reallygoodfriends

[reallygoodfriends]

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Day after the pool day with everyone– I’m glad you stopped off at Stephanie’s place that night to pick up your cleaning stuff, and I’m glad that you had come beforehand to help Steph clean her place which gave you a reason to come, and I’m glad that I happened to be at Stephanie’s place that night that you did come. 

I’m glad that you liked when I asked you “What have you been thinking about the most lately?” because I genuinely cared to know what had been on your mind. 

I’m glad that you asked me if I wanted to get food afterwards– I wasn’t really hungry, but I wanted the company. 

Thanks for talking to me that night, I know you had a lot on your mind and a heavy heart, but I really appreciated the time you spent talking to me about the things you had been thinking about and the things in your life, and also the time you spent listening to me and the things that I had been thinking about. Thank you for trusting me and being vulnerable with me that night, and thank you for giving me a space where I felt safe. 

I’ve thought about that night a lot when we first started hanging out because I didn’t know if we would have had the friendship and relationship that we had if we hadn’t talked that night– and we probably would not have. But I’d like to think that if we were meant to talk we would have eventually, and maybe I would have asked you a different question that you would have liked. 

But I’m really glad we did talk that night and I’m glad that day unfolded the way it did. 

I’m glad I met you :-) <3 

(ps im sry u fell asleep on that uncomfy air mattress & only got like 3 hrs of sleep that day. ) 

6/27/22 2am-6am