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   ❝ hey there, demons. it’s me, ya girl. ❞

❝  RIGHT.   so  sorry  to  bum  you  out  but  the  thing  here  is,   i’m  not  too  sure  if  the  demons  or  ghosts or  whatever  know  who  ‘ ya  girl ’  is.   unless  you’re  a  regular  here,   of  course.  ❞

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BOLD WHAT APPLIES TO YOUR MUSE: STRENGTHS VS. WEAKNESSES!

REPOST, do not reblog! TAGGED BY: @giveyourest ty!!! TAGGING: uhhhhhhh if you’re not wearing socks, do this!!

S T R E N G T H S :

caring | merciful | brave | determined | forward | flexible | cheerful | wise | clever | humorous | spirited | lighthearted | mature | strong | generous | loving | calm | calculative | rational | unselfish | controlled | tactful | nurturing | protective | independent

W E A K N E S S E S :

panicky | cowardly | unthoughtful | rash | stubborn | antisocial | negative | temperamental | scatterbrained | grim | dull | unwise | unstable | weak | irrational | awkward | greedy | over-protective | over-sensitive | rude | selfish | explosive | tactless | dependent | self-sacrificing | self-doubting | impressionable

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                                                              we  ain’t  ever  comin’  back.

                              axl’s                                                                                               ori’s                       CHLOE PRICE                                                                            RACHEL AMBER

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DISARRAY   //   xendure :

       Her reaction takes Ellie off guard. Her eyes widened a bit at the burst of joy before they narrow slightly. What was so funny? She didn’t know what to say to the other as her form shook with laughter, a smile spreading across the other’s face. Green eyes look for the malice in the other’s smile as the blond slowly begins to calm down.

      She’s not fond of strangers, but she supposed she couldn’t stop the other from sitting with her. “I guess…” The girl looks back down at the small game console in her hands. It looks beat up but small noises escape the device as Ellie draws her attention elsewhere.

 There  are  many  titles  and  names  that  have  been  plastered  onto  Rachel’s  person.   Freebird,    hellraiser,    slut. . .   One  of  them  just  happens  to  also  be  ‘snoop.’   Not  that  she  entirely  means  to  be  this  way----  that  is,   unless  the  person  in  question  just  so  happens  to  get  on  her  bad  side,   of  course.   It’s  just  simply  in  her  nature  to  be  curious  of  those  around  her.

 Maybe  it  was  curiosity  that  ultimately  killed  the  cat.

 Chin  tilts  to  the  right  as  hazel  eyes  cast  downward  at  the  rather  old  looking  console.   She’s  played  her  fair  share  of  games  for  sure,   but  they  were  mostly  old  arcade  games  that  she  and  her  best  friend  could  uncover  in  the  old  junkyard.   She’s  never  one  to  admit  it,   but  she  is  behind  on  the  times  as  far  as  games  go.   That’s  probably  why  she  chooses  to  open  her  mouth  again,   despite  the  fact  that  the  conversation  probably  should  have  been  over  moments  ago.

❝  What  game  is  that?   Doesn’t  look  like  anything  I’ve  ever  played.  ❞

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❛ my brain has too many tabs open. ❜

VARIED.@rcbbithcle​   /   accepting.

❝  Tragic.   But  also  same.  ❞

 The  blonde  doesn’t  appear  to  be  too  bothered  with  his  presence,   her  gaze  falling  from  his  face  and  back  to  the  landscape  ahead  of  her.   Just  when  it  seems  she’s  lost  interest  in  him,    however,   a  hand  lifts  with  long  fingers  extending  something  to  him.   A  joint,   one  of  her  own.

❝  These  usually  help  me  with  that  problem.   Take  it.   You  probably  need  it  more  than  I  do.  ❞

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‘we just made out a couple times.’

STRANGER THINGS.@booyvh   /   accepting.

 A  groggy  smile  splits  the  teen’s  lips  as  she  wipes  the  sleep  out  of  her  eye.   The  punker’s  room  smells  of  smoke  and  alcohol —- it  smells  like  home.   Rachel  moves  to  sit  up,   observing  the  aftermath  of  their  small  two - woman  party  last  night  before  she  falls  back  down  to  land  on  the  mattress  with  a  soft  ‘oof!’

 Arms  once  again  wrap  themselves  around  the  body  of  the  other  as  her  nose  buries  itself  into  her  chest.   Sleep  envelopes  her  still  hazy  mind  and  she  lets  herself  drift  off  again,   a  slurred  voice  murmuring  out  from  beneath  the  other’s  heart.

