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rikiscarf · 13 days ago

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my heart...

pick a pile - you in your own eyes vs. you in your fs' eyes

welcome lovely reader! let's take a peak into how you view yourself, compared to how your future lover will view you. breathe slowly, take your time and use your intuition to go with the pile that speaks to you the most. remember to take what resonates, and leave what doesn't. 𓆩♡𓆪

°❀⋆.pile 1ೃ࿔*:･

you in your own eyes

you see yourself as someone who isn't very easily impressed or satisfied. you might struggle with chronic pessimism and seeing the brighter side of things sometimes and seem aware of it. you are manifesting a better life for yourself.

you might lack substantial belief and trust in yourself to do well, and see yourself as someone who's more of capable of hoping and wishful thinking, rather than courageously taking the initiative and acting on your desires.

you believe you don't have the needed tools to follow your dreams just yet (financially, mentally or in terms of maturity) you also might be afraid of change; this could result in a habit of just staying in your comfort zone in the end.

you might see yourself as someone who's still too immature and inexperienced. not sure why this came through, but some of you might even think that you just aren't overly smart. (spirit is telling me you're wrong!) you might feel like a late bloomer who's been a little stagnant in their life or slower in your growth compared to others. a lot of comparing yourself to other people here.

i heard “dreamer with a heavy heart” from the song cruel world by faye. perhaps you could connect to that song; it talks about feeling like the world just challenges you continuously, but the dreamer inside of you remaining alive despite the hurt.

you might think that you're quite alone in this world. someone who's just used to being on your own, doing things on your own. you see yourself as a person who tries lighting their own path instead of relying on anyone else.

you see yourself as someone who's constantly wishing to learn from the things that life throws at you, and turning every life lesson into something that helps you grow.

you might experience fomo sometimes; fear of missing out.

it does seem as if you're still trying your best to hold on to this glimmer of hope within you.. you're aware that you're someone who could make it happen, if only they took a leap of faith.

you're very humble, dedicated and eager to learn at heart, so deep down you acknowledge that the potential and desire is there. you just aren't sure how to translate it into reality.

i think you're in the midst of slowly healing from negative experiences, which have had a profound impact on you. you're trying to practice self-forgiveness and letting go of the past, but still might struggle with self-doubts and insecurities.

you in your fs' eyes

your fs will see you as someone resilient with a strong personality, who's had to endure a lot of challenges and conquer many obstacles in their life. this gave you thick skin.

they might look at you as a person who wasn't as easy to get to, because you do have your walls up at first, and people need to prove themselves to you before they can get past them. they look at you as someone who's protective of their own space, and doesn't allow people to access them as easily.

their first impression might consist of seeing you in snappy defensive mode, where you had to stand up for yourself.

they'll think that you're someone independent who challenges the status quo; focused on first and foremost, going after what you set yourself up to, unafraid to stand out and be different. a person who's more interested in following their own rules, instead of joining the crowd or blending in.

your fs looks at you as a person who's determined to build their own financial stability and independence before relying on anyone else to do it.

which is interesting, because i do think this person could be relatively well off and wanting to provide you, but you don't seem very interested in basking in anyone else's money.

they could see you as marriage material quite quickly and think about building a future together, but soon after might realize you're not someone eager to jump into a commitment as such, if you don't feel secure in yourself first.

this has the potential to humble them quite a bit, and awaken the realization that you're someone more self-sufficient; and if anyone feels the desire to be with you, they gotta remain patient and consistent in their efforts.

you seem like a person who can make people work for your attention in order to understand the value of it, which your fs is likely to take notice of and feel even more intrigued by.

it's possible your fs isn't really used to people playing hard to get with them, which is why you might stand out a lot.

