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Cheating check-in

So today my sister and I made plans to hangout with her and my nieces! So this morning I wake up, start cleaning the bedroom and listening to music while my boyfriend just sits eating breakfast! After I'm done cleaning and putting away laundry I get in the shower! I need to get ready for my day with my sister! I had already picked out my clothes for it, so I start getting dressed! Mind you my boyfriend hasn't been giving me attention, so I've been dressing very 'double-take'ish, because I want him to notice me! So I get ready and I tell him I'm leaving and he tells me he loves me and to be safe, but no kiss. Cool! I walk out the door and head out and my sister says she is running about 5 minutes late! I remember I didn't get a kiss so I run back up to the apartment so I can get a kiss. As soon as I open the door I hear a loud crash of things going on in the bedroom! I walk over to the room and I asked my boyfriend what happened and he said nothing! So I asked him what he was doing and he says nothing! This little asshole was acting so fucking suspicious so I kept asking him what he was doing! He finally said he was looking through my iPad to see if I was lying about where I was going! At this point I'm not happy, not at all, I'm fucking livid! So I start yelling and I never yell! So I ask him what have I done for him to think I would ever do that! He says he doesn't trust me, so I ask why! He said because every time I leave I get all dolled up and dressed up and I never do that! I just looked at him as if he was fucking stupid, and start telling him I dress up because I want him to notice me because he hasn't been paying attention to him! Then I yell at him to go look at the iPad to see where I was going, and he kept refusing! He wouldn't look at the iPad so I took my phone out and showed him my conversation with my sister and he refused to look! So I just started leaving and I tell him to look through my iPad see what else he finds! So he walks to the door and yells, " it's not like you've gone through my stuff before!" And slammed and locked the door in my face! 5 minutes later this bitch calls me on the phone asking me to come back home because he wants to give me a kiss... my sister came to pick me up and I'm not making her turn around to give me a kiss!

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L O FREAKING L

Let's see if your fucking video game cleans your room for you, cooks dinner for you, improves your life for you! Cause I sure as hell am not doing that shit anymore! Not until I get the respect I deserve!

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Finding a Hobby

Today my boyfriend said he would play a video game that I like to watch him play! Everything was fine except for the fact that he always avoids playing this specific game! You would think he'd be psyched because I'm not a gamer and he is and I'm trying to bond with him, but no he avoids it! He will play other games for me to watch but not this one, don't ask me why, he just won't! Anywho before he is going to play the game I ask if we can go get coffee and he says yea! We sit a while on his bed and like always he says he is tired and could fall asleep, no coffee or gameplay has happened yet! So I told him he always does this, he delays it and then acts like he doesn't want to play and he was doing it now! Welp I guess that must have pissed him off because he got very offended and just went quiet! Then he got a message from one of his guild teams so he can go play his game, guess who isn't fucking tired anymore!? This fucking asshole! I was sitting at the computer and had to reply to his guild for him and he said he'd be on in an hour or less of the time he said he would be playing the game I wanted him to play for quality time! I sighed very deeply because it hurt my feelings and he just said oh well you'll get over it! That pushed me over the edge, I am not an angry person, I am usually calm and quiet when I am angry! This outright pissed me off! So he says we are going to get coffee, which I'm assuming is to get me off his back, not that it's going to help him at all because he is an even bigger asshole as the night progresses! On our way to coffee he asks me what's wrong, like he doesn't know he just fucking told me that I am not fucking important and his video game is more important than me! Cool, I just stay mad and tell him that it doesn't matter anyways because I'll get over it anyways, right!? When we get home I just stay mad at him and work on applications for a job, and he still hasn't started playing with his guild for an hour! So I finally ask him if we can do something and he huffs! He fucking huffs like I am the biggest annoyance in the world and asks me what I want to do! I asked him to play the game and again he huffs and then says he would do it! At this point I'm so irritated I tell him I don't even care anymore and he doesn't have to do it! To which he replied with, "You need a hobby." Well bitch I found a new hobby and here it fucking is! You wanna be an asshole, cool, now I'll let the whole world know that you are and at the same time it will calm me down and destress me! Isn't a hobby something that calms and soothes you? Well then it's a good thing I found one, right!?

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female safety > male feelings

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caraphernelia-pierce the veil

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Please read and reblog!

Hello to anyone who will read!

I am currently a college student and I have fallen into some really big financial struggles. Last school year I entered the year super depressed with a full time school load like normal. Usually I can handle my depression along with school and work. However this type of depression was different than all the other times I had dealt with it. I ended up dropping some classes and I passed the classes that I was able to keep. However the next semester was a bigger struggle. I had gotten somewhat over my bump in the road but it was difficult to get back in the swing of classes. I had a full load again and was attending all my classes regularly and doing ok for lack of a better term. Homework wasn’t getting done and studying became very tough. Usually I have a really good memory and can keep up with everything but since I was still struggling a bit my memory was not up to par and classes became a nightmare. I started getting anxiety and always was crying because I would get upset with myself. So my grades and time I put into school were not enough and I got put on probation, which means a suspension of financial aid. Usually the ladies at financial aid tell students to still enroll in classes and attend classes while an appeal is being processed. So that is what I did. However, the financial aid office does not warn that if an appeal isn’t approved that you cannot drop the classes and you have to pay out of pocket. So I did my appeal process, signed up for classes and waited to get notice. I got my appeal letter 2 months after school had started stating that my appeal was not approved. So now I am stuck paying for my classes out of pocket and because I have to do that I have been working and haven’t been able to attend classes because I have to pay for the classes. I am in a financial rut and really need some help. In hopes that someone has actually read this entire letter, I am asking if you could please help a poor college student out! Please and thank you to everyone who helps in any way possible. Even just rebloging this is a huge help!  

My gofundme link: gofundme.com/3r8tcufn

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If you’re ever lonely, STOP, you don’t have to be!

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Fire

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Forehead kisses are my fave ❤️💗

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*at the Last Supper*

Jesus: now ... back to this bitch who had a lot to say about me in the temple Judas what's good

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