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Self-reflection

It may seem hard to critique yourself every once in a while, to see what you’ve done so far in your life. I try to be as objective as possible with myself whenever I can. It helps me focus on things that I know that I’m doing wrong and try to fix that. But, most of the time, I can’t seem to realise what I do wrong or right... And sometimes life’s just like that. Things happen. And you can’t undo them.

I know that whenever someone doesn’t know what’s wrong with them, they can start to have sessions with a therapist (if they can afford it, of course). But I guess sometimes that person (also me) may not feel really unconfortable talking to a stranger about their personal issues. And I say this having years attending therapists whenever I needed, specially in my teenage years. It’s tough to face yourself. It’s like looking yourself in a mirror and trying to see something different in its reflection, someone that you wish you were. (I’m holding myself not to compare it with the mirror of Erised from HP.)

Dealing with yourself might be everyone’s biggest fear. Knowing that you need to change something, but sometimes you don’t know how. Or maybe you are doing things right but you may be afraid that everything could go wrong. In the end, resilience is always your best friend. 

Whatever happens to you, you need to keep your head up. I know that pain and bad times are impossible to avoid, but there’s always something good to grasp between all the bad things, and you learn from that. I learned this the hard way. I was (well, still am) a bit pessimist... with myself I mean. But I always knew that I never had to give up on anything, no matter how hard I tried.

And that’s why I’m writing this, even though I know that nobody ever cares to read all this shit that I write. This, writing about myself, is my therapy. I like writing this kind of stuff, it’s like talking to myself... And, in a way, I am right now. I am talking to my reflection in the mirror. I do it everyday, in my mind. I sometimes can’t seem to realise the differences, but when I do, it’s the greatest feeling ever.

Because when I see myself in that mirror, I don’t see a reflection... I see what I could become. The person that I want to be.

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We're made from the purest form of We're grown from the purest form of We have become the purest form of Love

Arise - The Contortionist

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And then Mark noticed the elephants are trying to escape…

© Janette Martin

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“If only you could trade the dark for light” #myleskennedy #yearofthetiger #chicago #photographer #voicefromthegreatbeyond

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Myles Kennedy is such an underrated singer 

heck Alter Bride is such an underrated band 

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12/31 - The Mayfield Four

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When people ask me what my favorite song is im just like??? can you be more specific??? favorite right now??? most listened to??? top 10??? what i listen to at different times??? what i listen to when im sad?? when im happy??? be more specific goddammit 

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It seems that most of the time I can't control my demons at night

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Photo of the Day: Myles Kennedy (Year of the Tiger Tour) — Baltimore Soundstage — May 16th, 2018 [x]

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Sometimes I'm afraid to get lost in my own mind and never be able to return

3 a.m. thoughts

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Will the fallen ever reach within and rise again?

The End Is Here - Alter Bridge

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do you ever get attached to like one line or phrase from a song and it holds so much meaning to you but no one else understands how powerful those few words are to you

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Baby, we both know That the nights were mainly made For saying things that you can’t say tomorrow day

[More music]

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being creative and depressed at the same time is such a weird fucking feeling because yes i wanna make beautiful art and improve my skills but i also need to take this depression nap for eight hours and then cry for another four because im a failure