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ricebunnyistrash · 4 years ago
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[MM] Happy Birthday, Zen!
Hello, this is Cheritz.
It looks like April is just around the corner! You know that the members of the RFA are always rooting for you, right? Well, we hope you can feel the love♥ transmitted from their heart to yours! :D
We made it halfway through the week, but we got worried that you might be having a rough day. :(
So we dropped by to make an exciting announcement about something you’ve been waiting for!
Here’s a sneak peek at…
Zen’s new birthday title illustration!
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Would you like to know where Zen spent his birthday this year and whom he was with?
Access the game during the following event period and check out his magazine-cover-like birthday title illustration!
Event Period (title illustration): 1st - 15th of April (KST)
Before we leave, we would like to show our appreciation to all the voters of the ongoing <Storytelling Event in Celebration of April Fool’s Day> that’s being held on Twitter!
Please also remember to have a delightful trip down your memory lane during the <Spending April with Zen> birthday event period with Zen the star of the galaxy.♥
Thank you.
Best, Cheritz
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ricebunnyistrash · 4 years ago
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Friendzoned 100% K.O.
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ricebunnyistrash · 4 years ago
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[Zen x MC]
[Pure Smut]
Note: I know I said Wolf!Zen, but at this point it’s basically smut with added wolf-like things?? Lmao, please accept my offer of wolf zen 
Zen paced back and forth in front of the door, feeling restless as he waited for you to come home. He couldn’t understand himself, there was something inside him feeling.. Itchy? Relentless? He doesn’t understand, his head twitching slightly from side to side, the top of his head feeling a bit itchy as his fluffy ears started to grow. He groaned as he rubbed the back of his neck, there was something inside he couldn’t pinpoint.
A longing. 
A yearning.
A craving. 
Keep reading
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ricebunnyistrash · 4 years ago
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[Zen x MC]
A/N: Starting the year with a Zen fluff, because why not♡
"Are you sure you're okay just doing this, jagi?" he asked as he looked at you with concerned eyes, reaching out as he tuck a hair behind your ear. You both were sitting on the balcony as you waited for the fireworks.
You faced him and smiled, nodding as you looked at Zen's glowing face under the moonlight. He looked breathtakingly beautiful, like he never aged through the years you've been together.
"Starting the year with you is always more than enough for me, Zen," you said as you lay your head on his shoulder, his arm wrapping on your waist as he pulled you. How many years exactly has it been? You both never counted, because it didn't matter how long you were together already, what mattered is that you both still are at each other's warm embrace.
You giggled as Zen's thumb drew circles on the side of your waist.
"What's funny?" he asked, amused that you were giggling.
"Remember the first time you brought me here?"
"Yeah, it was when you visited me because I had an injury," Zen answered sheepisly, rather feeling embarrassed at the said incident, but he was thankful too as it became a reason for you two to meet.
"Back then, you wouldn't even hold my hand!" you exclaimed and burst into laughter, remembering how Zen refused to hold your hand, even made you go home despite asking you to stay.
"I was being a gentleman!" Zen said defensively, but seeing you laugh made him laugh as well.
"And a few days later I was back here in your apartment," you then said in a more serious tone, you looked up to Zen as your eyes met. Zen brows furrowing at the events that led you back.
"Then a few years later, I'm still here," you smiled at him as you touched his cheek, his skin cold under your palm.
"And I'll always be here Zen, beside you, no matter what," Zen teared up at your heartfelt declaration, his happiness beyond the heavens.
"I love you jagi," he choked, his tears continued to build up and fall, his eyes glistened and making him more ethereal under the moonlight.
"I love you so much, and I promise you I'll always be here for you too," you started to tear up as well as Zen gave you chaste kisses between his sentences. "I'll always protect you, you hear me? I'll always take care you jagi, I love you," he said as he tried to fight back a sob and kissed you.
The fireworks then suddenly fire up, you could hear them as you kissed Zen and tasted the little saltiness of your tears.
"Here's to many more years of us, Zenny," you nuzzled your nose to his and he chuckled. The happiness you both felt were overflowing, as if your hearts could burst with the love and joy.
"To many more years of us," he repeated, his hands on your neck as he pulled you into another kiss.
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ricebunnyistrash · 4 years ago
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Posting a drawing of Saeran every day till his AE comes out: day 352
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ricebunnyistrash · 4 years ago
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Hello! If you feel inspired can you write about the RFA+V & Saeran trying new food like in a new restaurant or while on vacation abroad, and they catch a bad stomach flu. So how would the RFA deal with MC and the other way around what kind of sick person are the RFA? I know it's kind of a weird request but experiences like that really strengthen relationships so... ⊂(´• ω •`⊂) Thanks beforehand! I love you writing
I have been taking forever I am so sorryThank you for the request and compliment! And yeah I totally agree, taking care of someone when they’re sick is such a strong relationship builder…or breaker lololThere are few parts to this ask so it might be formated a lil weird but bare with me
I hope you enjoy (ง♥ᨓ♥)ง
Yoosung
Taking care of you:
No MC don’t get out of bed just rest!
