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rewatching Kamisama kiss rn and I always forget how frustrating this show is despite how much I love it. I cannot blame Tomoe for his behavior in the first few episodes tho because if I had been abandoned by my master for 20 years and then as soon as I was freed I was forcibly placed into servitude again by a girl who had insulted me and the shrine I had single handedly cared for after being abandoned... I would also not be very nice

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Ive been thinking about The Passenger (2023) a lot again... I should rewatch that

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What it looks like: I've abandoned my fic

What's actually happening: It consumes my thoughts every single day. The urge to write gets stronger but my putty brain just. won't. let. it. happen.

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Me: I’m going to read an actual book today.

Also me: *Starts another 250k fanfiction instead.*

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I have done literally everything today except for school work. I went to class, I worked a shift, I went to the grocery store, I worked on fanfic, i started outlining a new fanfic, I picked up my graduation dress, I drew nsfw art, literally everything and the kitchen sink but 0 of my presentation for monday 🙃

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..what wa that

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Born to read and write fanfiction, forced to be in reality

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How life was intended to be lived

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Vampire Hannibal and Werewolf Will. That's all, just the idea of them

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If I could time travel I would go back to the production of The Lost Boys and just kinda hang around hoping I caught the eye of Billy Wirth.

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Writing game: post the last line that you wrote and tag someone for every word in the line. Oh fun game!!! Thanks for the tag @milfwillgrahamsblog ! The last sentence I wrote doesn't make ton of sense without context so here's a slightly larger snippet:

The question of what Hannibal’s motive could be haunted Will throughout their flight and subsequent chaos of Minnesota. Now on the returning flight he found that he simply could not focus on the present, instead staring far too intently at where Hannibal sat across from him on the plane, practically analyzing the way his father’s sweater drapes over the man’s body. But what could possibly be the other man’s reasoning?

From the wip 6th chapter of my Hannigram fic, Sincerely, yours.

I don't really have very many mutuals but I'll tag a couple of awesome authors I follow in case they're interested in playing (0 pressure!)! @takaraphoenix @hedwig221b @ellorypurebloodculture

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shit that reminds me of Them, the Steter Edition

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BUFFY THE VAMPIRE SLAYER (1997-2003)

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I'm back on my bullshit.

🥀🩸🔪🖤🔗🩸🥀

LOOK AT HIM 👁🫦👁🥵

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some of you really aren’t gonna like this, but a creator’s wishes should never dictate what fan content is produced for a piece of media.

in the past, authors like anne rice have tried to limit the production of fanfiction. but at least rice was honest - she thought this infringed on her copywrite. back in the day, this was considered a valid argument to not create any fanfiction at all for her works.

do you understand what i’m saying? while you may sound valiant for placing a creator’s “discomfort” above the fan’s natural proclivities in fandom, really you’re just continuing to advocate for censorship in fan spaces.

and for anyone who is a creator, or who wants to become one - get comfortable with the rules of the internet. there will be erotic content made of your characters, there will be weird AUs made with your characters. there will be strange pairings and headcanons, no matter if you interact religiously with the fans or not. you cannot stop people from connecting with and wanting to be creative with your characters.

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so what if I sucked his dick. his knuckles were split and bloody from defending my safety and my honour what else was I supposed to do