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Vday drabbles- first Valentine’s Day spent together, just the fluffiest matchablossom ever please 🩵

"Fuck."

"Yes, well," Kaoru clears his throat and looks away. Pressing his glasses up the bridge of his nose to further hide the red he knos is staining his cheeks. "You weren't supposed to be home for another two hours." He brushes a fallen curl of hair behind his ear and pushes open the window. "So it really is your own fault, Kojiro."

"You ruined my skillet."

Kaoru glances back over his shoulder. Kojiro is closer, staring wide-eyed at a scorched skillet. Little bits of briquette style scallops clomp to the side as the chef tilts the pan.

God forbid he finds the pot full of cold, clumpy pasta.

Kojiro looks back and Kaoru looks away. His face is hot, his skin prickling. His finger itch for his wine glass. Or a pain brush or his MCR hair, just something anything to hide behind.

Slow, heavy footsteps, and Kojiro is standing behind him. "You," he says like an accusation, wtapping his big hands around Kaoru's hips. "Ruined my favorite pan."

Kaoru feels like screaming.

He pushes Kojiro's hands away and turns on him with a glare. "And I'll see it replaced." He lifts his hand to shove away, tonclear his path and allow himself flee.

But Kojiro catches his wrist and slips a thumb beneath the sleeve of Kaoru's sweater, just to feel his pulse. There's a smile on Kojiro's lips, soft and wry and it makes Kaoru want kiss him and slap him and spend the rest of his life with him.

"You cooked," Kojiro says softly, pulling Kaoru forward. "You hate to cook."

Kaoru looks away, frowing hard. "Let go, you ape." He makes no move to free himself, doesn't really want to be released.

"You cooked for me," Kojiro says, the grin obvious in the way the vowels stretch around it.

Kaoru gives a half-hearted tug. "Carla, call that take out place that-"

Kojiro cuts him off with a kiss. "I love you."

Kaoru's heart skips and his words fail. They hadn't said it. He did, he *does*. That hasnt changed in these 2 short weeks, but they... He hadn’t said it like this, not since that first night and now...

It means so much more now.

"I love you, too."

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Dear fengqing nation, we're wishing everyone a Happy Valentine's Day! Thank you @/camkoa_ for the art and mod Akane for the graphics ❤️

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Something I doodled in class

Reblogs appreciated, please don’t repost

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holy shit.

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TGCF Donghua weibo update with an illustration of Mu Qing for the upcoming short film 🦋

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Guys, do you see my posts?

I have almost 0 notes from the new posts, only for the old ones 😅 What kind of *** is this, new tmblr algorithm?

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My local bookstore today 😂😂

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We're welcoming @razdazberry today who signed up as a page artist! 🏹⚔️

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Have a craving to draw Feng Xin with long hair

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epic mu qing

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Everyone on xiaohongshu is so nice 😭😭😭 I’m slowly uploading my art there and they’ve said the loveliest things. This unique cultural exchange experience is just amazing!

Anyway, come find me over there

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Opening commissions! I need a little help paying for my hotel room to escape the fires in LA 😥 I’m going up north and just barely missed a fire that would’ve blocked us in where we couldn’t escape LA, and currently means we can’t get back into the city. We’re staying in NorCal to wait it out and hope the palisades fire doesn’t burn our apartment down

Edit: one of the fires blocking my apartment has been more contained away from the freeway. thank god. my nightmare of not being able to return to my life and my friends is over for now 😥please hope that there isn’t another fire that does the same thing. We can’t return until the palisades is at least almost out and the smoke and ash stop falling on our neighborhood. so we’re still heading north for however long that takes. For the sake of so many lives, I hope it ends tomorrow.

I want my dear LA to stop hurting

The palisades is still creeping towards our neighborhood… god, what a nightmare. I’m so glad we escaped when we did

Here is my kofi

✨Bust: $15

✨Half body: $25

✨ +$5 for extra character

Rules:

No lewds

No violence

Prefer MXTX, but will draw other things too

Thank you 🥹❤️‍🩹 I really appreciate it if you can reblog

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you'll get the urge as an artist or a writer to say out loud the things you're worried about "the proportions are off" "kind of out of character" "i'm not good at summaries" "didn't get as much detail as i wanted" "i made a mistake and here's how" and that's the self-conscious part of your brain telling you "it's bad and if you don't tell them you know it's bad then they'll think you're stupid" but you've got to ignore that little voice and pretend you think it's good or else that little voice is going to ruin your life

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Welcome to 2025 everyone, wishing you all the best for this year’s endeavours ❤️

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Happy Fengqing New Year! Peacefully welcoming 2025.

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MATCHABLOSSOM IN THE NEW SK8 OVA PV

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