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you in your own eyes

you see yourself as artistic, creative, passionate and warm.

you might believe that you're the type of person who's quite sure of what they want in material or financial terms, ready to realize your ambitions and goals in a bold manner; but with a soft spot when it comes to their emotional world.

like you usually have a strong character, but some sappy little things might still get you all sensitive, teary-eyed and emotional. some of you might be a little embarrassed about this too. (don't be, it's very endearing)

i feel like some of you might have fire suns with water moons

you might see yourself as a dreamy person, who's in love with the concept and idea of being in love. someone who often finds themselves seeking romance and everything it entails.

you look at yourself as a person who tries to find beauty in everything they do; just loving to romanticise life and its little things. you might love and identify a lot with art, music, etc.

at the same time, you seem to be aware of how you definitely are not as easy as you appear to be, and for sure find yourself cautious of people trying to take advantage of you.

like i see you as a person who can be willingly delusional sometimes just to beautify life a little bit, but absolutely not as a person who's easily fooled or played with.

it's almost like the more people get to know you, the easier it is for them to spot your more sensitive and soft side. the rest might see more of your more fiery and strong sides, since that's usually how you present yourself to the outside.

it seems like as time went on, you've learnt to be more wary of people's motives and intentions, and understood the importance of cultivating clear boundaries in terms of how closely you connect to others, and how much you let them in.

you can have your outgoing and social moments, but it's likely you've become good at keeping a healthy inner distance to a lot of people you're surrounded by; almost like making them believe they're your friend, when in your eyes they're not really.

you also might see yourself as someone who's not afraid to fight when necessary; a person who will not allow others to step all over them. you'll step over them twice as hard.

i see a lot of this inner fierceness inside of you coming from potential trust issues; not always feeling like everyone has your best interests at heart. you might have been betrayed a few times, which has taught you to be more cautious, and just keeping certain, more personal things to yourself.

you in your fs' eyes

your fs sees you as a vibrant and charismatic person, who has this very radiant and captivating presence to them.

they might feel like the world stops whenever they look at you; you make everyone and everything else feel less important.

their first impression is likely to consist of you being this attractive, charming and confident person, who has an inspiring and intriguing effect on them.

similarly to pile 3, they're likely to look at you as a person who's quite different to them in a variety of ways; whether that's your ethnicity, culture, views, beliefs, lifestyle, upbringing.

your fs sees in you, someone who can pull this spark of energy and motivation out of situations others would feel sad about.

like the type of person who's just eager to gets the spirits up if the mood ever gets too gloomy and negative.

they look at you as a bright and powerful person, who doesn't like dwelling on the past and isn't easily beat down by their losses, but on the contrary, sees them as an opportunity for a new and potentially even better start.

example, they might watch you go through a break up and wonder how much it'd affect you emotionally, just for you to get back up and appear as confident and vibrant as ever.

you're giving a person who has the best break-up glow ups.

like you wanna prove to whoever lost out on you, that it in no way is your loss, but definitely is theirs. it's giving princess diana black revenge dress.

as the connection progresses, it's likely for your fs to see you more and more as someone they'd want to settle down and start a family with.

for my girls out there; your fs might quite literally, want you to be the mother of their children. they're likely to look at you as someone who has great potential to be a mother, because you're so multi-facetted and wellrounded.

in your fs eyes', not only are you a strong, independent and self-sufficient character who's capable of confidently taking charge of situations, but you're also immensely nurturing, caring and kind towards the people dearest to you.

they think that you hold a lot of empathy and genuine love for the special people in your life, and have this natural ability to make them feel understood, and taken care of.

i thought of this moment when justin bieber talked about seeing hailey bieber with a baby and thinking “she is the one.”

also, this keeps coming through; they just think you're beautiful. like.. so so pretty. they might stare at you a lot.

“i could look at you all day and never get sick of the sight.”

