rihannax12

[rihannax12]

Me: *Listening to Anime characters x Listener audios at 4 in the afternoon*

My mom coming into the livingroom:

[rihannax12]

"𝙎𝙝𝙪𝙩 𝙞𝙩,𝙝𝙚𝙙𝙜𝙚𝙝𝙤𝙜"

【Ｓｏｎａｎｎａ　Ｏｎｅ　Ｓｈｏｔ】

(A/n: None of my writing contains smut,s*x scenes,zoophile,or anything like that. So please don't say that I am a zoophile just because I am a human and I have a crush on Sonic the hedgehog. If I was a zoophile,I'd be doing VERY inappropriate things to an animal,in which I am not and NEVER WILL DO! If anything,I want protect animals and not cause any harm to them. Just wanted to make this a quick reminder for anyone who is thinking the wrong idea. Anyways,hope you all enjoy this self insert short story! :)

(Small quick warning before we start! This one shot contains a true story of sexual abuse,angsty talking,self doubt,and many mentions of hurtful marks! Viewer discretion is advised! Also,I have actually been through sexual abuse for 9 years before I left the church,so I made this to give sexual abuse awareness! Please take care,everyone!)

(From Angst to Fluff story! Enjoy!🌸)

"Stupid hedgehog..." I mumbled under my breath,clenching the bottom of my long and sparkling burgundy dress. It was similar to the color of the wine waiters and waitresses serve at a fancy restaurant.

But enough of the poetry talk. You might be wondering why I seem so upset-- No-- I AM upset. In fact,I can give several similar words that all describe what I'm feeling right now. Angry,Furious,Upset,Burning mad,Distressed,Pestered,Unsettled-- Oh...Am I talking too much? I'm so sorry! Haha,excuse me! I just...feel really angry.

Why am I in such a bitter mood? Well,let's just say...SOMEONE who thinks he's ALL THAT picks on me all the time. No,it's not a school bully. But it's someone really popular with the people around here. Or should I say,𝘈𝘯𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘴,around here.

What was even worse is that...I really like this guy. But instead of being the "hero" he is supposed to be and be sweet to everyone,he decides to be so harsh on me. I didn't even do anything to him! And to think...All I wanted was to be friends with him...But no,instead of trying to give me a chance he decides to say,"Get lost,Cream puff!". And that's where he goes too far...More than far...

I've always been insecure about my body shape and my classmates back in Elementary school always called me fat for eating too much. So for him to not only be rude,but also refer to me by the nickname "Cream puff" wasn't really helping either...

I couldn't help but cry. All the pain. It hurts. Hurts so much to the point where only a knife is a solution to this problem. I want to end my life. Nobody loves me. I couldn't even get the most famous hero to love me. People must really hate me,huh? I wish I was like those pretty skinny and happy girls that I always see in the magazines. But I know I'm not like them,and I never will be like them. Because,I know that I will always be an annoying,snobbish,ugly,bad,not beautiful,not sexy,not hot,not cute,pig whore. Hell,even those little girls that I always see on TV commercials with Alopecia look better than me. Yes,I hate myself THAT much.

Tears began streaming down from my black eyes. All I wanted was to cry on my black fabric couch and slap a tiny pillow on my face until all the pain stopped. Why did I have to be like this? Why did I have to be born...such a mistake and a failure? The only thing I wanted to succeed at life was at least to finally find a partner,no matter what gender or sexuality they were! I just wanted someone to like me...But I guess I couldn't make that happen. I can never make anything happen! I HATE MYSELF!

Suddenly,I felt myself loose control. My nails started scratching my arms and legs,leaving long scratch marks. I even started doing this to my face and forehead. If this is the only way to make me feel better,then I might as well do it. I then noticed the scratch marks on my legs and arms become a dark red. I bet it's the same shade on my face. I gave myself a sad smile. It felt good to see that I was getting what I deserved for being such a bad mistake. Sure,I might have been doing this to myself,but I didn't care.

I stop scratching every area of my body when I heard footsteps from behind me. I quickly turned my head around and saw a familiar face. It was a boy. He was a hedgehog with ocean blue fur,emerald green eyes,a cute black button nose,wearing a pair of red shoes with golden buckles on his straps,white socks,and white gloves for his hands. It was him! The guy I absolutely adored but never showed any emotion towards me,except stubbornness. He was known as the famous h̶e̶a̶r̶t̶b̶r̶e̶a̶k̶e̶r̶ hero...𝘚𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘤 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘏𝘦𝘥𝘨𝘦𝘩𝘰𝘨. Man...Such a stupid hedgehog.

