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Why do I still feel so alone?

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To love is to inevitably grieve. To grieve is to have loved.

I’m wasting time.

5:09pm: I just want to live. Go to somewhere comfortable and dark and exist. No pressures.

5:10pm: I was so full of anger and no outlet that nothing happened, nothing has changed.

5:11pm: why did I tell him those things about me? That’s me, not him, why does he know? You need to be quiet.

5:12pm: I want my mom. Who’s my mom? Do I have a mom? Mom?

5:13pm: I’m cold, but everything around me is warm. Why am I still frozen?

5:14pm: I want my magical place.

5:16pm: to love is to inevitably kill the thing you love. I’ve never been loved, is that why I killed myself? Mom?

5:19pm: I’m sorry you have to be the one to do this.

5:21pm: I just want to be filled with something again.

5:22pm: what do I do about the person I’ve created? How do I slowly pull out the person everyone else likes?

5:54pm: my dad disowned me

5:55pm: I’m not his

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Can men stop lowering their voices to sound attractive. You guys sound like chainsaws and I can't understand you. I promise your voice is great as it is!!!

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(Realistic) Goals for 2022:

Do mini workouts everyday: squats, push-ups, lunges, crunches, planks

Drink one bottle of water daily (with lemon preferably)

Write more in THE journal

Take up creative writing again on Wattpad

Clean out the shed over the summer

Read a little more

Take Twinky (my dog) on more walks

Let go of the past

Spend less time online

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If You Like Geralt from The Witcher....

You have Daddy Issues. I for one, love that man. Gets my heart beating little too fast.

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"Why am I, an Aries, attracting so many damn Cancers lately? I'm like the opposite of what you guys are supposed to want?? My cousin who I just met is obsessed with me, my Cancer ex won't stop texting me, and this new guy won't leave me alone either?? What do you guys want from me???"... I type to my new best friend who is also a Cancer.

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I thought moving away from my family would help me become myself. Be happier. I learned though, I am my family. I'm all of my trauma and all of my memories. Simply put it, I can't live with my family but I can't live without them.

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Something About Sylvie

I'm watching Loki for the first time and I'm on episode three. I've just notices Sylvie isn't actually blonde. She literally has dark roots and blonde strands. This bitch dyed her hair probably or magically changed it during her "im not a loki" phase.

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Bi Culture Is....

Having a crush on two people at the same time but ones a guy and the other is a girl but they're the same fonts but different people yknow??

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To the universe,,, I really needed that dream. Thank you.

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Bitches love the concept of a forbidden romance. A couple so deeply in love they're willing to die for their love. Pain and agony of not being able to love in public, meeting in the dead of night, relying on the moon to bear witness to their love. Romeo and Juliet and all... but still are homophobic.

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Reason #1 I couldn't be an avenger

If I get hurt and someone yells at me after it I cry. I don't know I feel bad.

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Not me pretending my Covid shot was actually Super Soldier Serum and this is the mcu to cope with the fact that I'm secretly afraid of needles.

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A great thought I had today that I wanted to share with anyone who sees it.

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A great thought I had today that I wanted to share with anyone who sees it.

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Peardeck and Google Slides are sunshine girlfriends and no can tell me otherwise. 🍐🟨

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A great thought I had today that I wanted to share with anyone who sees it.