°❀⋆.pile 3ೃ࿔*:･

you in your own eyes

you see yourself as a bit of a lone-wolf, someone who doesn't feel understood by many people, and doesn't really feel like they always fit into too many places.

a person who's in continuous search of their true belonging, and their spot where they feel safe and comfortable.

you think of yourself as a deep, reflective and introspective person who seeks profound understanding of yourself and life. you might be aware of how you need alone-time, as well as times of peace and quiet to recharge.

you long to find your own identity and true purpose, outside of what other people want or expect from you.

some of you might even feel the desire to move overseas in hopes that the change of environment could help you step into your power and strength more. there's some feelings of.. feeling like you're not where you should be, and believing that your current environment doesn't serve you. this isn't where you see your best self thriving and blossoming.

some of you might be using your spirituality to manifest a better life, and spend a lot of time on the internet trying to find guidance and ways to manifest your dream life.

you simply do not see yourself as a person, who's okay with just allowing others to take control of what you do, or your life.

you see yourself as a very driven person, who once they set their mind to something, absolutely have to get it done. like tunnel vision, this is what i want and nothing else.

while at the same time, you usually aren't someone who acts on a completely impulsive whim; you try your best to make all your decisions based on logic and reason.

you might recognize yourself as being a fairminded person, who's eager to balance your focus on your goals and your strong determination, with the importance to remain responsible and just in the way you get there.

there might be a struggle in you, between following the path you deem as best for yourself, while also making sure the people around you don't have to suffer because of it.

this dilemma between serving yourself, and serving others.

the dilemma between standing out, and fitting in.

you're strong, pile 3.. i know the road here wasn't easy, but you're persevering and doing an absolutely applaudable job.

you in your fs' eyes

your fs will view you as someone who's quite different to them. a person who's like a breath of fresh air.

they might notice that you hold beliefs different to them, proceed with things differently or approach certain situations differently, and therefore intrigue them majorly.

they'll look at you as a person who can transform them. someone who has the potential to change their life in a significant and impactful manner.

they also could see you as someone quite unpredictable, who always brings something new and fresh to the table.

your fs could be someone with masculine energy, potential earth sign. they're someone who's work-oriented, mature, possibly older than you in age, good with money and has a strong sense of responsibility.

they will see you as a person who's much more in tune with their emotions than them, and has this beautiful sense of empathy, and compassion for the people around them.

a loving person who supports others in a gentle and caring manner, and has a comforting and warm effect on them.

they will like how you bring this new sense of affection into their environment.

you could help them steer their gaze away from work work work, and make them believe in the beauty of love again.

like this person will literally have their fantasies awakened because of you. you will make them believe that soulmates are real, and that they finally found their person in you.

the puzzle piece they didn't know was missing in their lives.

it's almost like “how am i so attracted to pile 3.. when they're so different to me?” you'll quite literally have them wrapped around your finger.

this person might be someone who's usually quite stubborn and stuck in their ways, but something about your unique existence will change that; they'll want to understand someone else's opinions for a change.

they'll truly feel this desire to put themselves into your shoes and look at things from your point of view. you might quite literally teach them what empathy means.

both of you give the vibe of someone more independent, but are likely to change that for each other.

like you will make your fs want to be alone together with someone; that person will be you. and vice versa.

you'll find home in each other.

oh i could go on & on about this pile, the energy is so sweet

even as i started shuffling, i already began going into full on dreamy lovey-dovey 🥰 mode

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rikiscarf · 13 days ago

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rikiscarf · 17 days ago

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Hello my friend,

I hope you are doing well. Can you imagine now yourself sitting with your wife, drinking a cup of coffee, your children playing around you and the sound of their laughter filling the place?

And suddenly you don't hear anything You just feel like there are tons of stones on top of you, the laughter disappears, the screaming spreads, and then everything goes silent.

All this happened to me and as a result I lost my wife and two children, my leg and hand were amputated and my little child came out with many injuries but thank God he is still alive

Now all I want is for my child and I to stay in one place, but unfortunately he needs to have prosthetic limbs fitted.

I hope you donate to me so that I can install artificial limbs so that my child and I can live with you and restore his lost laughter. Donate to me

This video is about me and what happened in my house and with my family. This is how I got out from under the rubble. You can imagine, my friend.