He has the laptop out in front of you so you can entertain yourself. 
Brought you tons of blankets
He’s terrified of getting sick though, so he’s in and out of the room
He keeps bringing you orange juice 
It’s too much acid. It makes you throw up, causing Yoosung to almost throw up.
“Yoosung?? Are you alright?”
Him, refusing to look at you or the trash can of vomit: “Yeah MC I-I’m fine. I’m just gonna..go over far away for a few mins..” He ran out of the room
After about an hour he comes back in, looking better than when he ran out earlier. 
When he’s sick:
He looks like he’s dying
He doesn’t move from bed
He tries to muster up the energy to play LOLOL but you reprimand him and make him rest more
He’s shamelessly needy when he’s sick
“MC can I have this?” “MC…I feel so gross.” “MCCCCCCCC, hellllllp”
But you get breaks when he passes out for a few hours at a time, or he’ll get distracted from how gross he feels by watching Let’s Plays. 
Jaehee
Taking care of you:
She follows all the online instructions
The room temp is changed to be the perfect temp for counteracting your illness
You’re positioned just right among a hundred pillows so you’re in the most ergonomic position to prevent you from puking on everything
She calls room service to request only nutritious meals to help get you back on track
She also calls the restaurant you two ate at and reports to them that you seem to have gotten sick from the food there, managing to get a gift card for the place as an apology.
If she thinks you’re about to up heave your guts she just looks away and crinkles her nose a bit
She’s basically the bedside angel nurse you never thought you’d deserve
When She’s sick:
She insists she can take care of herself
But you argue that she’ll get better faster if she just lets you take care of her, and the faster she gets better the faster you two can go back to enjoying your vacation
She tries to sleep as much as possible because she knows her immune system works faster then
But you remind her she shouldn’t force herself to sleep through her vacation
You get her vitamins and tea, and you two just sit on the bed or couch and watch the Cooking network because Jaehee loves watching pastries getting decorated 
Who doesn’t tbh
Zen
Taking care of you:
He waits on you hand and foot
Even when you don’t need, or even want, something, he brings it
Blankets, vitamins, water, orange juice, this weird herbal drink he found at the market that says it’s good for you, snacks, you name it
He cuddles with you despite being sick too sense he has the immune system of a beast
You two just sit around and watch movies all day while you nap on and off
He still thinks you’re cute, with your flushed face and red eyes and that adorable drippy nose
Haha just kidding he is not a fan of you being sick but he does think your sneezes are adorable and the way your eyes flutter when you first wake up from one of your naps is pretty damn adorable
When you barf…he is a little disenchanted but he knows it isn’t your fault so he just holds your hair and rubs your back
When he is sick:
He refuses to sit still and stay in the room
“Come on MC we have sights to see”
“But Zen you’re sick!”
“I don’t feel so hot but I can keep myself from throwing up at least so come on”
If he does vomit he grabs the nearest trash can and you’d hold his ponytail back
And cut it off
No just hold it
He insists he’d feel too awful if you guys sat around during a vacation just cause he has the stomach bug
And you insist you feel awful that he feels awful for being sick
You guys just go back and forth until you give up and resolve to just keep an eye on him and not stray too far from the hotel in case it gets worse
By the next morning he claims he feels better just from being with you all day
Jumin
When you’re sick:
He calls the best local doctor in the area
All the high class foreign vitamins 
The best Korean vitamins are in express mail on their way to you guys
The restaurant is under new management within the hour because how dare they let this happen
Jumin please it isn’t their fault
You’re resting in bed and he’s by your side, pumped with antibiotics to keep him from getting sick because he refuses to leave you alone
He extends the vacation by a week to make up for any lost time spent in bed and sick
When he’s sick:
Very similar to the steps from when you were sick
You try to make the phone calls for him but he says he’s fine to do it and that you should at least have fun on your vacation
He tries to plan for a trusted tour guide to take you around so you can at least enjoy yourself
But you refuse, saying you’d much rather be with him
He tries to get you to leave so you won’t be at risk for catching whatever he has but you’re persistent
And despite him having all the best medicine and care already you do your best
You bring him warm or cold towelettes for his forehead when his temperature drops or spikes
You brush his hair back and do your best to hold his bangs back while he pukes
He apologizes for being so ‘disheveled’
You run to a local bookstore and find some interesting reads for him to entertain himself with while relaxing
Eventually you just snuggle up to him and nap while he does.
