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[rheahell]

Have you ever know or friend with a person that have a physical disability condition

Well I have one friend that can only open one side of her eyes

But when I recently meet her in my dreams, she was in her perfect state like a normal person

I mean like she opens and see with her pair of eyes normally, and slimed down figure

Like it is not normally form what we see in real life, she is just looks fabulous as if beauty pageant like style (such as lyodra and any other miss/putri indonesia would have appear/styled in tv)

I think that was maybe what her soul would look like, because she was so kind and caring

She somewhat guides me the way and gives me shelter

As I write this down, I began to really miss her, my dear friend

I hope everything is going well for her

[rheahell]

Reasons to cut off people at some point:

You find yourself hold little value for them

You find yourself betrayed

The first point can be portrayed in so many ways, for example regardless how many efforts and sacrifices you do for them, they won’t view you any better, and won’t return you any favors you did, that ungrateful mf just need to push down straight to hell

Same goes to second one

[rheahell]

This post is dedicated to the you, that keeps following me around in my dreams these seven years

Finally I realized that the reason why you always appear in my dreams was because my longing for somebody to fix my problems, that I am not confident enough to get through it, I mean I am not believing in myself enough that I can do it on my own, that I need somebody to relayed on, somebody that I can depend on

It’s maybe just because you’re life seems so good and without any burden and everything is splendidly well off

Anyway thanks to a vt that passed on my feed that explains things so I could find a realizations

That’s repetitive dream doesn’t mean to be something between us

It could just be me, needs to fix my mind settings, to find my courage to get through everything with my own strength within

And I believe the rest of the day will be more better

[rheahell]

You are loved

You are appreciated

You are precious

You are treasured🕯️

[rheahell]

You are a Billionaire

You own vast land

You have mountains of gold

You save astronomical amount of money

You have multiple mansions and buildings

You drive exotic cars

You rule your own empire

[rheahell]

19 Agustus ‘23

Some times ago, I realized that essentially in everyone every human every creature there is a God substance in them

It is not like we haven’t been told about that knowledge, that God is everywhere’s, and we should have feeling it in everything we do, we already know

But when it comes to realization, I admit it is not casually happens

It takes a long time for me, to make it make sense

When they say “feeling” is the key, it is true

In islam, there is 99 names of God

In a sense, so there is 99 kind of God substance exists in us(or in in every people or creatures), whether which one contains the most proportion and appears and defining their traits, examples people that are loving ar-rahman substances in them are a lot, people that are strong al-aziz substances in them are high, and so on

The point is there is absolutely God substance in every creature, which shown or not in their traits, just remember it whenever we feels like to be mad or hate because they do some bad thing to us, be forgiving, I mean forgiving the God substance in them that let the things happen, and call the names of God substance in them to be more dominant and guide them to be merciful, forgiving, kind, loving, and so on

But when we choose to hate, we not only hate on the people we actually hate and mad on the Gods in them, that is became the wrong of us which leads to our own sorrow and retribution

In conclusion what ever happen to us, we always have to be forgiving 🙏🏻 to lead a happy healthy prosperous abundant joyful life 🌞

[rheahell]

today mood ☀️ https://www.instagram.com/p/B6NHHzApR9atixJeLfHEu47EER6nFWkaNTLM_U0/?igshid=1w2ct1qtw0kc0

[rheahell]

Awkwardly greeting people of instagram https://www.instagram.com/p/B3CclCPJ11qauVE_Sn7LEAORd_WSU6tMUy-Bgw0/?igshid=1bhpqdft113da

[rheahell]

Ariana taught me how to answer anyone who questioning my actions: “what about it?” 💁🏻‍♀️🍀✨ https://www.instagram.com/p/B1kduWOpMknsM7il6WBsmhN09URiMkvktPNVyQ0/?igshid=12s44yt18leo9

[rheahell]

#swim can help managing stress🌞 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0wynxNJ7glpkL65u5l8S3PW5EvtMPx37xQAco0/?igshid=5s9n8nrpvuzw

[rheahell]

Lucinta Luna🏳️‍🌈 #lovewins https://www.instagram.com/p/B0vjOVrpZhEsHZ7GWKsSfBxf__PGOPbzhGb_7w0/?igshid=t3ddj1mdyw5

[rheahell]

Note to my inner self😌 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0hrdOtpICNkGUczIGWn6IqR-Z_dnftWSJWqEQ0/?igshid=9pfy0qdbewv7

[rheahell]

👧🏽👶🏼💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0U_thApED5pmok6R_y5wzJRFvyQU54r9aA4MA0/?igshid=ot29wbpa5pe8

[rheahell]

not in the mood playing dress to impress💕 https://www.instagram.com/p/B0FxKl-JUVaK2IxERvXbHvQGPNW07c9MAB0KjY0/?igshid=14h3imv51n9yd

[rheahell]

💜 https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzudh0_ppysY_RgbmpG1QD-hQoDAPzvnp--U3g0/?igshid=8nbln170r51s

[rheahell]

🌸 https://www.instagram.com/p/BzhmprpJrYcwSSvq_apnYeo8EY8Okm2-f1EGnc0/?igshid=1aowykaygkrz1

[rheahell]

🙋🏼‍♀️💛 https://www.instagram.com/p/BzHrXFxJ0i6sXkXUyjRDMSB-WsfJmh613StoF80/?igshid=1qsp804yqam04