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riryenn · 10 days ago

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About the heckling and whatnot.

Those who have known me for a long time, realize that I am a person who has certain problems with self-esteem, self-knowledge and other personality aspects

I suffer from panic attacks, acts of self-vandalism (no not physical, mental and moral).

I often burn out quickly and for a long time to drawing and my hobbies in general. It's hard for me to live, waking up in the morning with thoughts that today is another day, which is bound to end with an attack, which I can't fix. No breathing practices, no calming pills, no psychotherapy. Nothing helps me. I don't feel well, I'm lonely and I genuinely...have no one to talk to? I have almost no emotional contact with other people.

For me, painting is an attempt to be heard by a person, to be noticed. Compensating for the fact that I have almost no emotion in my life. I live Groundhog Day trying to get out of it, but I can't.

I genuinely don't understand, like, what the fuck did I have to do to just by definition be humiliated and laughed at. I get enough of that in my-- in my-- in my normal, everyday life. My public is not trying to insult anyone, it's trying to get love and support. Which I don't have

I really don't know what emotion to use for this other than extreme apathy and wanting to get off the internet.

Maybe that's what's gonna happen, I don't know.

I already devalue my own creativity, I don't need an intermediary, I'm perfectly capable of destroying my personality on my own.

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riryenn · 11 days ago

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riryenn · 13 days ago

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riryenn · 2 months ago

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riryenn · 2 months ago

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riryenn · 3 months ago

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riryenn · 3 months ago

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riryenn · 3 months ago

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riryenn · 3 months ago

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riryenn · 3 months ago

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riryenn · 4 months ago

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riryenn · 4 months ago

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riryenn · 4 months ago

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riryenn · 4 months ago

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Artist on telegram: Riryenn

Text translation:

[Зеленогорск отпуск + вайб ау]Zelenogorsk vacation + vibe au

[-Намаж кремом

-не]- Apply cream - no

[Обгорел]Sunburned

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riryenn · 4 months ago

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К сожалению в процессе рисования мной не было замечено неверное расположение шрамиков от усталости и замыливания, поэтому было две версии. Если честно первая нравится больше, но тут вкусовщина

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riryenn · 4 months ago

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[иногда хочется чего-то спокойного и комфортного]

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riryenn · 4 months ago

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