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rikiscarf · 20 days ago

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the fact that we got boxer look months later...i'm still at the restaurant

୨୧ KISS IT BETTER — n. riki

pairing. badboy!nishimura riki x f!reader w.c. 0.8k tw/cw. mentions of fighting, nicknames, kissing genre. highschool au, non idol au, fluff feedbacks and reblogs are always appreciated!

sru's note! niki my cutest boy >.<

m.list ⏐ requests are open! ⏐ navi

the youngster winces at the cool sensation of ice against the fresh bruise, blooming red and blue under his skin.

but what's hurting him even more than the burning bruise on his left cheek, are the eyes of the girl pressing an ice pack to it. your reddening hurt eyes, brimming with tears which are threatening to spill onto your flushed cheeks, a result of crying earlier.

but the reason? nishimura riki, your boyfriend, showing up with bruises and cuts all over for the third time this week at your favourite rendezvous point— behind the small cozy bungalow of the old 'cat lady' in town, who almost never came out.

"you promised riki", your voice shakes, the delicate heart of yours no longer being able to withstand the sight of your lover's wounds and gloomy expression, "then why?"

"ya won't get it princess", riki breathes out the nickname for you so smoothly, utterly believing at the complete vanishing of your subdued anger.

but instead a gasp leaves riki's mouth at the sudden absence of the cool, relaxing and alleviating sensation from the sore bruise. riki's frown deepens and a cute pout forms on his tough face when he lifts his head to look at you.

"i won't get it? i won't get it?!", you scoff at his words and abruptly remove the ice pack from his bruise, "how do you expect me to not get it when the bruises are basically 'cause of me!"

"don't you blame yourself now!", riki's fast to get protective, even if it means to protect you from yourself.

however, you weren't entirely wrong, as everyone who mocked or insulted you for any reason was forced to smile and greet you after riki entered your life-frame. their change, while good, was involuntary on their part. nishimura riki was the main change brought in.

he'd often get his knuckles bruised and crimson, not hesitating to land punches on faces you didn't like. riki was known around the school campus for being reckless as heck, he knew it too, so doubtlessly he didn't mind adding the point, "protecting my girlfriend", to his list of becoming even more reckless.

but he forgets that he's getting punched back, getting wounded up too just to make his girl sweat.

"riki", the way his name slips out of your kissable lips and the way it sounds so dulcet, but it repels your glossy eyes and a frown full of worry.

and riki's heart aches again.

"y'know i hate seeing you like this! y'know i don't like you getting hurt," the ice pack falls on your lap with a sigh leaving your mouth.

"it's only for your good, love. don't like those people near you—"

"they've stopped hurting me riki!", you sigh again, placing your hand ever so softly on his cheek, "you've done enough for me."

"hmmm", riki hums in relaxation and melts into your touch, tilting his head onto your hands, secretly wishing your touch would linger around forever.

"it still kinda burns", riki pouts, pointing towards his bruise on his cheek still crimson and puffy, "kiss it better?"

despite of dating the boy for nearly a year now, he's always catching you off guard, even with his immense love for you. like right now, when he decides to sacrifice his already worn out school trousers to the dusty earth covered by dry birches leaves, without hesitation. riki makes you sit above it though, upon a makeshift chair out of an unfinished wooden rack in the backyard.

it was moments like this when a genuine smile played on your lips, and you know riki's the one.

with a shy smile and coloured cheeks, you lean down to your boyfriend sitting on the ground, to press a feathery kiss to his bruise and heal in some magical way for him.

you pull away quickly worried that if you press your lips any harder, it may hurt him.

"now this one?", riki smirks, pointing to another bruise painting his skin purple. this one dangerously close to his lips, lying on the corners.

"you cheeky!", it's refreshing for riki to see you giggle again, the dry tear-stricken cheeks of yours elevating to laugh.

you lean down, this time cupping his soft face and bringing it closer to you. and just when your plump lips brush against the corner of his, riki moves his face in a way that his lips meet yours. into a sudden, yet endearing kiss.

your eyes widen after the kiss, shocked eyes meeting riki's proud and smug ones.

