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its really awful and hard and horribke and im a terribke person but indont eant you to like anyone else as much as you like me i csnt do it i cant besr to see even a fraction of what you give to me given to someone else fuck why am i like this

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i love you so much. i want to envelope you in it and keep you safe with me forever. but the issue is. i will never be enough for you.

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this is me btw if you're asking

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i just want to have a conversation. a real proper one. one you're involved in. one tou dont go missing every 2 minutes in. please im going to do something stupid

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i dont feel alive

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and again

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if they wanted to they would

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im ace but the idea of someone actually wanting to fuck me is a need i want to feel like im worth something

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thats real fucking funny that is

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IIIIIIII WANNA FEEEEEEEELLLLL ITTTTTTTTY

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having an i need my girlfriend moment and shes not here rn

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but what you dont know is that im sitting in the bathroom crying about it

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sometimes i just wnna hurt myself

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knew i shouldnt have done that

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i just miss you

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hey. can you just humour them now. it would make them so happy. ill step away. ill watch from afar if it makes that smile tug on their cheeks. just give it to them. its not fair they chase after you when im right here but ill always be here can you just let them have what they want. please