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Babe...

To my future husband, I'm so sorry. I'm such a recluse, which must be making it hard for you to find me. I like quiet places and being alone, but not being lonely. I try to put myself put there sometimes but I always pull back because what if the guy talking to me isn't you? What if the nice guy who mentions he likes doctor who isn't you? What if that guy in McDonald's who tried to get my attention with a sweet smile wasn't you? Or even worse, what if any of them ARE you? In this world where snakes call you Love, Friend, and Bae I'm terribly afraid of letting the wrong person have access to my heart. I want to save it for you, I've already given too many pieces away to men who weren't worthy. Men who weren't you. I'm so lonesome for you. A person who will be my home, my anchor, and best friend. Just don't give up on finding me, okay?

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I DON’T KNOW WHAT I’M DOING!!!

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TBT to when Clark lost his shit over Booth and Brennan and represented B&B shippers

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you are not obligated to

be someone’s counselor and help them with all their problems if its bad for your mental health

be there for someone 24/7

remain friends with someone who emotionally drains you

maintain negative relationships because you’ve been close for so long, because you’re related, or anything else

do anything that makes you unhappy or puts your health at risk

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This has been my thanksgiving.

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That "be yourself" shit don't work if you're an introvert 😐

Gotta be a whole another person if I want to get a job or just trying to make friends.

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Late night thoughts. 😴🙏

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