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Death

I'm not that afraid of death anymore cause technically we are all immortal. But I do think death, if its even real, it is beautiful. To think you'll be joined with the wind, like you wilt like a flower. Death is the irreversible end of life, when all biological functions that sustain an organism stop

In shifting, you live through thousands of lives, you are reincarnated and reborn at every second, milisecond and we don't even realize it.

We should embrace how beautiful shifting is, we get to live through thousands of eyes, the experience maybe scary to the baby shifters since your awareness get yanked somewhere else.

I feel glad I don't have to worry much about death since as a kid, I've always shook in fear when somebody mentions our inevitable death and it worried me since I was a Catholic at that time and listened to God. Now I'm an atheist and a shifter, life now somehow gave me hope and I'm no longer depressed. I used to fear the Rapture & The Second Coming cause what if I went to Hell? But the only answer to that is I can go anywhere I like, explore worlds my awareness hasn't encountered yet.

Death is no longer a big deal and I'm glad I'm getting this burden off my shoulders.

Hi, so I have this dumb question and I wanna know what everyone thinks. So like if i die in my OR/CR, can I still come back to that reality? I actually scripted that life goes on in my WR & DR if I do die in my CR but I just wanted to ask cause I feel like I'm gonna die in my CR soon

Edit: hi y'all, ppl have responded and I just wanna say thank u for ur answers, helped alot!!! I just wanna say no, not considering suicide, im way past that. But the situation im in rn is kind of inevitable or seems like it but I hope it doesn't happen cause I still pretty much wanna live

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Shifting storytime:HxH DR

Long story short, I have successfully shifted! So here I am telling stories about my HxH DR

Training with Bisky

I shit you all not, this woman is absolutely going for my throat when it comes to training. If you have watched HxH, you probably have seen how Biscuit Krueger or Lady Bisky trains Gon and Killua, in the 7 years I have trained with her, my training is WAAAAAYYYY worse than what I expected and saw initially in the series. My power (Nen) has something to do with the abilities of the Cheshire Cat (Alice In Wonderland) and I needed to perfect my disguise as an actual cat. This mf made my ass parkour on trees and high ass cliffs the whole 3 month, 4/5 times and 4 hours each a day. By the end of the day, I'm literally sweating my holy ass off. My next course in this mentally and physically challenging training was stealing fish in the market for my food. When she first told me about the new practice in the routine, i was like (???). It was easier said than done, vendors were chasing me with wooden pods or bats, i dont know whats it called, my furry ass hairs were literally standing up! Next training routine was like being liquid and when she said liquid, lowkey i was confused, what she meant was me squeezing into tight spaces and I swear to you, i did not enjoy it one bit. Like sneaking sneaking shit, ya know? I had to squeeze into the walls, pipes i kid you not, i only go for the bigger ones where i can actually squeeze. Another routine was socializing with cats, bro, i love cats and was pretty excited to see the world from a cat's eye but it was way more complicated than just a bunch of meow meows. Some had beef with me, tried to scratch me, stole my food (its sooooo hard to steal fish as a cat) but some are nice, following me and smelling me. Thats all i remember so far.

Killua and Gon

So i love these kids to death, lol. Gon is so positive to everything its actually crazy, he has me rethinking about lots of stuff. I shit you not though, they are noisy as fuck. Their dynamic is entertaining, one minute ill be sitting on the couch, doing nothing and they'd be arguing over the dumbest, kid shit, I had to stifle my laughter. Did i mention they eat a lot and chip my money a little too fast? Im rich as hell but just looking at our table turned buffet, it worried me way too fast. During their training, id only watch them and cant help but be impressed, theyre such strong kids for their age and they really are striving hard to be strong individuals. I did observe that Killua is more stronger and faster than Gon, but he still makes up for it by catching up. Not gonna lie, i got way too jealous of how strong they were, it always looked as if they were stronger than me and theyre barely teens yet, when I was their age, I was barely breathing during just one lap of running around