"promise me", you whisper as your eyes travel around the recent and previous marks and cuts on rikis face, "you'll never fight again."

"can't promise something like that angel," riki scoffs, taking your hands in his, and softly pressing his lips against your knuckles.

"hey riki—!"

"but that's alright, you'll kiss it better every time, yeah?"

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rikiscarf · 20 days ago

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PULLING YOU ON THEIR LAP 𖥔 ENHYPEN

𝗔𝗟𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗡𝗔𝗧𝗜𝗩𝗘𝗟𝗬──── 𝗐𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗐𝖺𝗇𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖼𝗅𝗈𝗌𝖾𝗋

❪ 𝑃𝑅𝐸𝐶𝑖𝑆 ❫ ｡ 𝖾𝗇𝗁𝗒𝗉𝖾𝗇 𝗑 𝖿!𝗋 992wc 𖥔 𝖿𝗅𝗎𝖿𝖿 ── 𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗄𝗂𝗌𝗌𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝗌𝗄𝗂𝗇𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗉 愛／ 𝑐𝑎𝑡𝑎𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑢𝑒

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LEE HEESEUNG

“do i really look good in this dress?” you pout, mindlessly monitoring yourself in front of the mirror.

“i feel like—” before you can even finish your sentence, your loving boyfriend, lee heeseung, pulls you on his lap. you land on his lap with a soft gasp, your hands automatically flying to his chest. as soon as you take in heeseung’s expression towards you, you feel heat rush to your cheeks and tips of your ear.

his infamous doe eyes lock onto yours, brimming with adoration as he quickly takes in all of you through his lovesick eyes. heeseung leans closer, his lips curling into a playful smirk as he rests his chin on your shoulder. his hands find their way to your waist, holding you firmly yet gently as if you might slip away at any moment.

“you feel like what, babe?” he whispers, teasing, “like you're the prettiest girl in the world? if so, then i agree.”

PARK JONGSEONG

your restlessness doesn't go unnoticed by your boyfriend, as you pace around the room, venting about your day.

meanwhile jay feels concerned by the minute, he wants to share your pain, your thoughts. so without a word, he reaches out and catches your wrist, gently tugging you toward him. before you can react, he pulls you onto his lap, his arms encircling your waist with a quiet possessiveness.

“jay—” “shh,” he shushes you down, before creeping his hands up against your back, tracing little circles and shapes to calm you down, while the other hand holds you in place, resting along your waist. jay leans in, pressing a soft kiss on the side of your neck which makes your breath hitch.

“you don’t always have to fight everything on your own,” he whispers, his tone laced with affection. he pushes your head against his warm chest. “lean on me, baby. i’ll always be here for you.”

SIM JAEYUN

jake whines, sighs heavily as he watches you scroll down your phone for the past hour now, and the longer he waits the more he wants to snatch you away from it. and so he does.

without a word he grabs your hand and pulls you on his lap. “jake what—” before you can even say anything, he wraps himself around you like a koala, face buried deep in your neck and hands snaking around your waist.

“jake! what are you doing?” you protest, your cheeks heating up.

“just wanted you closer,” he says simply, mumbling against your neck. his hands settle around you, his thumbs drawing lazy circles.

“you look cute you're flustered,” he giggles as you say that, he can't deny that it's completely true.

PARK SUNGHOON

a lazy afternoon, you fold your laundry while humming to yourself. when you suddenly feel gentle hands wrapping around your abdomen, and before you can react you land squarely on sunghoons lap.

“‘hoon!” you gasp sweetly, before turning towards him, taking a glance of his beautiful face, “are you feeling extra romantic, maybe?”

“how’d you know?” he mumbles, kissing your shoulders before resting his chin there, swaying the both of you side to side. he holds your tighter as if you’d slip away. sunghoons embrace brings you comfort and warmth, as he giggles into your ear with sweet nothings. just the two of you this mellow afternoon.

you lean back against his chest, the steady rhythm of his heartbeat grounding you.

“you’re beautiful like this,” he whispers, his voice barely audible. “stay with me a little longer.”

