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And something happened which my younger self would never believe, I sighed and secretly prayed for everyone to forget my birthday.

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And maybe I'm everything they couldn't love about me.

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Sometimes, you read a novel which changes something inside you. It makes you question things, i makes you feel a different kind of alive. This was that book for me- the one that made me fall in love with books in general. I read it a few year ago, and every once in a while, my heart goes back to it, no matter where in life I am.

Characters like Ari makes me feel that I'm not the only one who thinks that way. He has made a place in my heart that will forever belong to him. and Dante, my beloved sweet boy, I wish the world had more people like you. It really needs them. The heart and innocence you carry is so rare to find, but that brave heart of yours is my favorite part, I wish I could be more like you.

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I know that even if I choose you millions of time you'd never choose me back.

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If you want to look for me just find everything I’ve ever loved you'll find pieces of me there because now I'm an empty shell.

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I wish I could turn my feelings off, I get exhausted from how much I feel.

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Sometimes I think that I'm made to tell stories either it be good or bad, I'll always be the storyteller.

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Sometimes what makes you happy sounds silly to hear but don't let that change anything, if it makes you happy do that.

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Dear Lord, when I get to Heaven, Please let me bring my man ~ lana dey rey.

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The world I live in is painted in hues of gold,

It is sometimes also blue.

A shifting canvas of stories untold,

Each day brings a shade anew.

I colour it however I want, but it's not easy to blend the chaos and calm,

For the brush of life moves unpredictably.

I see the sky and I wonder about life,

Is it bound by fate or shaped by strife?

No matter how hard I try, the rain always comes pouring down,

Yet in its embrace, I find a gentle crown.

I let it soak me with my head in the cloud,

Finding solace in the storm, where I feel most proud.

The world I live in, both tender and wild,

A place of dreams, where I’m forever a child.

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I'm in a place in my life where all my hurt has turn into rage.

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I hope next time when someone looks at me they also look behind my looks.

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And if my heart breaks I hope many poetries comes out of it, I want every pieces to have a story to tell.

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Sometimes I feel as if I'm drowning, even when I'm standing in a room full of people, on my two feet.

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I thought I can also do it with a broken heart but I couldn't. I so desperately tried to, I wanted to change the prophecy but it wasn't in my hands and at the end I realized that maybe everything that happening is leading me somewhere I'll finally find my peace.

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The worst thing about me is that I easily give up even on the things and people I desperately wants in my life.

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The truth is even the strongest feelings fades once there's lack of efforts.