Seven
When you’re sick
First thing he does is dress as a sexy nurse
But then he gets serious…ironically serious considering his outfit
He buys some medicine and vitamins, uses the power of internet to get a good read on what may be ailing you
He knows you don’t feel like eating but insists you eat a small meal here and there to get some nutrients in you
He gets lots of bendy straws for you to drink water, because bendy straws make everything better.
You say the word and he is doing whatever you need or getting whatever you want in an instant
He’s your one and only bedside nurse
When he’s sick
“MC I’m fine”
“You threw up twice in an hour”
“I’m fi-”
You take the PhD Pepper out of his hand “No more of this for now” 
Cue you hiding all the really acidic and fatty foods he brought along despite his whining
He feels guilty doing work on vacation but you assure him that it’s ok since he can’t do much but sit at his computer anyways.
Besides, if he finishes some work now you two can have fun when you’re back home
He takes a lot of breaks though where you two just snuggle
After a while he hints that he has the sexy nurse outfit for whatever reason
You tell him you’ll put it on when he feels better.
Getting him all riled up while he’s sick is not on your to do list
He’s sad, but he understands
And while he hides most of it behinds jokes, he really appreciates you 
Even the part of you refusing to wear the sexy nurse outfit
Saeran
When you’re sick
He’s a little annoyed. Not at you because he knows you didn’t choose this, but with the situation as a whole.
But you can tell he’s irritated and that either irritates you, or makes you feel a little guilty.
Cue slight strain on relationship here
But after an hour or two he realizes instead of being salty he could be helping you feel better and he does
He’s not good at it, but he tries.
He gets you water and some vitamins he’s familiar with, and tries to find things for you to entertain yourself.
After a while he realizes you’re happy with the two of you just lounging around and talking….and that makes him happy too.
Maybe this isn’t such a bad vacation. He wasn’t super excited to go outside into tourist land anyways.
Then you started puking and he had to hold your hair back
Ok no still kind of bad vacation
But even a bad vacation with you is an okay one in his eyes
When he’s sick
He’s just overtired and feeling icky and therefore a little more snappy than usual
You try getting him to eat but he refuses because his stomach hurts
After almost a whole day you bring in a tray of easy to digest foods and try getting him to eat once again
“No.” He glares at you and turns his back as he lays down.
You glare daggers into the back of his head.
“Saeran, you’re going to eat something or so help me god.” He turns to look at you, a challenging look in his eye. He isn’t used to you being assertive but he’s not going to give i-
You’re still glaring at him. Dead. In. The. Eyes.
“Alright” He grumbles as he takes the tray
At first he’s just moving things around with a spoon
But eventually he starts picking at things and actually eating
And he even feels a little better
Weird. It’s like being overtired, sick, and hungry only made things worse who would have guessed certainly not MC
You notice he’s sweating and grab a cold towel and start washing his forehead
“What are you doing”
“Does this not feel good?”
“No no.. it does. Thanks.” He looks away as you tilt his face to get all the drops and brush back his sweat matted hair. 
Once he’s freshened up a little more you just cuddle him.
“MC…”
“Yeah?”
“Thank you.” 
V
When you’re sick
Protective Daddy Mode Activated
Much like the others he just takes care of you
And even when you whine he doesn’t mind, he understands you don’t feel well
He does anything he can to help
He does think it’s for the best that you two don’t cuddle or kiss though, cause if he catches it too then you’re both screwed
He even wears a germ mask
But he’s cute as fuck so you don’t mind
He brings you tea and water constantly, along with small nutritious meals
He gets tourist books and rearranges your schedule so you two can optimize the time you have once you feel better
The vomiting doesn’t phase him, he just holds your hair, rubs your back, and mutters encouraging, albeit strange, things along the way
“That’s it MC, get it all out” “You’ll feel better soon” “I’ll be here with you, just relax and do what you need”
Thanks V, the vomit was needing that encouragment
When he’s sick
He is bedridden
Boy will not move
He suddenly seems so fragile
You kind of think he’s dying.
But he assures you he is fine and tries to get you to go out and have fun without him
What is with these boys not understanding you’re not leaving them
Whenever you bring him something he sings praise about how kind you are to him, and how he doesn’t deserve you.
As much as he wants to be near you, he can’t risk getting you sick because ‘he’d be unable to deal with the guilt’ so he banishes you to the living room while he sleeps.
You feel bad but he absolutely refuses anything that involves you doing something for him more strenuous than making a cup of tea.
