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i pray that aug, sep, oct, nov and dec are all months full of growth, blessings, productivity, new doors open and opportunities

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Hey Mr. Sun

Sunlight on my face Cold breeze of morning dew You are the one, I first check on Every time the light shines, Butterflies dances everywhere It was too soon Since I felt this Hey Mr. Sun, My sunshine everyday I can’t say is still But you make me happy. Looking from afar, The best I can do No guts yet, To speak my heart out I  am smitten,  You reached me, Through one of your rays, I am content.

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Sometimes I want the clock to stop

My life has always been better in the eyes of other people. I have something that they aspire to have. I want to be grateful and contented of what I have. I always want to be happy for myself, but the “others” I am talking about is also me in another person’s perspective. I was never happy, because I want to have fun like other people my age. I want to break rules. I want to be free. I want to be me. But- there will always be a doubt since happiness now is only for privileged people. Happiness costs gold.

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A reminder of things that are healing

Taking medication

Resting whenever is needed

Connecting more with people

Talking about my feeling without being embarrassed about them

Going to therapy/going to the doctor

Taking care of my body, my mind, my emotional health

Making myself comfortable

Getting some sunshine

Taking little walks whenever possible

Not letting anxiety keep me from doing things

Trying new things out even when they are scary

Engaging in simple but wholesome hobbies that don't take up a lot of energy

Trying my best to self-soothe while validating my feelings

Not being so afraid of what strangers think of me

Believing I'm not exception from the human right to be loved, tolerated and treated with respect, including the way I treat myself

Believing that I deserve good things, small or big, all of them, not because I'm the best person to be alive, but because I am a human being with the right to have my basic needs met (like living with less pain or resting or recovering) without having to earn them by suffering and burning out. I don't need to be at my worse to deserve rest, to deserve kindness. I can give those things to myself

Believing I can make realistic dreams happen because I am capable of doing things even if I need more time, space or accommodations, and that is not a shameful thing

To learn how to make each day and each moment more enjoyable and more healing while being able to do the things I have to do by seeing more beauty around me and doing things that constantly help me feel calm and in less pain

I'm learning how to live a life that aligns with my own personality and needs while still feeling connected with the rest of the world: just because I'm different, it doesn't mean that my world is not the same as the one others live in, I don't have to self-isolate out of fear the world won't include me in it - I will fight for inclusion. I deserve it because I am human, I am alive, I am here and life has endless possibilities, so it is not time to give up, but to keep my hopes up and keep pushing whenever I can. I will breathe life into me, I will look at everything with love, myself included.

🌱🌿💐🌱🌿💐🌱🌿💐🌱🌿💐🌱🌿💐🌱🌿💐

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15 year old me trying to understand life idk I am this deep

A Friend?

Define friend, the one that will accept you whatever you are, accept all your flaws and never ever talk about you whenever you turn back. Yes, they will tease you but in a funny way but sometimes it’s below the belt if you’re really a true friend you should know your limits and know wether your FRIEND got offended because sometimes the way you insult them can lost their confidence. True friend accept your flaws but not your bad habits, true FRIEND will change you for the better instead of accepting it. Be matured enough stop being FULL OF YOURSELF your not PERFECT really not PERFECT

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I didn't know where it came from hehe lol

Sweet af

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Advise me puhlease

Is it really love if u just know each other thru internet?

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Ah beautiful view for a beatiful ppl like u

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12 Zodiac Sign Personalities

Aries: likes peace, are extremely thorough, responsible, dependable, and hard-working, has lots of will-power, and can accomplish any tasks they set their mind to and usually does.

Taurus: Are quiet. analytical and introspective, has excellent skills with mechanical things, are risk-takers who live for the moment, are usually interested in and talented at extreme sports. They are loyal to others, are strong in their values, but not overly concerned with respecting laws and rules if they get in the way of getting something done.

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…and I’ll never be the star

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Taong Boobs HAHAHAHA dfck

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Sweet af

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A Friend?

Define friend, the one that will accept you whatever you are, accept all your flaws and never ever talk about you whenever you turn back. Yes, they will tease you but in a funny way but sometimes it's below the belt if you're really a true friend you should know your limits and know wether your FRIEND got offended because sometimes the way you insult them can lost their confidence. True friend accept your flaws but not your bad habits, true FRIEND will change you for the better instead of accepting it. Be matured enough stop being FULL OF YOURSELF your not PERFECT really not PERFECT