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step 1. get everyone in the world to want to fuck me

step 2. vow of celibacy

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[OC] i miss drawing my eldritch monster oc soooo bad 🐙

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bucky hates early mornings, he much prefers late nights. the darkness. the quiet. he loves the roof on the top of his apartment building, it's the place he goes to when he needs a moment alone. though sometimes he had a tendency to get lost in himself and thoughts, so he'd wait for you to come get him.

you'd find him there one night when the world had settled for a few hours. he was sitting down on the gravel floor, watching the sky above.

the loud creak of the door from the stairs gave you away when you opened it, alerting bucky to your presence before you even stepped foot onto the roof.

he turned back to look at you, his eyes were heavy, a mix of emotions swirling in the baby blues.

"sit." he says, motioning you over to sit next to him.

once you sat down bucky would wrap his arm around your shoulder and pull you into his chest. you'd get comfortable, your elbow resting on his thigh as you leaned into him, and he'd tuck your head under his chin.

while, most times it was comforting, like a warm blanket, when it was a night the two of you were fighting, the silence felt loud. and that night it was overpowering.

neither of you remembered what caused the argument, because it was stupid and mundane - though that was true, it did nothing to alleviate the heavy feeling you had in your chest whenever you fought with bucky.

"that's saturn," he whispers in your ear, finally breaking the silence that seemed to envelop both of you. his breath was warm on your skin, and you felt him hold you a bit closer to his side as he pointed to the sky.

it was usually hard to see clearly since the city lights made it exceptionally harder, so you weren't totally sure if he was right, but he'd take his time anyway pointing out different constellations and planets, the earlier tension fading.

you asked questions of the stories behind the names and bucky would try his best to remember the story, adding in details that were completely farfetched just to make you laugh. god, he loved that laugh.

"i'm sorry," you whisper to him, while he tells you the story of orion, the words tumbling out of your mouth quickly. you don't mean to cut him off while he's speaking, but you couldn't let another moment pass without telling him.

"me too," he whisper back, his metal hand finding yours in the dark and intertwining your fingers together. "i always am, even if i'm not good at saying it."

bucky would lean his head down and press a soft kiss to the top of your head, his touch was always a grounding reminder of the love you shared.

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i could add a few more stages to grief if they let me

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sometimes you need dialogue tags and don't want to use the same four

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does anyone wanna hold hands until we feel a little braver

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Hellooo. I'm doing a book chapter that connects the impact of Animated media and quality education and it uses Arcane as an example. And as part of that I need the data from this survey.

Could you guys please take a few minutes and fill out this form??

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noooooooo Aziraphale don't turn around you won't survive the cunt this diva is serving

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bucky⭐️

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☆ Ordered a bullet? Delivered to the head successfully, next.

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RB to give mutuals a little kiss and some garlic bread

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hello character who is desperate to be a good person; i want to play a game. in front of you is the one person you will never be able to save. you have the rest of your life to make peace with this. there are no defined repercussions if you fail, but we both know you're going to attempt to win regardless. your time starts now

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Please, spread this for those who might need it right now

U.S. suicide hotline: call or text 988 (available 24 hours)

U.S. trans lifeline: (877) 565-8860 (when you call, you’ll speak to a trans/nonbinary peer operator. full anonymity and confidentiality)

Substance Abuse and Mental Health Services Administration (SAMHSA) National Helpline: 1-800-662-HELP (4357) – provides 24/7 confidential support and referrals for individuals and families facing mental health and substance use disorders, including panic attacks and anxiety.

LGBT National Help Center: (888) 843-4564

Trevor Project: Call (866) 488-7386, text START to 678-678, or chat online.

Take care of yourself and each other. Please stay safe ♡

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This is a reminder to:

Never mention a possible pregnancy/abortion to anyone, especially not through a social media app messaging service such as messenger, WhatsApp, Instagram DMs, Snapchat, etc.

Delete all period tracking apps and to start tracking using a planner or physical calendar

Book appointments for a form of birth control if possible, or to always carry condoms for yourself and other

Look into sterilization options if that is the route you want to go down (here is a list of 1000 doctors willing to sterilize you without a fight)

Protect your fellow person, protect the women in your life, the queer people, the disabled people, everyone will be affected by this

Form communities. Tell your people that you love them. Protect one another. Check in on one another. None of us are alone.

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tumblr just deleted a huge swathe of palestinians who were on here trying to fundraise. if you've been helping any of these fundraisers please take this time to 1) check in with palestinians you're in contact with 2) help them submit support requests if needed 3) keep these campaigns circulating while the beneficiaries are being silenced. these campaigns are life or death, this isn't just social networking. do not let these fundraisers languish.