I sniffled,quickly wiping the tears from my black eyes. "What do YOU want?",I glare at his appearance. I didn't even notice that he was wearing a suit until now. I look at him up and down. "What are you wearing?".

He clears his throat before saying,"Listen,Cream puff. I know I have been acting a bit of a jerk--". I don't hesitate to cut him off by yelling,"A little!? Don't you mean 𝙖 𝙡𝙤𝙩!?". I continued yelling at him. "I don't think you realize how much pain and torture I had to go through just to get to you,Sonic! I wanted to be friends with you! JUST FRIENDS! And you couldn't even accept me as part of your team!? How much of an egotistical jerk can you be!?".

"Look,I'm sorry,okay!?" Sonic yells back.

"Sorry doesn't cut it,hedgehog!" I say.

"Listen,you can't be upset at the world for your problems,Cream puff!" says Sonic.

There he goes using that STUPID nickname again!

I felt myself crying again. I yelled at him from the top of my lungs still crying,"THEN WHY!? IF THE WORLD IS SO GREAT,THEN WHY DIDN'T IT WANT TO SAVE ME!?".

"Save you from what!?" asked/exclaimed Sonic.

"SAVE ME FROM ALL THE ABUSE I HAD TO GO THROUGH FOR 𝟵 𝗪𝗛𝗢𝗟𝗘 𝗬𝗘𝗔𝗥𝗦!".

Silence fell upon the two of us. I broke that silence by snarling at the annoying blue hedgehog,"You didn't make anything in my life better,Sonic. All you made it was become a bigger nightmare than it already is".

˜”*°•.˜”*°• Flashback time •°*”˜.•°*”˜

"P-Please stop..." I quiver underneath the figure of my 50 year old pastor. Everyone at my church thought that my pastor was such a nice and godly man. Wrong. Hidden underneath that "kind" face of a "godly" man lived a devil,his only desire was to do lustful things to literally anyone. And who does he decide to do these awful pervery things with? Me,out of all the people in this church. I was his target,considering the fact he knew how vulnerable and shy I was. I was the perfect victim in his snake eyes. To think I trusted him...He really was an awful pervery old man. Guess you could say he was a wolf in sheep's clothing this whole time.

He kept kissing my neck. I wish I could've stopped him,but at this state,I couldn't. I was in a traumatized state and I couldn't get out of it.

"S-Stop. Please. You have a wife already",I tried talking to him. I then felt his hand go to my shorts and rub my...*ahem*...private part through my shorts.

He went close to my ear and whispered,"Just relax and enjoy it". I could just feel his devilish smirk. I really wish that he'd just stop. I didn't want this. I didn't want any of this. But because he threatened me,I was forced to not even try to say a word to anyone about it.

˜”*°•.˜”*°• End of Flashback •°*”˜.•°*”˜

My body was shaking in fear and my eyes were still filled with crystal clear tears. I stammered,"Y-You don't know anything I've been through...".

Sonic noticed the tiny but painful tears falling from my black eyes. "R-Rihanna? Are you okay?". He stepped closer to my trembling figure.

Did he....really just say my name right? He shouldn't act like we're friends,because we're not. And the fact that he's PRETENDING to be worried about me? I hate it...You've already put me through so much,Sonic. Stop trying to pretend to feel sorry for me. He's such a shitty hedgehog. Everyone calls him a hero,but he's not. He's just like my pastor. Pretending to be someone he's not. And I 𝙃𝘼𝙏𝙀 it.

"Stop pretending to feel so sorry for me. You've already done enough hurtful things to me. I don't need your fake pity to do worse. Just...Leave me alone. Okay--".

Before I could even finish my last words,Sonic suddenly runs up and tackles me to the grass,now pinning my arms and wrists down so I can't escape him.

My cheeks turn a dark shade of red and I could've sworn I felt my ears heat up too. Wait-- WHY AM I BLUSHING!? He's a monster! I should be pushing him off of me and kicking him.

Me,being a nice person says,"G-Get off!".

