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I still catch myself feeling sad about things that don’t matter anymore.

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Self Awareness <3

Most people think of depression as a trend or an attention seeker or also known as a pick me or an emo. people don’t care about depression until the have to go through it. The topic suicide is a huge talk in 2022 but not in a good way because people who kill themselves are either called pick Me’s or emo but until some one acuity does it the whole thing changes and it will haunt them for the whole life knowing there the reason for the death. Some suicides are used for revenge at the person knowing they will have that thought taunting them but some suicides are caused because people in human socity don’t care about anyone unless there skinny, pretty and popular and if ur not a certain size you will get bullied.

I have an older sister and brother and deep down I know they both are each other favorites and well my mum and dad don’t care 1 I was a mistake. But ho could care about that because the only thing that really hurts is kids at school.  Everything they say is aimed at me. And then there’s my pretty sister and she’s so dam skinny everyone loves her and I’m just a shadow trapped in a small shadowed box. And the only heal is truly alcohol and music.  I have had 3 suicide attempts and ran away 3 times and overdosed more than 5 times but the hardest thing that got me is that pacific word my mum said to me was (no one loves you) Hardest years are most def 13 years old.