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Yesterdays 19 hour fast was really good,

albeit was because every time i tried to buy something my payment declined (sorry i’m broke LOL) which helped me fast. otherwise it was a really good day yesterday, trying a 24 hour fast today, i’m really close to it hehe

UPDATE: i fucked up. i ate. fuck, now i have to fast for more than 24 hours tomorrow.

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hi everyone, after a week of binging i finally have some self control to restrict.

i know, i should have better self control, there’s a lot of regret for my behaviour these past couple of weeks.

i’m really exhausted giving myself pity and crying, because what’s the point? crying isn’t going to make me skinnier or smaller. lame. (lol)

i’ve noticed that coffee, energy drinks, and generally water help me restrict easier. but i would like more tips.

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when ur flirting over text and immediately throw your phone across the room after u hit send

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telling ppl they need to eat while actively starving>>

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ed tumblr is literally my double life. like my friends and family have no idea that i come on here to look for motivation to literally starve myself. i feel like hannah montana but with an eating disorder.

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fatphobes disgust me bc you don't wanna be bigger but just bc you wanna be a bag of fucking bones doesn't mean you have to be disrespectful to someone who actually likes themselves. normalize being 4n4 quietly

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me: 1 meal a day is very fulfilling

bf: stfu ur literally starving

me: 💀💀💀

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they cant force you to eat

unleash your inner alpha 🐺

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that was me at the age of 12

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