"No..." He says in a darkened tone,almost sounding demanding.

"Why not!?" I yell.

"Because...". I could feel the grip on my two wrists get tighter. He wasn't hurting me nor was he strangling my wrists,but it felt like he didn't want to let me go. But...why?...Oh,I know why. He wants to see if he can beat me in a fight again,huh? Well,newsflash for him,he wins all the time!

I hear him take a deep breath.

"𝘽𝙚𝙘𝙖𝙪𝙨𝙚....𝙄 𝙬𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙩𝙤 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙢𝙚".

My eyes soften slightly from my glare. "Huh?". He looks into my black eyes with his emerald green eyes. They sparkled as if they were beautiful stars in the moonlight (🎶DANCING IN THE MOONLIGHT~EVERYBODY~🎶).

I feel him carefully take my hand and intertwine his fingers with mine. Even though he's wearing gloves,his hands are still...soft and warm...

"I-I don't want you to leave me...".

I could see a bit of red on his muzzle and ears. Wait-- He can't possibly be blushing in front of me,right!? I shouldn't get my hopes up yet!

He places his head on my chest to listen to my heartbeat (Which btw,is racing really fast right now). He lets out a soft whisper,"I'm sorry...". I look down to see his expression. He muzzle and ears were completely red as he looks away from my gaze,"I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to make you cry or call you all those stupid names. I just thought if I teased you,you'd like me. But I know I did it the wrong way".

A-Are my eyes and ears messing with me!? I must be dreaming! Wait-- You can't feel things in your dreams. So that means...all of this happening isn't in my head! Score!~♡

It was my turn to blush now. If you had put your hand near my forehead,you'd probably feel heat hotter than a boiling kettle.

Taking my hand once more in his hand,he put the palm of my hand and gave it two gentle kisses. This made my blush a lot worse and a little squeak of embarrassment escape my mouth.

He looked up to me and said without a single stutter,"Rihanna...I love you. Do you think we could-- Maybe restart our life and you can...be my girlfriend? Only if you want to. You don't have to--".

Interrupting his sentence,my lips gave him a small kiss on his cheek. I pulled away from the tiny kiss and gave him a cheerful grin,"Of course...𝙈𝙮 𝙝𝙚𝙧𝙤". I winked at him at the end of my words.

Once I accepted his confession,the two of us decided to stay in the position we were in earlier with Sonic laying on my chest and me petting his ocean blue fur. We looked upon the beautiful sunset that was behind us. And with the two of us leaning in towards each other,we kissed. It wasn't a lustful kiss nor was it rough. But it was just like him...𝙋𝙚𝙧𝙛𝙚𝙘𝙩♡

[rihannax12]

Hello,everyone! My name is Rihanna or you can call me Rihanna-Chan,and I just started writing on my Fanfiction.net account! You can all follow me there: @Rihannachan12.

But now that I've started writing on Fanfiction.net,I want to take my writing skills to the next level! Yep,that's right!

So for those who don't know,I will be taking Self Insert requests in any fandom,just as long as I know what the fandom is. So I will be giving out what fandoms I'll do and my rules.

Fandoms I'll do:

The Promised Neverland

Toilet Bound Hanako-Kun

Demon Slayer

Danganronpa

Sonic The Hedgehog

My Little Pony (Don't judge me -^-)

My Hero Academia

The Music Freaks

Super Mario

Hunter x Hunter

Fire Force

Splatoon

Five Nights At Freddy's (Doesn't matter which one)

Pokemon XYZ

And Kirby

Next thing are rules!

Rule 1: I must know what character you want to be with you. And it doesn't have to be romantic,but it can also be Friendship or sibling relationship.

Rule 2: I absolutely DO NOT write smuts. Last time I did that,I was 12 and didn't know what it meant,and I promised myself that I would never do it again.

Rule 3: Let me know if you'd want something like for example... a "Singer!Sonic" or "Jealous! Kokichi" request.

Rule 4: I won't be adding any swearing in my writing.

Rule 5: I don't write incest unlike these other writers,because that's disgusting. Blood related or not,I still don't support incest.

And finally Rule 6: If you want a Human Kirby or Human Charzard,just ask me! Don't hesitate to ask me if you want something to be turned human,if you understand what I mean.

See you all in my requests soon,readers! ;)