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Raúl Esparza + that gorgeous sexy smile

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Raúl on the final scene in Hannibal for @barbaxcarisi

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Raúl Esparza + that gorgeous sexy smile

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Raúl MESSparza

Bonus:

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HIMS ARMS

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The day the my world fell apart…

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the achievement is not mine 

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u amazing dork (x)

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Anyone else remember when Rafael Barba was THE ULTIMATE BADASS!

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Rafael Barba appreciation ➩ 224/∞ | ep: Contrapasso

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Raúl MESSparza

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Season 16 Episode 5

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Rafael Barba appreciation ➩ 117/∞ | ep: granting immunity

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Prompt: you and Rafael are like bored on the couch watching a movie (it’s gon be American Psycho cause why not) and Raf starts asking what you like in bed and it’s like soft for a sec and then when you guys are further into the conversation he’s like.. Let’s go try it (;

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You and your boyfriend, Rafael, were just lounging around tonight. You had the day off of work today, and Rafael came home a little early just to spend some time with you. His workload was always hefty, being ADA would never be easy and he knew that, but Rafael always made sure to make time for just the two of you. 

 You and Rafael were both very picky when put together, to fix this problem he’d picked the movie in advance and started it just before you sat down. He picked American Psycho, because Rafael knew how intrigued you were with Christian Bale’s character. Rafael couldn’t resist him either, but he’d never admit that. He’s too stubborn.

Rafael laid behind you, both arms wrapped around just under where your ribcage ended. His head was resting on a pillow propped up to the armrest of the couch, so he could see over you. Your eyes glued to the glow of the TV. You held onto Rafael’s thumb and gave it a squeeze every once in a while to let him know you enjoyed his company, and a few times during the creepier parts of the movie.

Towards the end of the movie Rafael’s mind started to wander, he just wanted to talk to you. He wanted to be vulnerable to you and he wanted to know every little thing that went through your mind. 

“Y/n?” He spoke, eager to prod at your brain after a particularly weird, sexual movie.

“Yes Raf?” You were skeptical of the incline in his voice, you knew he was up to something.

Rafael paused for a moment, wondering how to phrase his questions as inquisitive and not just aroused.

“What do you like in the bedroom?”

You craned your neck to look back at him, eyebrows furrowed, your crooked smile from one side of your mouth to complete the look, “What exactly do you mean?” 

You’d been with Rafael long enough, sex was nothing new to your relationship. He’s always been very forward in asking for consent and you were far from disappointed in the bedroom.

“Well.. is there something you like that we haven’t tried yet?”

The ‘yet’ made you pretty excited

You were quiet for a minute, thinking hard as if Rafael was quizzing you and you needed the right answer.

Rafael still tried to get a response from you, “Hmm, you have something to hide carino? You can tell me, I don’t bite.” He moved one of his hands ever so slightly up your stomach, trying to pull you closer than you already were.

“Well.. maybe I have a few ideas..” You trailed off, getting quieter as you finished, almost not wanting Raf to hear you out of embarrassment.

“Tell me.” Now that he knew there was something there he wasn’t going to give this up, Rafael had a way of getting things out of you. You weren’t sure if it was because his job involved interrogating witnesses on the stand, or just the thought of him talking to you like this made you weak. “Please, I’ll do anything for you.”

“Okay,” You gave in. “I’ve always thought about you.. Holding me down while we have sex.”

The cogs turning in Rafael’s head didn’t know what to do. His mind went wild with thoughts of you underneath him, writhing in pleasure.

“Do you want me to tie you up?” He says playfully. You could tell he was joking, but if that’s really what you wanted you know Rafael would do it. No questions asked.

“Shut up!” You tried to roll over to face him but he tightened his arms around you to keep you in place. Squeezing you a little as a way to ask you to keep going. 

“Just tell me,” Rafael moved his face to space where your neck and shoulder met. Tilting his head up so that his lips barely met your ear, “I don’t bite.” 

“Could we just go try it? So I can show you what I mean?”

