ridmymind

[ridmymind]

Hey there

Deleted my ig platform for good

I accidentally viewed my ecs gf and I was crushed by the cringeness

I do no want to partake in such foolish behavior like DO REMEBER TO SHINE✨

Not my cup of tea

One time he said he didn’t like girls if they have an unnatural hair color. LIES✨✨✨

Also she is nothing special and that’s the most shocking thing

Thinkin if she knows bout his cousin and all the cult things. Thinking if anything was true at all.

I was suspecting she was in the CIA or something. No way, she s just a girl with a giant nose -he said he like ugly nose on girl I dunno its a thing-

I guess another person would have contact her to send screens and whatever BUT IM NOT LIKE THE OTHER GIRLS IM PROTECTING MY PEACE. Jk i don’t want to. Its a matter of time she s going to discover how shallow he is. And if that s not going to happen, well. Good luck, babe. I was wrong the first time I talked to him and he said was on ketogenic diet, I guess. I studied medicine. Fool me once shame on you fool me twice shame on you. They studied like political science. Pls. I was so embarrassed for him I swear. Shame on you and that’s the end. Shes like his therapist, nutritionist and all the other figures he had to follow in order to being good with himself, having a person that tell him what to do. I am legit furious cause he knows everything bout my situation and he did not tell me the truth. And he was acting like he was mr right all the time. I even edited part of his thesis. Of course i’m mad. Now i can tell a garbage narcissist way sooner. Maybe i have to activate my account only to haunt him. But at what cost?

I have lost my voice.

My spirit is broken.

Life on social media is fake af.

Nevertheless, I’ll post. Not to mock anyone. Just to take space.

I need to take space

He didn’t know me at all. I am a poet and a person in stem. A painter and a doctor. An artist and a mad scientist. A kind person that want to make others happy and well. And i have a strong moral compass. I’m a reader and a writer. I play piano, guitar and uke. I can do my own hair. I have good taste in fashion choice. I listen to english podcast at 2x. I loved alternative stuff all my life. And I was the best in everything I ve done so far. If I was the man, I’ll be THE man.

He Was just a boy who play pretend to be an adult

Was just a boy that’s smell like my grandpa used to. And that’s telling about me.

I thought she was a ballerina. An actress. A beautiful girl. Or an accomplished ones. I thought she hasn’t social media. That she was cooler than me. Poor thing.

If I ll get past these health problems the next page I wanna do is an uku learn with me

Im speechless. Logically speaking they have nothing to do with me. I m educated, have studied a lot, has so many interests. We haven’t the same culture at all. The same moral values. He s just a follower. She will have his babies. And he ll continue to do what is in his nature. BEING A BAD BAD BAD HUMAN BEING. But i m very emotional disregulated so I can’t do a logic argument. I just want to talk sit about them with my bff. Like any other girl.

A fellow student I can’t. I thought she was a neurologist. That was helping his sister. I thought she was his teacher. I have over estimated this guy so much. It costed me years of my life. Maybe she s p3ggin him rn. I don’t think so but.

However i m slowly transitioning in the man I d like to date. Maybe i like myself too much, and we shared similar facial features. I know what she is at least.

And thats me, rockin my hair cut and i’m cute as hell🥲

[ridmymind]

Hello there🌈

I hate ig rn and i was just wandering if tumblr could be better for my mental health.

Some random news. Sick AF, can’t properly walking.

I had a physical and a mental breakdown when my ex told me he was in a relationship as he continued to engage with me.

It was 7 months ago, i haven’t recovered yet.

I have panick attacks every time i saw his profile by mistake

Can’t believe he knew everything i had and still had the audacity to lie

He has some antisocial personality disorder and he s also… a beach

I disappeared from social media like lucy grey baird and i started playing ukulele and guitar again. You don’t know me.

I wrote several songs about how he was an actor and a liar✨

Everytime i post on social media like ig i feel sick cause i m scared he ll see and also he won’t see. So here I am. Cause i miss posting pic. There is some social media for photographers actually?

However i m into true crime and kinda horror but comedy tv shows. I used to be scared as hell but my life is so bad that horrors gave me some relief. Funny.