Once he feels better a couple days later he promises to make it up to you, despite you saying he has nothing to make up for. 
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ricebunnyistrash · 4 years ago
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world hard and cold, baehee soft and warm
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ricebunnyistrash · 4 years ago
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“To we who are about to die”
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ricebunnyistrash · 4 years ago
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Inspired by sumn I saw on Tiktok…
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ricebunnyistrash · 4 years ago
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jihyun’s VA does this thing where his voice goes super pouty and I LIVE FOR IT
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ricebunnyistrash · 4 years ago
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🥀
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ricebunnyistrash · 4 years ago
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♡ Comforting them when they’re crying ♡
✿ Zen ✿
He has to be strong for his prince/ss!
But sometimes he is just so fucking exhausted that laying in bed with the love of his life seems more appealing than getting out of bed to do anything else
Your head on his chest, his arms around your waist, and your legs intertwined - yes please
It may be a low energy, low motivation day, but that doesn’t mean it’s not enjoyable
He has a tendency to get too introspective when you’re both so silent, but his sudden tears will still shock you both
He’ll laugh it off, rubbing at his eyes and tightening his grip on you
“I’m fine jagi, really! I don’t know what happened”
Feel free to make a big deal out of it, propping yourself up on your elbows to shower his face in kisses to chase all those tears away!
He’ll find it absolutely adorable and won’t be able to stop himself from grinning or laughing some more
He won’t say it, but it’s actually really comforting to know that you’ll always be there for him, even in cases like this
It’s a really warm feeling that makes Zen flip the two of you and start showering your face in kisses instead
Revenge!
✿ Yoosung ✿
This sweet child
Cries when he’s drunk
Cries when he thinks you’re hurt
Probably cries when the LOLOL server goes under sudden maintenance in the middle of a raid
But if it’s serious crying, he’s the type to scrub at his face and tell you it’s nothing while still whimpering and sobbing
clutches chest
Gets red-faced when he cries, hot to the point that you can feel it even through your lips when you kiss his wet cheek
Doesn’t really see a problem with you seeing him cry?? Like yeah, it’s embarrassing, but you’re not making fun of him
You’re actually looking at him in worry, reaching out to brush his tears away, and fuck you’re so cute -
are you sad or in love yoosung
You are his safe place to cry - right in your arms, head against your chest
And he wants you to feel the same about him too
He wants to be able to make you feel as safe and protected and loved as you can make him feel
This isn’t even remotely angsty anymore it’s just cute wtf Yoosung
✿ Jaehee ✿
Baehee actually rarely cries
She’s so used to having her will to live absolutely destroyed on a daily basis by one Jumin Han that she’s like
Crying??? Why, I could be doing other things
I do have 56 things to do for Mr. Han at this moment after all
jumin ffs
She’s an incredibly cute crier, which is sort of unfair considering it’s crying
Why does anyone look attractive when crying
Her cheeks redden and she makes these soft little hiccupping sounds and listen
It may be cute but it’s fucking painful to see or hear
She’s such a strong woman, if she’s crying about something and it’s not tears of happiness/emotion because of a Zen musical then something has really gotten to her
Likes to be absolutely enveloped and close to you when she’s upset
Gently slide her glasses of her face and then take her to your bed and pull the covers up over the two of you
She’ll curl up and just cling to you
It’s a rare sign of vulnerability that she usually can’t show in her line of work, and she is so grateful you don’t judge her for it
when she peeks her head back up and her face is all red from crying and her hair is all messed up she’s so cute i just want to fdjhgjdhffh kiss her a lot, so you definitely should do that
✿ Jumin ✿
Mr. Trustfund Kid?? Crying???