He almost threw you off the couch at the velocity he used to get up. Taking one of your hands in his and pulling you with him, he led you down the short hallway to your bedroom. Now you took the lead, crawling onto your side of the bed and sitting criss-cross applesauce as if Raf was about to read you a story. Rafael opted to sit in front of you on his knees. Your initiative was short lived though, both of you just sat there in silence. Rafael searched your eyes for any sign that you were unsure. He knew you loved him, that you wanted him, he could almost read your mind. He knew when something was too much for you, or when you were just a little nervous. 

“Cat got your tongue, counselor?” You broke the hush playfully, waiting for him to make a move. You always liked when Rafael took control. It really turned you on to completely put your trust into him, and he knew it. He reached out and placed his hands on your thighs. Lightly at first, like you were a lit fireplace and he was trying to warm himself without getting burnt.

“I just like looking at you,” Raf pondered how to start, not wanting to disappoint. “Shall we continue?” You nodded trance-like staring back into his emerald eyes, too excited to speak.

It was almost painful how Rafael took his time with you. Time came to a halt as he climbed over you, grabbing hold of your hips and pulling the both of you down and into the middle of the mattress, making sure your head landed on the pillows beneath you. He took one wrist in his strong, soft hands and pulled it above you. You leaned up to catch him in a kiss, his lips like velvet on yours. Pulling away before you could distract him any further Rafael gets back to his task and takes your other wrist as well. This time kissing your palm and looking at you sweetly before laying hold of it with your other, leaving one of his hands free in order to further seduce you. Rafael began peppering you with kisses. Your lips, to your cheeks, down your neck, and back up. You were lost in the moment, thankful your boyfriend could put this much effort into such a small request.

 Rafael then started on your clothes, which weren’t much. You never wore pants around the apartment unless it was absolutely necessary, something Raf thanked god for every morning when he woke up to you in your most vulnerable state. Tonight you only had on a pair of underwear and a worn out, oversized D.A.R.E. shirt. Letting go of your small wrists his hands wandered underneath the thin material of your t-shirt pulling it up, rubbing up your sides in the process giving you chills. He discarded the piece of fabric next to the bed before starting to kiss at your neck again. Trailing down to one of your collar bones and gnawing on it gently, earning a small moan from you. You tried hard to keep it in and not let him know just how much you were enjoying this but it had left your mouth before you could fight it. Rafael giggled lightly, continuing down from your sternum to the hem of your panties.

Rafael stopped at your heat, snaking both of his arms under your thighs now and tapping his fingers on your hip, “Mi reina, you look so beautiful.” 

You could barely take this. His eyes burning into you inches from where you needed him most you sighed, defeated, “Please just take me, I need you.”

Rafael left a few more kisses on your hips before letting you pull him up, pulling off your remaining panties and his clothes in a matter of seconds. Neither of you able to wipe the grins off of your faces as Rafael climbs on top of you grabbing both of your wrists again in one swift motion. He became more confident, kissing up your arms and anywhere else he could reach. He stops again, and reaches over to his side of the bed to the drawer of his nightstand. He grabs the small, familiar foil wrapper and tears it open. Looking very focused Rafael rolled the condom on.

“Rafi,” you say against his lips as he thrusts in. A string of moans and ‘mm’s and ‘oh’s left you while Rafael continued an increasing rhythm. He kept his head near your neck kissing up and down, one hand gripping your wrists tighter and tighter and the other on your hip to help him pound into you. When he could tell you were getting close to your climax he began whispering things in your ear, knowing he would push you over the edge.

“Does that feel good?”

“So pretty carino,”

“You can do it mi amor,”

A few more thrusts and you were finally there, Rafael right behind you. He lost his grip on you once he’d came, so you took the opportunity to take his face in your hands and kiss him softly. Your arms felt wobbly and you’d gotten pins and needles from them being in one place for so long, but that didn’t stop you from holding Rafael until he rolled off of you.

You two spread out on the bed, giving each other a bit of space after your workout, though you kept hold of his hand across from you to let him know you were still there. After a while you pulled his arm to you. Holding his hand to your face you said quietly, “Thank you Rafi.”

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“Te Adoro”

hi this is my first post so PLEASE hmu with what I should do next or what you like/dislike

prompt: Barba taking care of/keeping sick reader company but also keeping his distance because in my mind Barba seems like a germaphobe

genre: fluff

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You lay half awake, tissues scattered all over the bed. 

