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i want to sh so bad rn

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Other anas: oh yeah, all i did was breathe and i dropped 67 pounds! I passed my ugw years ago!

Me: i have carefully constructed this diet plan so that i may lose weight efficiently and quickly

Me: *gains 23kg just thinking*

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I just wanna be

💫✨🧚🏽‍♂️skinny 🧚🏽‍♂️✨💫

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bell ツ

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so my dad called me fat so i guess i’ll be starving from now on💀🤔

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everyday i tell myself that this time i will do it

this time i will starve

this time i will lose a fucking stone

this time i will be so hungry that i will cry out of pain

but this day never comes and i am still a failure

i deserve to be a fat pig until i get my shit together and actually do something

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Depression is living in a body that fights to survive, with a mind that tries to die.

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Have you ever been so sad that you just really want to be alone. But at the same time you really wish there was someone who you can talk to.

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thoughts 09/11/19

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i made it to 1 month and then i fucked it up😔

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0 days free of self harm😔😔

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i’m 23 fucking days free of selfharmmmmmm✨ 💫

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🖤all black🖤