reigngoawayy

[reigngoawayy]

(9 . 11 . 23) - DAY TWO (long post incoming)

RATING: 5/10

MOOD: relieved

today was a mixed bag. i woke up late bc my alarm randomly got set to 6:45 instead of 6:30 leaving me with 45 mins. which isn't that bad at all bc i usually get ready in 30. it certainly was a minor inconvenience tho.

i walked to my bus stop in a rush bc i honestly don't remember what i was delayed. i didn't miss the bus tho. i talked to that one kid on my bus stop. he's chill but he makes a competition out of everything.

he school bus was extremely annoying, they were doing a "sus battle" at the end of the day. im not joking its actually what they called it. this isn't the first time this has happened. honestly it happens every day.

my friend has these weird phases where he ignores everyone. he got out of one today.

i got to school and realized i didn't have my laptop so i wandered around the school looking for it. i called my mom and she found it at home. we had a pre test and i missed 100% of that hour so that was nice

lunch came and the core part of the friend group (me and 3 others) was gone. i HATE the rest of the people there. they talk about lesbians a lot, idk why.

we broke cds in science to learn about collision. i shattered mine so hard that i couldn't identify a single peice

music tech came, we got a new project. me and my friend were allowed to work on a project together. we decided on gospel metal bc were over achievers.

i was so exhausted my 7th hour that i just napped for most of it. i had most of the work done so the teacher let me

got home and had a monster. went to my room bc i was exhausted. i painted and played ow comp for rest of the day

dinner came and we have this really good soup. i almost never eat anything that im not particularly in the mood for. im very picky.

i got a random realization that life is hard and i cried. my mom helped me out n stuff so i feel better

then i made a milkshake and here i am now (btw it was really good)

[reigngoawayy]

a silly little intro if anyone happens to stumble along my profile

hi im reign, im 13 and i live in the usa

im russian american

im transmasc + queer my pronouns are they/he

im like 5'6-5'8 and im extremely disappointed about it. height isn't a competition but i make it one

i have adhd and possibly autism?? its complicated

i collect pokemon cards and hotwheels/toy cars. i have a couple 1st edition cards.

i have a lot of hobbies, i just started watercoloring

i play overwatch comp and i main mercy

im learning guitar and how to skate

there's more but im on the bus and nobody can stfu so i guess the rest is for u to learn

[reigngoawayy]

9 . 11 . 2023 - DAY 1

day rating: 4/10

mood: exhausted

today was ok, i started off the day with a sandwhich for breakfast.

im doing a 30 day watercolor challenge to get out of my 5 year depressive dump. im on day 2 and the prompt is what i had for breakfast. the problem is i ate it already. so i drew a bunch of random breakfast items and i think it turned out pretty well. i had to improvise a lot on the egg because i wanted a more dramatic shading?? now it looks mostly acrylic

my painting got abruptly interrupted by my dad to go to church. my dad signed me up because he wanted me to talk to more people. things were pretty chill, i talked to some people and things went generally well. my mom picked us up bc my dad can't drive rn. he had to get an emergency and its apart of the healing. my mom found me a shark piggy bank.

i got home and painted some more. then i hopped on overwatch comp.

i got really angry and stressed at the end of the day bc sensory overload and so many people were bothering me. i took some medicine to calm me down tho

the medicine put me to SLEEP. i was passed the fuck out