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Show Stopping number and Pays To Be An Animal are the same song change my mind

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someone asked me how you move on. do they know i still dream about you. waited to see if you’d say anything on my birthday, was kind of hoping for an opening. my mother says you sound different when you talk about her. i hold you like a coal on the back of my tongue. 

how do we move on? i take pictures of flowers, of ferns, of things i think you would like. i brush my teeth and braid my hair and sing badly and nothing echoes good inside of me. i write poems about birds and burns and bleach and they all reek with the absence of you because not-writing about you is still writing about you. in my favorite daydream i come home to you and just kiss you and hold a candle to the dry tinder and propane, call conflict seeing sparks. 

how do we move on? i guess. like this. i eat too many watermelon sourpatch candies because they’re my favorite. it makes my tongue bleed. i can’t taste anything for hours afterwards. i keep chewing long past the hurting. this is how next time i don’t say yes. this is how i light you out of me like a sunburn. this is how i chase out all this sharp white want. i say - okay. just this once. and then we need to walk away. 

okay just this once. okay just this once. okay. just today. and then we move on.

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USF Singers Virtual Spring Concert 2020

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The Last Jedi dir. Rian Johnson (2017)

Here’s my valid contribution to the fandom 

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GRYFFINDOR: “I liked you because you were mad. And you’re pretty. And pretty sane for a mad person.” –Maureen Johnson (Keith: 13 Little Blue Envelopes)

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mitski- a burning hill//david de las heras- the red cloud// portrait of a lady on fire (2019)// jorge luis borges-labyrinth// anthony fletcher- after the match

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@hogwartsonline yearbook event | oliver wood

If you have a strong purpose in life, you don’t have to be pushed. Your passion will drive you there.

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A quick reminder because I very nearly forgot myself, but house pride week is coming up y’all

House pride week is just a fun chance to show off your love for your hogwarts house and the parts of your personality it represents so it’d be great to get lots of people involved by:

wearing your house colours

sharing your art

posting love for your fellow house members

or anything else you fancy

If you want to get involved, use the relevant #housepride tag (e.g. #slytherinpride) and I’ll be sharing people’s selfies, art, etc for a celebration of each of the houses on the relevant blog

(and yes I’ll try and post a reminder the day before so we don’t forget haha)

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A little part of me dies every time you do this.

But it's okay because I would die for you 

So keep on killing me

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The Last Jedi dir. Rian Johnson (2017)

Here’s my valid contribution to the fandom 

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Salted Caramel & Dark Chocolate Blondies [2728x2348]

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I don’t care how much I love you. If you lock me in a cellar, we’re done.

“My sister told me a soul mate is not the person who makes you the happiest but the one who makes you feel the most, who conducts your heart to bang the loudest, who can drag you giggling with forgiveness from the cellar they locked you in. It has always been you.” - Sierra Demulder

via @quotemadness

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But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.

2 Corinthians 12:9

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The Froglog helps save frogs from drowning in swimming pools. Wildlife biologist Rich Mason created the small, floating ramp, which attaches to the side of your pool so frogs can climb out when they get stuck. It has also helped save other small animals, like snakes, mice, lizards, and ducklings. Source Source 2