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Don’t forget me
I go back to that day when you packed up & left. I thought i was mad at you for all those years ... or these years as well .... so many years in between .... makes me wonder how many more i will wait
I wasn’t mad at you after all ........... I was so unhappy with myself that i reflected it back onto you. It was perfect to blame you, drink over you, cry about you, driving meaningless miles trying to let go of you.
Well PTSD
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Riley,
1&7
man MEN $ xxx (my body says 1 - #####) fucking / // ___
rape molestation “Johnny” --- I was 5. J. --- you were 15.
Riley L / date of expiration 20??
Riley W / missing ???? years
Riley W <found rotting Dec. 20??
I died when my innocence was anal fucked
I was married to poison ..... held down, choked , weighed drank drunk, raped, lbs of cum in 6 swollen injectors
I must have been incredible ... $$$$ how did it feel letting 6 craislist ____ fuck me raw llooooooong hard 1. 2 3 4 5 6 the first 2 had some fun again ...
thats what # 4 told me
He came over to visit you you weren't home.
ripped everything off
told me “yell ... I dare you” his palm = salt ... He fucked me “W”alls deep, Floor long, couch hard, bed strong w/intermission ................................... <Special Blend Reds Marlboro>
my ass was priority shipping for men 3x my age ....
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Go ahead
Ive been sober 210 days today. I remember the day that i started all of this... I was so scared and had no idea that I would be where i am right now. I’m emotional all around. Ive never been proud of myself and there has never been a time that I felt confident enough to look in the mirror and give myself a compliment or at least a break.
Riley... This is a time for you to let go.
I’m going to start from the beginning because this is something that I’ve needed to do. Shame and disgust Is a host inside me. He’s grown with me (My partner in crime). He’s been my identity, best friend, Demond, abuser, controller, manipulator, self-destructing helper.
Before I begin this, Riley. I want you to know that I love you! I’m sorry for not being there. Most recently, the time you tried to let go. I wasn’t there! And I can’t forgive myself for letting you attempt the end.
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Year: 2000
5 years old ...
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