(Honorable mention) Palm Siberia's creepy ass

Oh my fucking god, she scared the holy shit out of me, mate. I swear to god, she was all up in my ass hairs during Gon and Killua went to fight Knuckle. Me and Bisky would be drinking tea on the couch and id feel a presence behind me. When I tried to sleep, i felt her ass lurking, it was like sleep paralysis which was scarier since i could move and it was real. "They'll keep their promise, right? RIGHT?" SHE WENT UP ON MY FACE I SCREAMED SO LOUD

(Honorable mention) Neferpitou

She scared me so bad yall. The aura was so URGH it was so full of malice, i couldnt bring myself to actually fight her. I retreated and when i got home, i vomitted. Can I mention she was way too good into getting in my nerves? I was shaking with so much anger and she wouldnt stop. She terrified me the same way, if not much, as Palm did. I was lowk going crazy and was almost in tears just cause of the rage like warahell.

Chrollo Lucifer

(scripted their gangs dont kill, just steal) this one was waaayyy too juicy. I have this legal gambling den as my way of income, and I saw this ssssoooooaaaaappppeeeerrrr handsome fella who was a regular in the den. I had a bit of infatuation towards him cause he was soooooo charming, like toooooo charming. He was blonde, super tall like 5'8 to 6'1, blue eyes, he was always dressed in very crisp black or dark blue suits and silver bayonetta type glasses, id mistake him for someone who works in corporate. So one day, I was the dealer in one of his games, it was super fun, i had fun messing with the players actually. After his game, he asked me out we went out for drinks. I got to know him for a bit, he introduced himself as "Ronin" (my dumbass realized too late it was a fake name cause he was just so charismatic, my survival instincts went all the way down). He said he worked as an accountant nearby, hence the fancy attire. He was super regal, such a gentleman too, ffs, I fall in love way too fast for my own good and i did just that. He drove me back home and when I was just about to enter my house, we kissed (was internally screaming my ass off cause to be fair it would be the first kiss, MY first kiss cause my lips are in dry season since birth in my CR). We bid each other goodnight and I went inside. And the weeks go by and we kept seeing each other, but I was getting more and more suspicious that i didnt even pass by him in the morning, only at nighttime at the den, he doesnt talk much about work and would rather listen to me talk about myself (i would note it was more than just kissing and holding hands by the 4th month, well yk, bed creaking and stuff, i dont need to say it lmao, mind you my back is always sore and i could barely walk by the morning). By like our 5th month or so, i wanted to ask him about him cause he isnt giving me so much info, he gave me so much limited answers, sometimes even outright ignoring the question and changing the subject but i was sooooo smitten by him i left it alone (i know, im this way in my CR as well). Few more months of seeing each other, we got more closer and closer, more intimate id say, when the months flew by, i was in the den more and more just to see him (i only used to visit the den twice or thrice a week, i was also late to notice that he never really brought me back to his house, sometimes we only checked into hotels). By the 16th month, i decided to call it quits cause I felt and expressed he wasnt too open to me and it almost felt like he was hiding something from me (actually what was I expecting, my dumbass got played even in a DR). I was flabberghasted by the way he responded to what i said, he transformed into Chrollo Lucifer in front of my mfing eyes, my eyes widened. "I'll be more open to you now" he says and I was all "what the fuck" inside my head. Kid you not my mouth was just agape as fuck cause what do you mean i did THAT to THE Chrollo Lucifer???? But knowing Chrollo, I then checked my Nen to see if he stole it. Motherfucker just chuckled at me and just said "I didn't take anything from you." as he annoyingly nonchalants his suit draping over his shoulder, istg i was almost losing it. I was just so flabberghasted, bro had to used his finger to close my mouth and said his fuckass corny farewell, said along the lines of "I enjoyed your companionship while it lasted" then kissed my cheek, turning away and just poof, disappeared. When i got home, i had this small spider tattoo thingy by my rib, i could not for the life of me remove it.

