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slug & snail nails by annaxnailz

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I think it's some kind of coincidence

Or fate

That I've been north of the great salt lake

2x in the pacific north west,

A feeling of love so tender

Stuck in my chest

I think it's some kind of half irony

That your connected to those woods,

By a red string

That in some kind of coincidence

Or faith

I just happen to be following

And loving you was all I've ever asked for

Like an answer to a prayer id never leaned how to beg for

Just searching endlessly for some fantasy

That i had thought wasn't meant for me

And by fate

Or coincidence

We fell together to naturally

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A woman and her family inside their igloo in NWT in the 1940s

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The sweetest thing you've ever done for me

Is practice every night

To remember you dreams

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I wear shoes to big for me

Oversized boots

Oversized suits

Oversized pantaloons

Things I'll never grow into

Taking on things far too soon

Long before I'm meant to

It's good style to be an imposter in the room

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And I love everything

With the resentment

My mother had towards me

If I want the world to be softer to me

I outa be softer to the

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non-yoga stretch routines

under 30 minutes

5 minute daily stretch by madfit

7 minute post-workout stretch by daniela suarez

10 minute neck & shoulder stretch by growingannanas

10 minute lower body stretch by eleni fit

10 minute back pain relief stretches by mady morrison

10 minute stretches for neck, shoulders, and upper back by mady morrison

12 minute daily stretch by madfit

12 minute leg stretch by marie steffen

12 minute essential stretches by madfit

14 minute cooldown & relax stretch by mizi

15 minute neck, shoulder, & back stretch by eleni fit

15 minute neck, shoulder, & back deep tension relief stretch by eleni fit

15 minute recovery stretch by growingannanas

15 minute stretch for mobility & flexibility by growingannanas

15 minute post-workout stretch by madfit

15 minute relax & recover stretch by madfit

15 minute daily stretch by madfit

15 minute full body stretch by growingannanas

15 minute daily stretch by pamela reif

15 minute full body stretch by mady morrison

15 minute stretches for tight hips & lower back by mady morrison

15 minute leg stretch by mady morrison

15 minute daily stretch by fitbymik

20 minute lower body stretch by madfit

20 minute deep & dynamic stretch by marie steffen

20 minute full body deep stretch by marie steffen

20 minute hip & lower back stretch by eleni fit

20 minute full body daily stretch by eleni fit

20 minute stretch & strength for back pain by eleni fit

20 minute debloat stretch by eleni fit

20 minute full body stretch by eleni fit

20 minute daily stretch by emi wong

20 minute total body stretch by fitbymik

20 minute hip alignment routine by mizi

20 minute no talking full body stretch by yoga song

20 minute stretching for flexibility by daniela suarez

20 minute full body stretch by caroline girvan

20 minute beginner flexibility routine by madfit

24 minute leg stretch by hailey c.

25 minute full body stretch & mobility by madfit

25 minute no talking full body stretch by madfit

25 minute stretch & core by growingannanas

30+ minute routines

30 minute relax & recover stretch by growingannanas

30 minute full body stretching by pamela reif

30 minute beginner flexibility routine by madfit

30 minute flexibility stretching by eleni fit

30 minute flexibility stretching by eleni fit

30 minute stretching for flexibility & relaxation by eleni fit

30 minute full body deep stretch by marie steffen

30 minute full body daily stretch by yoga with tim

1 hour full body deep stretch by marie steffen

1 hour full body stretch by marie steffen

1 hour flexibility boost by marie steffen

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And I'm in my own mind like a subscript

An annotation to the real think/g

Adjacent to the cause

A true blue perpetrator

Context to the body

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I cannot logic my way into you loving me

I can not rationalize myself into feeling what I'm not feeling

All that justifying

Had left me

Play

ing

into it all

Tell I become the same way

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hey let's start spreading the reminder now that you cannot safely self-manage an abortion with herbal medicine or essential oils. natural abortifacients function by poisoning you; you wait for your body to realize you're dying and reject the pregnancy in order to conserve resources, and hope that happens before the rest of your organs shut down.

i think there will be an upsurge soon of unscrupulous and/or malicious actors preying on desperate pregnant people; do not help them kill people. don't spread recipes for herbal medicines or ingestible essential oil mixtures that purport to cause a pregnancy termination.

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Grieve AND organize.

Good article by David Hunter on how to survive the Trump presidency, both on the personal and on the political plane.

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online library so far:

margaret atwood

the brontës (the complete works is a MASSIVE file fyi)

anne carson

hélène cixous

bell hooks

clarice lispector

audre lorde

virginia woolf

compilations

feminist theory

academic writing (both books and articles)

everything here is in pdf format so you should be able to download and read it on any device. it’s slow going because i have a lot of epubs that i have to convert before uploading and the folders i’ve listed here are neither complete nor comprehensive, but it’s a start! 

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Id only just learnt

I could beg for things

Undeveloped and childishly

If only I knew

How to want

Now I just yearn aimlessly

And when I think about love

Retrospectively

It seems empty

Underrated towards me

I want to want and I want to do it

Annoyingly

I want to want and want it

Unapologetically

I want to be a burden

And be loved unconditionally

Throw a fit like a little kid

And not be tied down and lectures

For being embarrassing

Told it disqualifies me

From being "good"

I want to want

And I don't want to beg endlessly

I want a compromise and a clean cut promise of something

I want to want and I want it

Respectfully

I could be worse

That's the problem with being easy

Take advantage of a quite kid

Who "wants nothing and waits patiently"

I'm a ticking time bomb

And when i think about love

Retrospectively

I think about two things

Wanting and waiting

Maybe its three : needing

More than three : Suffocating and

And

Getting nothing

When I think about love

Retrospectively

I can tell you didn't love me

A diolog of what I wanted or needed ment nothing

When all I needed to be was an avenue to keep your peace.

I want to want to breath

And not to worry it'll disqualify me

Of being loved

Say you love me, so i can point to the wound you caused

Say you love me so I can prove the absence of it all

Say you love me. So I can point to the wound you caused

Say you love me so I can prove the absence of it all.

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I wake up, and it's pit in my chest

No one knows where I'm at

Far away, lost at sea

Beneath your feet

It's a familiar feeling,

When I'd sneak away

Stay out to late

I think it's more about

Nonone caring where I might be

Not at all

Not for me

I just happen to be so easy

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It all comes back to you

From the shape of my mind

To the pain in my spine

I wish I was a beach

But I'm a land lock lake

No outlet and high salinity

No soft beach

Just salt crystals and arsenic beneath

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Maybe it's becouse I don't view it as the part of my life that's mine

Things I must do

Things I must compromise

But the things aren't mine