Lol
Lololololololololol
He doesn’t cry
It’s a lie, you’ve seen him cry a lot
There’s a picture of him with tears in his lashes during your wedding that you value over your life
It’s actually really rare that Jumin cries anything other than surprised tears of happiness
Rare, but it does happen
You never know what triggered it though. Jumin, talking about his feelings? LOL
I mean, he tries, but in moments like these it’s more comfortable for him to just stay silent, and you give him that small comfort
A very silent crier, but will grip you so tightly
Buries his face in your shoulder or neck and just clings to you like you’re the only thing keeping him from crumbling you may be
Pressing soft kisses to his temple and placing your hand on the back of his head are probably his favorite ways that you try to soothe him
He’s not someone who needs to hear assertions that everything will be okay - he’s a logical person, he knows this
But in the moment nothing is okay
He takes the most solace from just having you, the person he loves most in the entire world safe in his arms, holding him back and showing you care through small physical acts of affection
God he fucking loves you
✿ Saeyoung ✿
Despite how larger than life his personality seems to be at times, he really makes an effort to make sure no one hears or sees him crying
Tensed shoulders, hands clenched into fists, fingernails digging into flesh, a dull and all-consuming pain in his throat and wrists as he tried sort of successfully to shove his anguish back down
Crying was just simply something he didn’t think he deserved the luxury of doing
When you entered the picture, things went slightly different
He still tried like hell to keep you from noticing, because what if you got the wrong idea? What if you thought he was anything less than incredibly happy you were in his life? What if you thought -
He can work himself into a panic pretty easily, especially when his brain works against him
When you wrap your arms around his shoulders from behind or reach for his hand in moments like these he just absolutely breaks down
Just turns into you and the comfort you provide no matter what position he’s in and sobs
Literal sobs, the kind that causes his entire body to shake and his throat to ache
It’s not an over-exaggeration to say that you are the only thing keeping him together in these moments
Will tell you what’s bothered him, but you have to press to get it out of him - usually his response is just a whispered and teary “I love you so much”
Because he does
He really does love you with every minuscule fiber of his being, and he cannot believe he ever got so lucky to have you in his life
✿ Jihyun ✿
This poor baby TT
Seeing him cry is just so fucking painful
His eyes are so bright and clear that when tears blur them they get all glassy and just lost looking
Will always try to apologize and wipe his tears away with the back of one of his fingers
His breath will hitch if you gently grasp his hand in your own and draw his fingers away from his face, pressing a soft kiss to the skin beneath his eyes instead
His eyes will widen for a split second at such a tender display of comfort and affection and then his expression will shift into one of such pure sadness and love that it will just break your heart even more
Kiss him
Kiss him lots
Please
He needs a lot of soft kisses TT
Honestly just needs a lot of soft treatment in general
He’ll always end up crying harder when you try to comfort him, but don’t misunderstand
He’s just always floored by what a wonderful person you are
Lots of gentle kisses will be pressed to the back of your hands in thanks and love, even if he’s still crying
Jihyun you dummy dry your tears first gjhdjh
✿ Saeran ✿
Does he like crying in front of you?
Fuck no
Does he?
Unfortunately for him, quite often
Now he knows that logically him crying isn’t a sign of weakness, or of how broken he is
And it’s not going to scare you off or give you second thoughts about staying with him
That doesn’t stop the sharp pang of fear whenever he feels tears burning at the backs of his eyes though
Comforting him isn’t always easy - sometimes he craves the safety of physical touch, sometimes he’s snarling at you to leave him the hell alone
If he pushes you away he just needs some space - he inevitably feels awful about it, which just upsets him more, and he ends up even more emotional than before
Will never ask for it but absolutely loves when your cup his face and tenderly brush away his tears with your thumbs, kissing his forehead and eyelids
The contrast of your cool fingers on his hot skin helps relax him
He doesn’t know how, but you always seem to know what to do to help him feel better
Whether it’s just sitting next to him with your fingers interlaced with his or cuddled together on the couch with some stupid show playing in the background, legs interlaced
No matter how shit he feels, just being near you makes him feel a tiny bit better
Like you’re helping to fill some empty part of him
He doesn’t like feeling so weak around you, but somehow, you make it more bearable than trying to deal with it alone
✿ Vanderwood ✿
He’s a fucking agent, he doesn’t have time to cry
If he feels like he’s about to he usually just roughly rubs at his eyes like oh fuck no
Has no idea how to react when you tell him it’s okay to cry
Like???
He wants to be the strong one and crying isn’t a sign of strength??
vanderwood shut the fuck up
He doesn’t mean to act so gruff and coarse about it all, but he’s just not used to allowing himself to be vulnerable like that, especially in front of anyone he cares about
Feels a bit uncomfortable when you show so much obvious worry and care towards him, but does manage to send you a small smile with the hint of a flush high up on his cheeks to assure you that everything was okay
He is unfairly attractive when he flushes, btw
Unless something really fucks with him, he never allows himself to cry for very long
And unless its one of those times, the most comfort he really needs is just your hand on his arm or the warmth of you at his side
Things in the world may fucking suck, but he feels like they may not suck as much so long as he has you
did he actually just think that?? djhdhdfdhs please ignore the suddenly flustered vanderwood who can’t control his own thoughts
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Ah yes. Me. My boyfriend. And his $500 Elly doll.
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help I fell for the cryptic otome game (again) and now I can’t get up
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I did a thing!!! I've not seen anyone do this with MM yet but if someone has pls send it me I wanna see it 🥺❤
This is the ref for anyone who wants to use it-
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The MM fandom right about now.
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