The storytimes with each character ends here for now, enjoy this with shits and giggles

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Who's "we"

Now, before everyone says "you're so obsessed with shiftok, if you hate it so much, ignore it!" uh yes I have considered doing so but I do NOT know what else to talk about in my account and I need some basis so I can just yap and yap.

So, who's "we"?

First thing I asked myself when I saw this post (it bothers me so much dk why) was the words "who's we?" And it just keeps replaying and replaying in my head as it goes on and on, this is me right now

We all have heard the atrocity of shiftok 2020, getting fed with their misinformation but since then, many have come out or got caught lying about their shifting experiences, especially big hot shot creators whom many people have trusted

Not just the big hot shot ones, we also have anonymous people on various platforms that are less well known lying about their shifting stories. So.... who's we? Who. Is. We? Of course, shifting, for me (personally) can only be proven once you have suceeded on doing so, which makes it harder to prove and be trusted, especially when discussed by people, hence the anti shifters calling it a "cult" cause of their blatant skepticism but most of the time, its just plain rude. Shifters or "shifters" rather, when lying about shifting, sets the rest of us a few years back, they do not help at all. But does that mean we or you, should give up? Will you let the people part of the "we" prevent you from living the best life you've always dreamed of? Thats why I always advice to only trust yourself, shifting is a personal journey and what it only takes to shift is yourself, baby!

Defend what you believe in, know yourself, believe yourself, you're the most powerful being in this universe, fuck everyone else!

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Resurface & Widespread

(Taken from my reddit account) Just before 2025, in the big 2024, i noticed the kind of uproar and widespread of ppl saying "so we're grown now, can we admit shifting was fake?", why do people think its psychosis? Is it even possible for this many people (mind you thousands, possibly millions) to have this so-called psychosis? Not to mention shifting is also another term for manifesting, wherein you transferred urself in a world where you have that specific desire

It was kind of ironic to see someone who is spiritual and uses tarot cards is so closed off to the idea of shifting, how can someone believe in card readings and not possibly believe in something as shifting? Why does it have to pyschosis? Again, is it even possible for thousands of people to hallucinate like that? People disregard shifting and proceed to absolutely dick ride maladaptive daydreaming, astral projection and lucid dreaming. If those two things are possible, so should be shifting. I would say people just can't seem to wrap their minds around an idea and concept of shifting. Shifting is real, go ahead and do it. Happy New Year

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Involvement of Genetics in Shifting

None. Thanks for coming to my tedtalk. So shifters, we're starting off this year strong with someone claiming some people aren't genetically inclined to shift, we said "bring back 2020", not "bring back 2020 shiftok"

The amount of misinfo in this community of shifting was wild back in 2020 and im tellin you, by far, this has been the most craziest hot take ever, I'm just gonna go on here and say no, genetic components and all that bull does NOT exist, you can literally shift without doing anything

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Shifting Rant 101

Fuck what everyone thinks

Piece of advice actually, fuck what everyone thinks. Who cares what they say, actually? "Your DR is not a fictional world, you will have problems, it won't always be sunshine and rainbows!" Who says not? You can shift to a DR where its always gonna be sunshine and rainbows. Saying its fictional to think about a DR which is always sunshine and rainbows and then saying shit like "don't think about your DR as a fictional world" is so hypocritic, every DR exists now at this moment, they're real, they're realistic, they are what you want them to be. What pisses me off is people thinking that DRs that are always sunshine & rainbows are fictional, like??? What is reality anyway? Who are they to define what is real and what is not to you? Reality is what you make it out to be, i guess you can guess which ppl think like this and they highly piss me off, I don't think they can grasp and embrace the actual shifting. shiftok (again) ppl on shiftok rlly like contradicting themselves. They say shifting is limitless, blah blah blah, and say shit like "you can't script that it doesn't hurt when you get stabbed cause its unrealistic!". I genuinely went "huh?" cause honestly who fucking cares, thats their dr, whats realistic for them will be realistic to them like again, thats their dr, leave them alone ffs. To add to my rant, someone rlly said "its unrealistic, its not a customizable world, you're just describing the reality u wanna shift to" like.... what the fuck does that even mean?? like..... how does someone state something and contradict it in just one sentence. And saying that ppl cant script trauma cause it'll traumatize them LIKW?!??! AS IF U CANT GET TRAUMATIZED IN THE REALITY UR ON RN PLS DDAMNIT can we just leave ppl alone