KIM SUNOO

you're play arguing with your boyfriend sunoo— a serious topic on who likes mint chocolate more, your teasing words earning exaggerated sighs and pouts from him.

just as you laugh at his reaction, with surprising great strength, sunoo grabs your wrist and hauls you towards him. with a gasp, your head rests over his shoulders, with you on his lap.

“okay, that’s enough,” he says with a dramatic huff, his arms locking around your waist to keep you in place. “i win.

your blink up at him, momentarily surprised at the sudden closeness and warmth from him. his touch is warm and loving, except his eyes which look down on you with a hint of playfulness and possession. he smirks, finally lighting your heart on fire.

“sunoo—!” “nope, nope. you're staying right here,” he chuckles, before leaning down to whisper, “besides, you look the best on my lap, close to me.”

YANG JUNGWON

your jaw hangs low as you stare at your boyfriend like a hawk. so this was jungwon’s sweet surprise? going blonde?

“so? say something?” he sighs. he ruffles his newly dyed hair, his lips pulling into an awkward smile, as he sits on the couch. you don’t know whether to laugh, cry or swoon, so you stammer, “you..you look different.”

“different good or different bad?” he giggles, gently pulling you closer until you land on his lap, your silken hair falling upon his cheeks. “different good,” you whisper.

“very nice then,” he whispers back, pressing a soft kiss against your lips as he pulls you closer by your waist, “i plan on being blonde the rest of my life then.”

NISHIMURA RIKI

you've been teasing and your boyfriend riki relentlessly, giggling at his exaggerated groans of frustration. he rolls his eyes, pretending to be unbothered, but you know you’ve struck a nerve. just as you’re about to say something else, he abruptly grabs your wrist and tugs you onto his lap.

“quiet,” he says, leaning closer, his voice tinged with mock annoyance. his hands rest on your thighs, steadying you as his dark eyes meet yours, full of mischief and something deeper. “you’ve been teasing me all day. now it’s my turn.”

your breath hitches as his face inches closer, the proximity making your heart pound.

he wants to laugh at your expression, but instead he gives you a sweet kiss. “you're lucky that I like you,” he giggles.

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rikiscarf · 20 days ago

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Now that I've got your attention, I'd like to bring your attention to my friend @basmaalghoul: a Palestinian mother who is doing everything she can to protect and provide for her three children in the midst of an accelerated, active genocide.

However, due to the scarcity of aid and artificial inflation, even basic necessities are so hard to come by; in Basma's own words:

Due to the flour famine, there is no bread and high prices

This is an especially bad time for the Al-Ghoul family's fundraiser to be stagnating for so long: there has been one donation in the last two days, equivalent to $0.30 USD.

Currently Basma and her family are at kr51,614 SEK out of a short-term goal of kr55,000 SEK.

Please help them in whatever ways you can.

$10 USD = 110 SEK

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rikiscarf · 20 days ago

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⠀⠀⠀✿⠀ LINGERING ⨟ surprising your long-distance boyfriend.

爱⠀⠀ ⟡⠀ 𝖼𝗅𝗈𝗌𝖾 𝗆𝗒 𝖾𝗒𝖾𝗌 𝖺𝗇𝖽 𝖺𝗅𝗅 𝗂 𝗌𝖾𝖾 𝗂𝗌 𝑦𝑜𝑢.

𝑤𝑐⠀15Ox7⠀⠀꣑ৎ ⠀⠀엔하이픈 & f!r⠀⠀⠀──⠀⠀⠀ 𝑓 ⦂ fluff,⠀non idol au,⠀ estab. rl,⠀skinship,⠀ kisses⠀⠀╱⠀⠀⠀❛⠀𝒂𝒓��𝒉𝒊𝒗𝒆

⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ 𝑓𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑟𝑏𝑙𝑔⠀⠀✦⠀⠀𝒄𝒍𝒾𝒄𝒌.

