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i constantly feel like im draining all the good out of everybody around me

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"ur so quiet"

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i think it's disheartening to come to the realization that you're not very bright, you're not particularly good at anything, don't have a dream or a goal you wish to accomplish... just existing with no purpose

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they should invent a day that does not exhaust me and suck the life out of me

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it’s not even a fear of abandonment anymore, it’s anticipated. it’s practically backed by science with the amount of times it’s happened.

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safe to say im never fucking venting to anyone ever again

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Im trying to keep myself stable and it’s getting tiring.

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It seems like the longer I live the more I hurt. I’d do anything to make the pain stop. Anything at all.

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wow, what a day. i did absolutely nothing and i feel worse than yesterday

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m siento triste, usada y con un nudo en el estómago. me quiero ir de los lugares donde se qe no me quieren pero soy tan cobarde para hacerlo

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I can feel everyone getting sick of me, and to be honest I don’t blame them, I’m pretty sick of myself at this point.

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i need a lobotomy a hysterectomy and a cigarette

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me siento tan vacía definitivamente quiero dormirme para siempre

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Don't ask me "wyd" i really just be in my room going insane and being a danger to myself

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i honestly hate being in that mood where nothing is actually wrong but nothing really feels right either

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