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Painting I did! I’m so exited for Christmas!

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Peppernut cookie! This might be my fav drawing…

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Marina 🐙

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I hate not having the motivation to draw. Like it makes me feel so depressed and I dunno why but I feel unworthy when I don’t draw. I think it’s because it’s one of the few things I’m actually decent at. I also really hate my art especially when it’s digitally and I don’t know why. And I’m only able to draw good when I’m not trying but I feel like I don’t have any ideas and if I did have one it would look bad anyway. Especially now because I saw this old drawing of mine and it was really really good. But when I compare that to my drawings now… my newer art looks like a toddlers drawing. I think art block hit me really hard and because I never have motivation to do anything. I also have no creativity… WAAA

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So uh I wanna talk about this stupid thing I guess. Basically I had a snow day a couple of days ago and it was near lunch time and I was just sitting around. Until my mom and dad asked me what I wanted to eat for lunch. I didn’t know so I said I didn’t know. AND THEY YELLED AT MEEEE which doesn’t make sense cause why are you yelling at me for not knowing what to eat. They said like things or options but I didn’t want them cause I wasn’t feeling any of them cause that’s what I usually have like every day. I sorta felt like crying because they kept raising their voices. Then I just had a snack for lunch cause I guess that was the only good thing. Lastly my dad said that I wished I had his grilled cheese. But they didn’t even offer that to me so… yeah. I don’t know why I got yelled at for not knowing what I wanted to eat. I know it’s kinda stupid.

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Lolipop Cookie! (This was from my TikTok originaly)

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Hello! I’m new to this app kinda but I think I’ll be using it to post art, venting (you can ignore lol), random rants, or just random stuff. This is mainly because of TikTok almost getting banned, I need somewhere to vent, and somewhere to post my art lol! It looks cool so far!