readsunshine

[readsunshine]

And what scares me the most is that maybe everything has already been written and what if I don't have anything new to say.

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Sometimes you realise it much later that it wasn't you who wasn't enough, they just needed something entirely different in life.

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And I'd listen to you as if I'm your diary on a very lonely night when your heart felt too heavy to talk to anyone.

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I let my anger get the worst of me and lately I've been feeling alot of that.

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I'm not angry anymore, I don't have the energy for that, I'm just exhausted.

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And I fear that even if I give too much to him, He'll still choose someone else over me.

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I've written so much and yet my heart still couldn't get out the words that makes me feel so heavy.

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Have you ever miss someone you've never met?? Because same!!!!!!!!

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I let people walk all over me when I'm in love. Love makes me nothing but weak.

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I'm almost never angry but all the hurt I've bottled inside me make me look like I'm someone with rage.

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And when everyone settles down, start a new life, I'll be stuck here because I just don't know how to let go of things. I might move to a new place but my soul never moves on.

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And I fear that there'll never be a place I'll call home.

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And what if no one ever match my freak? Why was I never told what I'm supposed to do after that. Like it can also be a possibility, right? What if there's no one who knows how to speak my love language. What if?

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He brings out the most softest side of me and also the soldier one. I'd do anything to protect everything he believes in. He's not a kid nor fragile but everything insides me would protect him even if in the process I d!e. He's my little one doesn't matter how old he is. No matter how careless I get, I'd always be on high alert when it comes to him. He's taller than me and alot bigger but he'll always be my baby brother.

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And maybe it's true, I'll never love no one the way I loved you. I'll never find peace in the sound of someone's laugh and make a home for myself in their warmth. Maybe no one will see the way I truly am and only fall for the person I want to become. Maybe it was supposed to happen only once because love doesn't give you second chance and no matter how hard I fly, I might never reach your sky.

[readsunshine]

I gave my heart to someone who only knew how to break things.

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Atleast we'll always stare at the same moon.