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Sharing my negative side when it comes to shifting

Of course, when it comes to things we like, there are positive sides and we also have, unfortunately, the down sides. Hiii, Zeze, its been quite a while since I wrote something as I have been busy in university and attempting to go back to shifting again.

So we know the common stuff down sides of shifting, exhaustion, frustration, losing motivation, declining mental health, could also lead to trauma and desperation. But I'm kinda here to share the "Embarrassment". Now, now! I'm not saying that you should me embarrassed of shifting, rather I wanna share my anxious paranoia when I'm shifting/scripting. So I have a Fame DR, you already knew that upon reading a few blogs from me, but everytime I see the celebrities I'm friends with/dating on tiktok, I suddenly get embarrassed. At first, I just brushed it off. When I say embarrassed, I don't mean the usual kind, I kind of mean the paranoid kind of embarrassed. Cause' I feel like I'm forcing myself into their world, cause I never belonged in their world in the first place. When I'm scripting that DR, I suddenly feel embarrassed, like someone is watching me do this and laughing at me for shifting, for believing in shifting. Now, a reminder, when you shift, you have already existed in that reality for so long so you're not forcing anything like scenarios or s/o's. But that was just how I feel, it could be also because of my shitty ass anxiety, mostly social anxiety. I always feel like someone's judging me for shifting to another reality where I already exist, crazy shit I'm going through, am I right? Or maybe I'm the crazy one???? IDK IDK IDK

I'm still trying to work on that anxiety thingy and also working on me shifting to my Genshin DR or WR. Happy shifting people!!!1

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Shifting log #5

I think we're still overcomplicating shifting so now ill be here to help you not to overcomplicate it.

You know why others can shift so easily by just thinking about which reality to go to and then just go shazam and they're in that desired reality? Because they would assume that's what would happen and obviously, they persisted in the fact that all they had to do is think about which DR they'll be conciously aware of, that was how I almost shifted too, like literally just go bam and suddenly I feel like I'm being pulled to somewhere and hearing voices (i did this while drowsy as fuck, it works the best imo). The only thing that has gotten me consistently close to shifting is literally go "I wanna shift to my ___ DR" and be drowsy AF. Cause y'all, there are stories of ppl who literally shifted just by.... just doing it. Literally they just did it. Trust your subconscious mind cause she/he/it/they/whatever its' pronouns is knows what it wants!!!Shifting isn't as tricky as we think, but the human brain complicates it, leading us to assume it's far more difficult. That is how it becomes. Simply let go, stop worrying, chasing, and overthinking. Allow for it to happen, and it will. It is completely fine to have doubts, I already told you, just don't let it get the best of you and JUST DO IT, YOU CAN SHIFT, YOU LITERALLY SHIFT EVERYDAY, YOU CAN DO IT!!!

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Why I simultaneously believe & not believe in fatalism

Ehh this one is a little complicated for me but first, what even is fatalism???? Fatalism is the idea that nothing humans can do can affect the course of events, which are fixed by fate or destiny. Fatalists, people who believe in fatalism, hold that nothing can be changed since everything has already been predetermined by a greater force. Idk, it sounds like a fancier version of saying that "Everything happens for a reason", I kind of believe it because all of decisions I made, it led me to this, like finding out about shifting and also it led to me almost shifting but then again, I also do not believe in it due to the butterfly & parallel universe theory, but mostly shifting. The world divides in two everytime a choice is made, then your seemingly unsuspecting small choice leads to something big & if you spend your days wondering if you picked the other choice, what would've been the outcome? Just like the Schrödinger's cat, the cat is both 50/50 alive & dead until you open the box (curiousity kills the cat). And through shifting & manifesting, you are bound to change your fate, manifesting all these desires, travelling through the universe and becoming aware of your reality. A more thorough deep dive into fatalism and my simultaneous belief & non-belief in its' concept