I watched scream queens. A true masterpiece. Love the chanels and hester as well💜💜💜

Chanel Oberlin is my spirit animal.

Such a good cast.

In these days i m currently into veronica mars and only murders in the building.

I watched the last season of umbrella academy. They butchered characters and plot so so sooo baaaad. I was furious. Five was like my favorite character. And they did dirt to robert character as well.

I enjoyed a goods girl guide to murder, both the tv show and the book

And i had an obsession with the hunger games spinoff, both the movie and the book.

I don’t have a new favorite song rn

Music makes me emotional.

I currently have my period

A random guy gave me something, like micosi and a not usual viral infection. And he had the audacity to disappear. Another one had cronic tonsillitis. This summer was a nightmare i swear I wouldn’t touch a single man. And the serious one… he constantly changed his tinder profile when he went to milan for work. And also he didn’t know bronchitis is contagious? Come on, they are all liars or they are all ignorant. I prefer to believe the first.

Breakfast is the only meal i enjoy.

Also i m feeling sick cause my friends gave zero faks about my 30th birthday.

I almost wish i gave birth to a son that will search me on that day, like in once upon a time

I don’t believe in friendship and I don’t believe in men and i don’t trust the government

Now i’m gonna eating my dinner, its almost 8 am.

Im a raging misandrist at this point

Wish everyone the best🩷

Also i was diagnosed with adhd and autism.

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"we need more chaotic stupid female characters!" yall cant even handle kristen applebees

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Endless Fantasy High

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AHHHHH

“What is an adventurer? I’m actually not the ball. Toxic masculinity is dead. I KISS HER AND THEN I SKATEBOARD AWAY. We gotta go guys. Magic is real and so is my frog. It’s Gorgug, keep going. Elmville, home of the augefort adventuring academy, spire’s premiere high school for heroes. When you’re here, you’re family, it’s called being gay. Fantasy high Junior Year. Hoot Growl. Hoot Growl. Hoot Growl. Hoot Growl.”

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fig faeth the woman and archdevil that you are <3

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Shoutout to the person on Twitter who pointed out that the members of the Rat Grinders we’ve seen so far have aspects of “controversial” dnd player stereotypes

Kipperlily is a rules lawyer (passed the school year on a technicality)

The kobold barbarian girl is the power gamer that doesn’t like to RP

The emo bard guy is an edgelord

I can’t wait to meet the other members

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Avevo sicuramente scambiato threads per tumblr

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Tra tanti caxxilli, sleepy pulcino, viva la plastica, il manuale del giocatore ho completato la mia night routine ma ormai é l’alba lol

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I hate asking for advice to other students cause they didnt study cause they are just lazy while im sick af

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Moooorning! Even if its night in italy right now lol

I had a way worse headache today, so i slept the entire day

I woke up half an hour ago, still a little bit headache, in general chronic pain, as always

I’m feeling like I wanna wash my face and my teeth and go for a walk (in my room obvsly)

Maybe a 15 minutes walk

Also I don t feeling like listen some music cause my ears hurts a bit

I don t feeling like using electronic device, my phone is in a tone of grey mood

But i just saw new blankets in a different shades of blue and it kind make me good

And my little trudy has some sort of killer sight i guess

Love you all -jk hate all these little nasty human beings 🌈

End of the post-

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When you get the ICK from a guy its over so be careful

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Ma aron che canta dua scusate

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Stato emotivo: traumatizzata dai M

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i ragazzi sono rivoltanti non usciró più con un ragazzo nella vita

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Posso dire che questa generazione tecnologica mi spiazza cioé come fanno a copiare dal telefono ad ogni esame ma io sono troppo boomer no mi dico ho solo 28 anni ma eravamo noi non ancora un tuttuno col telefono che problemj avevamo questi fanno così gli esami cioè sto tipo facoltà di ctf chimica organica copiato tutto apposto bo non so se li amo o li odio

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io che aspetto l’esito dell esame del tipo di tik tok che ha fatto la live stamattina per studiare prima del suo esame come se me ne fregasse qualcosa MA QUESTE LIVE SONO DAVVERO UTILI DEVO SEGUIRE SOLO GENTE CHE FA LIVE E STUDIA