❝  Hey,   tha’s  not  a  bad  thing…  ❞

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People will kill you over time and how they’ll kill you is with tiny harmless phrases, like ‘be realistic.

Dylan Moran  (via wordsnquotes)

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various starters

❛  you’re a weapon and weapons don’t weep.  ❜

❛  hurt me once, I’ll kill you twice.  ❜

❛  never trust a survivor until you learn what they did to stay alive.  ❜

❛  death is the only god that comes when you call.  ❜

❛  I am teeth. I am royal. you are nothing to me.  ❜

❛  the sun will rise and we will try again.  ❜

❛  we’re just kids. we aren’t supposed to be heroes.  ❜

❛  I like my women like I like my Absinthe: bitter and intoxicating.  ❜

❛  what doesn’t kill me better run.  ❜

❛  she wasn’t looking for a knight. she was looking for a sword.  ❜

❛  don’t dehumanize bad people, because it’s their humanity which makes what they’ve done so terrifying.  ❜

❛  she isn’t just pretty. she is otherworldly and vaguely threatening.  ❜

❛  magic is not good or evil. is a knife evil? only if the wielder is.  ❜

❛  I don’t want your crown. see, I’ve come to burn your kingdom down.  ❜

❛  they broke my wings. they forgot I have claws.  ❜

❛  all that blood was never beautiful, it was just red.  ❜

❛  what do you do when there’s no hero in the story? simple. you kill the monster and crown yourself.  ❜

❛  how terrible it is, to love something that death can touch.  ❜

❛  you may not be interested in war, but it is interested in you.  ❜

❛  I feel divinity in my bones like aching. like fire.  ❜

❛  you make me feel and I don’t like it. I want it to stop. now.  ❜

❛  you are losing my interest and that is very dangerous.  ❜

❛  she will burn your kingdoms down, herself with it, if it means your ruin.  ❜

❛  it’s okay to be scared. it means your about to do something brave.  ❜

❛  she looks like divine absolution.  ❜

❛  I will not be another flower, picked for my beauty and left to die. I will be wild, difficult to find and impossible to forget.  ❜

❛  be careful with words. they can be forgive, but never forgotten.  ❜

❛  you not wanting me was the beginning of me wanting myself.  ❜

❛  I’m tired of fighting. for once, I want to be fought for.  ❜

❛  never run back to what broke you.  ❜

❛  I was quite, but not blind.  ❜

❛  your gut knows what’s up. trust that bitch.  ❜

❛  we all eat lies when our hearts are hungry.  ❜

❛  do not judge my story by the chapter you walked in on.  ❜

❛  I’m just a girl, standing in front of a salad, wishing it was a donut.  ❜

❛  you can miss something but not want it back.  ❜

❛  you can’t save people, you can only love them.  ❜

❛  I came, I saw, I made it awkward.  ❜

❛  we buy shite we don’t need, with money we don’t have, to impress people we don’t like.  ❜

❛  you’re always one decision away from a different life.  ❜

❛  my brain has too many tabs open.  ❜

❛  I’m not saying I hate you, just that you’re like the Monday of people.  ❜

❛  there’s no ‘we’ in fries.  ❜

❛  apology accepted, trust denied.  ❜

❛  death and I have been scandalously intimate for some time now.  ❜

❛  life happens. coffee helps.  ❜

❛  I am mine before I am ever anyone else’s.  ❜

❛  I rely a bit too heavily on alcohol and irony.  ❜

❛  very early in my life it was already too late.  ❜

❛  is that a threat or are you flirting with me.  ❜

❛  was the use of force necessary in completing your objectives?  ❜

❛  I’ll let you drag me to hell if it means you’ll hold my hand.  ❜

❛  I do bad things, and I do them very well.  ❜

❛  you drink too much, you cuss too much and you have questionable morals. you’re everything I ever wanted.  ❜

❛  they will kill you, but first they will have to catch you.  ❜

❛  drugs might kill you but they’ll never break your heart.  ❜

❛  good girls are just bad girls that haven’t been caught.  ❜

❛  a pretty face doesn’t guarantee a pretty heart.  ❜

❛  no airbag, we die like men.  ❜

❛  true evil is, above all, seductive.  ❜

❛  it takes more courage to suffer than to die.  ❜

❛  you must be lucky to avoid the wolf every time. but the wolf? he only needs enough luck to catch you once.  ❜

❛  justice is vengeance in prettier packaging.  ❜

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STRANGER THINGS SENTENCE MEME

episode 001-004.

