasting way too much time , but I'm gonna start chemistry now and hopefully I'll update in 90 mins about how far I've gotten and be able to achive my goal for chem today , as well as do physics questions and rev.