Hi, I’m a teenager who stresses about societal normalities and whether my shoes match my outfit daily. I also have no idea what I’m doing with my life.
Sometimes I wish I had a boyfriend again, so I can feel the love I felt before. Then I think about it, I don’t want the love I had before, that love was a lie at the end. It was real at some point, I just don’t know when the ending was, which makes me sad. I thought that was the love I needed, but it was no where close.
I want a love where they look at me like I’m the only one in the room when we’re in a building of 50,000. I want a love where they ask me if I’m okay and they know if I’m lying or telling the truth. I want a love where we don’t need to state that we love each other all the time because we just know we do.