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It one of those days, those when im broken. Sad and cynic, tho think full of ideas, dreams and, as usual, one or more disappointed view of myself...

I laughed and smile, i talk, as a social butterfly (that what's she said) joke asides. But inside there's a thing, crumbling, eating all, and the question is not "what" but who is it eating.

Mirrors dnt display no one i know or knew, "my" voice is one of a stranger, as is a podcast emanates while trying to express myself.

In my head... She crys, all nights, again and again... And i cannot reach out to listen, understand or even ask, be there, SHOUTS MORE AND MORE... untill i fall asleep... Face drowning in blood, wet from the sweat...

Owwww well, just another day, time to smile a little more... Its just a matter of time and everything will vanish.

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pscentral event 09: comfort | comfort movie. ❤️

GONCHAROV (1973).

— dir. Martin Scorsese.

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She knows what's it's like...

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As I Was Moving Ahead Occasionally I Saw Brief Glimpses of Beauty (2000), dir. Jonas Mekas

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Tortu <3

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Maybe, just maybe, a part of me is sad and hurt... Some memories appear in my mind, convoluted, in distress, crying, screaming... Maybe it was a nightmare, but those screams still impregnated in me...

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Hello little friend!

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𝔓𝔦𝔫𝔟𝔞𝔩𝔩 𝔐𝔞𝔠𝔥𝔦𝔫𝔢𝔰

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THE X-FILES (1993-2018) | S06E19 ‘The Unnatural’

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Oh dear... I was missing this...

i got these knockoff boots online and instead of the brand name on the tag they have the name of an apparently nonexistent martin scorsese movie??? what the fuck

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Cowboy Bebop, 1998