I have mentioned that Fatalism is the belief that everything is already predetermined by a "greater force" and no one can change it, idk but I used my own interpretation of "greater force". In the world of manifestation, we were taught that we are the "God" of our reality, that we are the "Universe" and only ourselves are the thing we only need to get our desires. Again, take note I simultaneously believe & not believe it, why???? I believe in it cause if "greater force" meant Us, then our fates are also predetermined by us and by "no one can change it" means no one can take our desires from us cause this is our reality. I also do not believe in it cause we're changing our fates cause we manifest & manifest is also changing something or events in our life, whatever it may be, our fates were never sealed or predetermined, a reminder that you are not stuck in this sticky puddle that you are in. This concept got me in knots cause there are 2 sides of the coin, I kept going off the rails with this one too but I finally got my thoughts out

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I need more shifting stories cause where the hell are they???

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Hi, so I have this dumb question and I wanna know what everyone thinks. So like if i die in my OR/CR, can I still come back to that reality? I actually scripted that life goes on in my WR & DR if I do die in my CR but I just wanted to ask cause I feel like I'm gonna die in my CR soon

Edit: hi y'all, ppl have responded and I just wanna say thank u for ur answers, helped alot!!! I just wanna say no, not considering suicide, im way past that. But the situation im in rn is kind of inevitable or seems like it but I hope it doesn't happen cause I still pretty much wanna live

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Shifting log #4

Bro, I almost shifted just a while back and I didn't even intend to. So I was so tired, haggard and shit so I wanted to fall asleep when I suddenly felt being pulled to sleep, I felt something touch my shoulder and I heard voices. I was so tired I tried to pull myself awake but I was so fatigued, my body felt so heavy and I did finally awake. I don't know which DR that was and the voices were inaudible, they were like whispers and it creeped me the hell out, if I wasn't afraid, I would've probably shifted to my waiting room :'( So this is also me realizing that it is that easy to shift, even when you don' t intend to lmao, that was fun

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"You can't shift with doubts!"

If you can find me a person without doubts, I can show you an idiot!

Of course, you can shift with doubts. Its just like subliminals, you don't have to believe in them just for it to work. My advice is just don't let it overpower you, persist, persist! Trust issues & overthinking can't be avoided, oh please! I have been there, that's why I had encounter some difficulties in my manifesting journey. It was hard for me since my mental health is ass and not in a good way too, I just had to persist and persist, took a lot of inconveniences to be this calm, my once clouded mind is now starting to clear up. You can shift, you are already there!

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Y'all I need subliminal ideas ASAP!!!

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So see a psychiatrist weirdos

Shifting Rant 101

Y'all, if you don't believe in something (esp shifting), then mind your own business, no one's forcing you to believe, going out of your way to be a bitch isn't worth anyone's time, especially yours <3

This is what pisses me off about antis, i dont wanna entertain these close minded people but it burns me to my core everytime i see them dismiss shifters as schizophrenics. The same people who upraise the idea of lucid dreaming but bring up shifting and suddenly you're nuts as fuck.

Nevertheless, we should try and ignore them, we believe in what we believe, let us stand with it, for it.

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Going back to making subs, let's see if my phone holds up

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I'm really, really not gonna lie, I wanna get over my TUA phase but I literally cannot, kept convincing myself I wasn't interested in it anymore but literally why oh why does God keep bringing me back to you?!?! On tiktok, netflix, tumblr, wattpad & pinterest, idk what is up with me trying to avoid but its haunts me sooooooo bad, my heart literally skips a beat everytime i see it, maybe its a sign I should go back to that TUA script and probably try to shift if I wasn't so much of a lazy ass and a pussy