⠀LEE HEESEUNG ꣑꣒

when you first knock on his apartment door, he’d begrudgingly tread towards the door, but at soon as he sees you, his perfect girl (even if you’re in sweats and your hair is a mess from the flight), he would immediately drop everything and run up to you, his heart reeling and his mind too overwhelmed with love to form a sentence.

heeseung would gently but quickly wrap his arms around your waist, picking you up and pushing you against the wall for balance before kissing you again and again, as if you’d disappear if he stopped.

the room filled with your giggles as you sported a foolish, love-struck grin that matched his. your hands found purchase on your boyfriend’s shoulders. “hee, what—“

your words were cut off by a sweet but telling kiss to the lips and you took the opportunity to lean your body closer onto heeseung’s.

eventually, heeseung pulled back, the smile still evident on his face and in his eyes as he placed his forehead on yours and murmured “i missed you so much.”

you laughed, breathless. “i missed you more, hee.”

⠀PARK JONGSUNG ꣑꣒

stumbling over his words, jay’d gawk over the sight of you at his doorstep, all bundled up with your expectant arms outstretched for a hug.

his mouth widened and he pulled you closer, placing a small kiss at the top of your hair; you tittered.

“i missed you so much, i don’t know what to say. i didn’t expect you to show up— but i’m glad you did!” he rambled on and on, his eyes locked on yours with his hands resting your shoulders, not even noticing the way you shivered in the cold.

“you’re so cute, jay. but let me in, maybe? i’m literally freezing.” you said.

jay blinked, processing your words. “oh, yes! right, come in, baby.” he ushered you in and you chuckled. “’m sorry, i just can’t—”

“it’s okay, i understand, you dork.” you teased affectionately, pulling on his sleeve. “i can forgive you… if you make me hot chocolate? with lots of the little pink marshmallows.”

jay simpered over you; more than anything, he missed your silly personality, so having it back was like a dream come true.

“anything for you. at least for the next 24 hours.”

⠀SIM JAEYUN ꣑꣒

you whispered a soft ‘shh’ to layla, jake’s golden retriever as you tried to stay quiet in the dark stillness of his apartment, practically shivering with excitement at the thought of surprising your boyfriend.

a few seconds later, the door swung open, followed by a loud sigh as the lights flickered on. jake, initially startled by seeing your figure in the dark, stood frozen, stunned by the unexpected sight of his girlfriend.

you giggled at his expression—wide eyes with a dropped jaw. before another sound could escape your lips, jake ran up to you, sweeping you off the ground and spinning you around, ignoring your squeals of surprise.

after a good minute or so, jake finally put you back on your feet, but his hands still lingered on your waist, holding you close.

“i missed you.” jake sighed into your hair before lifting his head off yours. “when did you even get here?”

you smiled up at him with a shrug. “a while ago.” your fingers toyed with his shirt collar, as you stared up at him through your lashes. “i wanted to surprise you. i did, didn’t i?”

jake squinted his eyes at you before playfully rolling them, laughing. “i s’pose.”

you scoffed, offended and pushed on jake’s chest away from you slightly. “oh please, you’re such a bad liar; you can’t even stop smiling!”

⠀PARK SUNGHOON ꣑꣒

you stepped into your boyfriend’s silent apartment, spotting sunghoon seated on a stool at his countertop, his wired earbuds in.

slowly, you crept up behind him, slipping your arms around his neck and over his eyes, resting your chin on his head. “guess who?”

sunghoon flinched at your touch and shrugged your arms off, seemingly not realizing who you were. “who—”

as soon as his eyes landed on you, however, his furrowed eyebrows raised, his eyes softened, and a shy grin replaced his scowl. “oh, hi.”

sunghoon stood up with a lopsided grin, his hands running through his hair. you didn’t waste a second to wrap your arms arm his waist, tip-toeing to place a grateful kiss on his lips.

as you pulled away, sunghoon’s lips lingered on yours, unwilling to pull away. his eyes traced your face tenderly, making your heart feel heavy.

you scoff playfully and pout. “wow, i fly 12 hours to see you and all i get in return is a few blank stares?”

sunghoon snapped out of his daze and grinned at your antics. “you know i missed you.”

you rolled your eyes. “whatever you say.”