You’d had a cold for four days now, and now a sinus infection. Your head pounded from the pressure and you made sure your boyfriend knew, complaining was the only thing you could do at this point short of putting yourself out with the trash. Rafael looked at you from the other side of the room, sat in the office chair from his study. He’d sift through evidence from the SVU team and keep you company, but you wouldn’t get him to come back to bed until you were better.

“I told you not to blow so hard,” Rafael started, “do you want something for the pain, mi amor?”

You nodded with puppy eyes, not knowing how much longer of this you could take. At least you had Raf- not really by your side, but close enough.

He walked out of your bedroom carefully setting his laptop down on his seat, as not to let it flop onto the floor. You tried to look at whatever document he had pulled up, you did often. You’d always been interested about Raf’s career ever since you two started dating, although you were still not too sure what an ADA’s job was completely. Unfortunately, you were too tired to scooch over to the night stand to reach for your glasses, so you gave up rather quickly. Opting to stare at the ceiling instead, because you’d gotten tired of watching Malcolm in the Middle reruns on tv.

Rafael finally returned with a glass of water, two tablets of ibuprofen, and a pack of crackers. He sets the glass down with a ‘clink’ against the wood of the nightstand and hands you the rest.

“You need to eat before you take those, you don’t have anything in your stomach.” Rafael pointed to the crackers, using his stern lawyer face to show he meant business.

You were going to start whining, but after a minute of thinking and not being able to remember when you ate last you gave in without protest. You just wanted to feel better so Raf could be wrapped around you again, he’d been camped out on the couch the last few nights to avoid catching whatever you had. So you start on the crackers, stopping after a few because of how salty they were, and washing them down with your pain reliever and water. You tried to drink the entire cup in one go, but you couldn’t breathe through your nose so you had to take a short break in lieu of choking and making yourself look even more pathetic than you already did.

Rolling over and flopping your legs off the bed, barely touching the floor you look at Rafael with those same, soft puppy eyes as before, “I’m going to take a bath, don’t die of boredom without me.” Raf just nodded, eyes still glued to the glowing screen of his computer. It must’ve been important.

You make your way to the bathroom, bare feet making a light 'pitter-patter��� sound the whole way. Running the bath as hot as you could you sat on the edge of the tub waiting for it to fill up, the roaring sound of the water helping you calm down and the vapors opening your sinuses, finally. You get in, dipping one limb after the next, and laying back to almost float. You close your eyes and savor the feeling, imagining yourself in a hot spring in New Zealand.

You sit up when you hear the door open, looking over to see if one of the cats had been in the bathroom with you and pushed it open to leave. Instead, you see your fatigued boyfriend standing in the doorway, finally having changed out of the suit he’d worn to work today and into a pair of sweatpants and a worn out Harvard t-shirt. 

He smiles wide, turning into a yawn as he sits on the floor next to the tub, “Can I.. sit in here with you?” Asking as if you’d say ‘No’ or ‘Get out’. You just whisper a faint ‘yes’ and turn so that you can rest your head on the side of the tub.

For a few minutes, you both just sit in silence, listening to each other expel CO2 and enjoying the intimate moment. Rafael leans over onto his knees, resting one arm across the edge of the tub to lay his head behind yours, and the other to start caressing you. Walking his fingers over your shoulder, to behind your neck and pressing his palm down to massage you with his free hand.

You feel Rafael’s breath brush past the hair on your neck and start to giggle, “I thought you were staying away from me until I get better?”

“Yes, I did say that, but I don’t think I can stand anymore of not touching you. So, just don’t breathe on me.” You can’t see Raf’s face, but you know he’s grinning. You can hear it in his voice. He continues moving his hand up and down your back, his cheek now pressed to the back of your neck.

“Te amo.” You whisper, you didn’t mean for him to hear, it was just a thought that needed to be let out.

“Yo tambien te amo.” He says it just a tad bit louder, trying to match your tone while letting you know he definitely heard you, but he kept going as if he was talking to himself.

“Te adoro.” His hand moves back up, all the way to your shoulder, leisurely drawing small circles now.

“Dulzura de mi vida.” He leaves a small kiss on the back of your neck, right above where your spine starts.

The fact that you were sick was long gone. Nothing else was on your mind, except that you were with Rafael, and that’s all you needed to feel better.