‘something’s coming. something hungry for blood.’

‘wait a minute. did you hear that?’

‘we’re in deep shit!’

‘don’t be a pussy!’

‘just twenty more minutes!’

‘yeah, she’s turning into a real jerk.’

‘the cause of the power outage is still unknown.’

‘he came home last night, right?’

‘that’s disgusting.’

‘do it, freak!’

‘it’s like you have superpowers or something.’

‘we just made out a couple times.’

‘i’ll climb through your window. she won’t even know i’m there.’

‘mornings are for coffee and contemplation.’

‘he’s not like that. he wouldn’t do that.’

‘the entire east wing will be evacuated within the hour.’

‘she can’t have gone far.’

‘you think you can steal from me, boy?!’

‘this isn’t some lord of the rings book.’

‘do i make myself clear?’

‘is that why you ran away?’

‘you gotta answer a few of my questions first.’

‘all i know is that she’s scared to death.’

‘you think we got a problem here?’

‘we should be helping look for him.’

‘i always had a distaste for science.’

‘i always figured there was enough going on down here, i never needed to look elsewhere.’

‘this is crazy.’

‘smile looks good on you.’

‘we’re not going back.’

‘i know i haven’t been there for you.’

‘i don’t even barely know what’s going on with you.’

‘i should’ve been there for him.’

‘this was not your fault.’

‘do you guys hear that?’

‘is that blood?’

‘you’re freaking her out!’

‘this is mental.’

‘she’s probably a psycho.’

‘and tomorrow night, we go back out.’

‘hey, um… i never asked your name.’

‘i can’t eat.’

‘you can’t get like this, okay?’

‘we’ve been waiting six hours.’

‘we’ve been searching all night.’

‘he was scared.’

‘if he sees the cops, he’ll think he’s in trouble. he’ll hide.’

‘he’s good at hiding.’

‘cops are good at finding.’

‘you’re in trouble, aren’t you?’

‘they want to hurt you? the bad people?’

‘just stay here, okay? stay here.’

‘what do you say? are you in or out?’

‘oh god… that’s depressing.’

‘i just wanted to say, you know, um… i’m sorry about everything. everyone’s thinking about you.’

‘he’s a smart kid.’

‘all that matters is, after school, the freak will be back in the loony bin, and we can focus on what really matters.’

‘pretty.’

‘just trust me, okay?’

‘i’m so sick of your excuses.’

‘he’s not coming, is he?’

‘you shouldn’t like things because people tell you you’re supposed to.’

‘i don’t know where my boy is. he’s gone.’

‘did you see him? last night? on the road?’

‘i’m not mad at you.’

‘is everything okay?’

‘promise.’

‘i need you alive for the next few days, at least.’

‘missing kid, suicide… you must feel like a big city cop again, huh?’

‘are you out of your mind?!’

‘i think she knows what happened to him.’

‘do you know where he is?!’

‘stop it! you’re scaring her!’

‘that boy was never very good at taking care of himself.’

‘why am i just hearing about this?’

‘it’d be super weird if i’m not there…’

‘it’s just a loud noise. it’s okay.’

‘they won’t tell anyone about you. they promise.’

‘we wouldn’t have upset you if we knew you had superpowers.’

‘what is “friend”?’

‘you promised that you’d go.’

‘we’re gonna have a great time.’

‘he just wants to get into your pants…’

‘make sure i don’t get drunk and do anything stupid.’

‘you ever feel cursed?’

‘hey, come back inside.’

‘you are a cliché, you do realise that?’

‘yeah, she’s smart, you douche!’

‘you’re bleeding.’

‘just go ahead and go home, okay?’

‘jesus, you scared me!’

‘i didn’t think it’d be a big deal.’

‘you can talk to me.’

‘nothing happened.’

‘you need to stop this, okay?’

‘people are looking for him and they’re going to find him.’

‘can you just try and get some sleep? can you do that for me?’

‘you seriously think that the weirdo knows where he is?’

‘if there is something out there, i’m gonna shoot it in the eye - and blind it.’

‘use your powers, okay?’

‘if you get hungry, eat his snacks, okay?’

‘i know the kid’s not in there, but i gotta check off this box.’

