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the princess of darkness has requested a "stawby milk"

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friendly reminder that all recovery paths are okay because recovery is ALWAYS a good thing!

please don't let people saying fusion is bad or scary scare you away from final fusion if that's what you want & think would be healthy for you.

please don't let people acting like final fusion is the only way to recover stop you from pursuing functional mulplicity.

please stop acting like fusion or integration in any form is bad!!

any kind of recovery will be healthier for you than remaining in a dysfunctional state. whether you want to remain a system, fuse to only a few parts, or fuse to just one. all of these are okay, and I wish you all of the luck I have to give in your recovery.

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Plegg culture is saying things like "yeah I'm technically genderfluid but the term just doesn't really resonate with me"

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plegg culture is feeling like your childhood didn't actually happen to you and you just appeared at some point later in life, and assuming that's how everyone feels

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plegg culture. is. sometimes. speaking patterns. just change. no reason. just different.

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plegg culture is thinking a little to much about systems and getting a headache every time.

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plegg culture is “no i’m not plural i just have very intense kinshifts!!!” (those “kinshifts” are actually switches)

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plegg culture is trying to have less ""self"" deprecating thoughts when really you just have the world's biggest hater in your brain (/affectionate)

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the idealized version of my tomorrow self will fix this

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in this video i will be giving FREE shapeshiftinf to every system ever

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4.4.24

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i love my thoughts. theyre like pathetic domesticated animals that cant survive on their own

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alright everyone, we’re picking ourselves up and going again. We’re putting ice on our split lips and busted knuckles. We’re doing our dishes and our laundry even if it stays hanging on the line for four days. We’re texting our friends back. We’re wiping the dust off our clothes. We’re booking and attending medical appointments. We’re taking the empty dishes out of our bedrooms. We’re sitting outside in the sunshine. We’re holding our heads up. We’re apologising to the people we’ve hurt. We’re forgiving ourselves.

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i have an angel and devil on my shoulder but also a third guy who just tells me to do strange gayboy shit thats not really good or bad per se but it will make everyone in my life think im weirder

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some alters hold trauma/memories that they didn’t exist to experience / didn’t front during.

some alters have amnesia for moments they were there for.

like that’s really common. you have a dissociative disorder. you aren’t faking if you remember something you didn’t front for and you aren’t faking if you forgot something that you yourself literally did. our brains are trying to protect us. sometimes it does a good job with the amnesia thing and often times it doesn’t. there’s no real way to make amnesia convenient. like a lot of systems only get amnesia from switches, but a lot of us forget the day prior even if no switch occurred.

and although this post is about amnesiac systems, you’re valid if you don’t have amnesia either, or not very much. everyone is different. every system is different.

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Most people only get 4 stress responses: Fight, Flight, Fawn, and Freeze.

people with DID unlock the secret fifth one: Forget

-host