“i did, though! honest.” sunghoon says, poking your side as you yelped before bursting into laughter.

⠀KIM SUNOO ꣑꣒

“sunoo!” you huffed and crossed your arms over your chest. you had planned to surprise him, but it’d been at least 5 minutes since he first saw you, and the only thing he’s done is gawk at you. your arms started to hurt from holding them out for an unreceived hug.

sunoo blinked. “oh! right!” he chuckled sheepishly and quickly grabbed your slightly lowered arm, pulling you into his grasp. “whoops.”

you gently gripped onto the hairs at the back of his neck and gently pulled his face down to yours, connecting the distance between the both of you’s’ lips with a small but expressive kiss.

as soon as you pulled away, sunoo tapped your nose, making you scrunch it. “i missed you. did you really travel, like, millions of miles to surprise me?”

you shrugged and blushed, distracting yourself from sunoo’s gaze by focusing on the stray hairs that lay on his forehead.

“because i love you.”

just then, the comforting silence was disrupted by your giggles.

sunoo scrunched up his brows, “what?” he asks, looking into your eyes.

“you just looked so… stupid standing there, all surprised like that.” you teased, mocking sunoo’s previous expression. sunoo, suddenly very red in the face and pouting, pushed you off him very gently.

“well, don’t blame me, you looked so pretty, i couldn’t help it.” sunoo shrugged innocently, and now it was your turn to get all red.

“okay, whatever…”

⠀YANG JUNGWON ꣑꣒

“hi, you.” you placed your hands on jungwon’s shoulders and tilted his head back to face you, his perplexed expression making you laugh a little.

as soon as he saw it was you, he looked unsure what to do, but it’s a good thing he didn’t have to think much longer, because you promptly jumped onto him, and jungwon reflexively caught you.

“are you really here?” jungwon questioned, a bit dumbly.

you giggled, gripping onto his shoulders as you stared down into his surprised eyes. “i’m literally all over you, won.”

jungwon beamed, “well, still. i can’t believe my pretty girl is back in my arms.”

you couldn’t hide your flustered face, so you decided to do the next best thing: shut your boyfriend up with a kiss.

thankfully, he didn’t mind all too much. in fact, he quite enjoyed the pleasant act of love.

“i missed you, too. a lot!” you admitted, watching as jungwon twirled a strand of your hair with his free hand, evidently not getting enough of you.

“i bet i missed you more.”

you raised a skeptical brow. “nuh-uh.”

“yes, and i’ll prove it.” and with that, jungwon took the opportunity to kiss you again, but longer this time, cupping your face with his hands. the warmth of his hands pressed against yours made you shiver, and you knew, more than ever, that you were glad to be back.

⠀NISHIMURA RIKI ꣑꣒

‘3:04 AM’ read the clock next to riki as he groggily pulled the covers off himself to go grab a cup of water. just before he got up, something — or rather, someone — startled him. a soft breath.

slowly and carefully, he turned around. he double took the sight in front of him with eyes wide like saucers.

it was his girlfriend. physically there, materialized in front of him.

“y/n! wake up!” riki shook you fervently as you groaned, rousing slowly.

“it’s not morning.” you pouted.

“who cares? what— how are you here right now?” riki moved his hands from your arms to your waist, feeling all over you as to make sure you were real and not a fabrication.

you giggled sleepily and laid your head back on his chest. “yeahh…” you slurred your words slightly. “i came back early. surprise.”

“but how?” riki said, still dumbfounded.

you frowned and lifted your head, locking eyes with him. “plane?”

riki rolled his eyes, leaning in to place a soft kiss on your lips to shut you up. “i hate you.”

“fine! i’ll just leave the—“

“no! that’s okay.” and with that, riki threw his arm over you and pulled you back down into bed, forgetting all about his thirst, which was replaced by a sudden gratitude for your presence.

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