‘no one breaks in here. certainly not some kid.’

‘who’s in charge here?’

‘science doesn’t make any damn sense to me.’

‘i seriously have no idea who you’re talking about.’

‘he’s in danger.’

‘he’s dead.’

‘i’m a dick.’

‘he must really have something to hide.’

‘yeah, this isn’t creepy at all.’

‘this is called stalking.’

‘that’s the thing about perverts. it’s hard-wired into them. you know, they just can’t help themselves.’

‘maybe she freaked out when you went all psycho on the psycho.’

‘why did they hurt you?’

‘friends tell the truth.’

‘i understand.’

‘tell me what to do.’

‘i think something happened. something terrible.’

‘this is CIA-sanctioned research.’

‘i’m not saying that there’s some grand conspiracy. i’m just saying maybe something happened.’

‘maybe he was in the wrong place at the wrong time and he saw something that he shouldn’t have.’

‘hiding.’

‘don’t waste your time with her.’

‘we are not calling the cops!’

‘please tell me it’s not the kid.’

‘you were supposed to help us find him alive.’

‘why did you lie to us?’

‘what is wrong with you?’

‘whoever you found is not my boy.’

he was hiding from that thing.’

‘you’ve gotta stop this…’

‘you’re talking about grief.’

‘i swear to you, i know what i saw. and i’m not crazy.’

‘i’m not saying that you’re crazy.’

‘i need you to believe me.’

‘i want you to try and get some sleep, if you can.’

‘can you please stop that?’

‘i thought we were friends, you know? but friends tell each other the truth.’

‘you hurt me.’

‘are you sure you’re gonna be alright here by yourself?’

‘screw his funeral!’

‘yeah, okay, but why didn’t you just talk to me? that’s crazy.’

‘i don’t know… i was scared.’

‘my parents are gonna murder me!’

‘this is not an okay time for you to shut down.’

‘maybe he’s haunting us.’

‘he’s out there somewhere. all we have to do is find him.’

‘you look pretty good.’

‘we just talked.’

‘the troopers are on duty and you should be safe because we think this is just an isolated incident.’

‘remember, if anyone sees us, look sad.’

‘do you think you can open it?’

‘abort.’

‘she’s missing and something terrible happened to her. i know it! and no one is listening to me!’

‘just leave me alone!’

‘pull me out! pull me out!’

‘what? who is interested in this? this is so stupid.’

‘mouth-breather.’

‘i think that’s a real messed up thing to do.’

‘grief shows itself in funny ways.’

‘i shouldn’t have come here today.’

‘she’s smart. she’s real smart.’

so why are you lying to me, man?’

‘what’s your problem, bud?’

‘stick your nose someplace else.’

‘thanks for ruining the game, dick.’

‘you’re gonna get us both killed!’

‘she’ll find him.’

‘i need you to find him.’

‘hurt him?’

‘i i guess i’d rather observe people than, you know…’

‘jesus, the hell happened?’

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DISARRAY   //   xendure :

The teen furrows her brows at the other at the question, unknowing how to really respond to it. Green eyes look up from her seated position as they met with the older girl. Irises looking over the other before she finally responded. However, her tone lacked the good intent. Instead her voice was guarded, defensive.

“I’m supposed t’ be sittin’ here. What does it look like t’ you?”

There’s  a  pause,   a  stretch  of  uncomfortable  silence  as  hazel  hues  study  the  features  of  the  younger  female.   Then,   eight  seconds  and  an  eternity  later,   a  snort  rises  and  pushes  past  the  blonde’s  lips  as  she  holds  back  an  explosion  of  laughter.   She’s  not  sure  why  it  happens.   She’s  heard  funnier  things,   jokes  that  would  make  a  stoic  man  cry.   But  the  kid  is  cute,   as  much  as  she  hates  to  admit.

❝  Pfff---   CHILLAX,   dude.   I’m  just  teasing  with  you,   no  need  to  get  up  in  arms  about  it.  ❞    She’s  finally  calmed  down  from  her  fit,   for  the  most  part.   Giggles  still  bubble  up  in  nicks  as  she  gestures  to  the  empty  side  of  the  bench.    ❝  Mind  if  I  chill  with  ya,   kid ?  ❞

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DISARRAY   //   satiiated :

                    ‘ destiny is picky. ain’t that a bitch? ’

         ❝  Cute.   You  act  like  I’m  not  irresistible.  ❞