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I’m sad

That’s nothing new. I’ve been sad for a while. I’m also drunk, and i just want to go for a drive. But i can’t. I want so much to be happy again. All i want is the smile when i come home.

I have a doctors appointment on the 10th. I think I’m going to cancel it. All she is going to say is “get outside” “find ways to reduce your stress”. The only way I’m going to reduce my stress is to move out and be alone. I hate being alone. That’s the way it’s looking recently.

I was so excited for the end of this month. I thought he would be out of my house. He is still here. I’m not sure he will ever leave.

I’m sad. I don’t know if I’ll be happy again.

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I WANT YOU OUT OF MY FUCKING HOUSE. I WANT MY LIFE BACK I HATE LOOKING AT YOU. I HATE WHEN YOU SPEAK I HATE COMING HOME AND YOU ARE HERE I WANT YOU GONE GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE. HEARING YOU SPEAK MAKES MY SKIN CRAWL

i want to be happy again. I want to be able to sit in the living room on the weekends with mum. I miss being able to go out and not worry about having someone in the house. I want to be happy again. Once you leave i hope i will be. I want you out of my life. I wish you never came into it. I wish they took care of the house so you would be there and not here. I wish a lot of things changed. I hate that I’m not happy. I told myself i wouldn’t be this way again. I hate feeling trapped in my room. I hate sleeping in till 12 because your here and i don’t want to see your face. Get out of my house. Before i do.

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Hey, stop scrolling.

Everyone who is reading this: I’m so glad you’re alive. I’m so proud of you. You are loved. I’m here. Don’t give up, we’re almost there.

Pass it on.

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just wanna be the one you can't stop thinking about

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The “stare” before the kiss.

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Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

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you will be happy again, you will be more yourself than ever, you will understand your heart better when you heal, you will be whole, you will be okay

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I like the idea of two people spending forever together.

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“How amazing it is to find someone who wants to hear about all the things that go on in your head.”

— (via stability)

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