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Kiel smiled, a low growl reverberating in his throat when nails dug into his flesh. He picked the younger man up, strong arms holding Hibari firmly as he bit down on Hibari's lower lip. ❝ Make me. ❞

  "Just shut up," Kyoya muttered and slid hands up Kiel’s chest to wind arms around his neck and kiss him again, fingers digging into the other’s hair.

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❝ I didn't forget, Kyoya. Your response was inconclusive. ❞ That and he was pretty sure they were both half frozen at the time---but that didn't matter. ❝ You know how horrible I am when it comes to labels. Especially when they involve loved ones. ❞

  "I thought we decided that in Germany. It pisses me off that you forgot," Hibari growled against the man’s lips without letting go of his shirt so that Kiel couldn’t get away from him.

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Kiel's body stiffened, expecting to be struck rather than kissed. He fidgeted a little,  hands hanging awkwardly by his sides until he rested them gently on Hibari's hips. ❝ ----Hibari. So does that mean. You and I? ❞

  Hibari didn’t actually say anything. He just grasped the front of Kiel’s shirt and pulled him down to his level, claiming his lips forcefully.

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❝ ----what did you want to tell me, Hibari-san? ❞

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"Do you know how long it took me to find a Japanese translation of that goddamn poem?"

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❝ Nahe des geliebten. ❞He paused, ground his teeth together.

Words failed him, as did actions. What was he supposed to do?

What was he supposed to say? Everything would be much more

clear if Hibari simply demanded it of him. ❝ Read a translation. ❞

He turned, began walking the other way--it was all he could do to

not ask to be commanded--and that made him feel all the more ashamed.

  Kyoya stared at him for a long time, before rolling his eyes and turning away.

"Okay." He didn’t need any of that. How annoying. He wasn’t sure why the other’s answer was irritating him as much as it was. It didn’t make sense to him. So he tried to ignore it. He began to walk, muttering under his breath, "Waste of time."

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❝ ----!!! ❞All this again? About feelings? Definitions? Kiel adjusts 

his tie, eyes narrowing. ❝ What is that supposed to mean? I respect

you and value you as an individual. Have I not said that time and time

again?❞

  "I didn’t say you run from your problems," Kiel had held him like he wanted him. Where did they stand now? "Iff I’m not a problem, what am I to you, then?"

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❝ Me? Run away from my problems?

----heh. Heh heh heh. It's a good thing

I do not consider you a problem, Kyoya. ❞

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Kiel pulled his coat over them, providing a little more warmth. He felt warm--happy--and he prayed that the feeling wouldn't go away. ❝ You're cute sometimes, you know that?  ❞

  Hibari returned the kiss then lay against the other when their lips parted, forehead resting on Kiel’s shoulder and arms folded over his middle in between their bodies. He didn’t want to be thanked, he hadn’t really done anything he needed to be given thanks for. At least not that he knew of or had realized.

"I don’t care. You can use my name if you want," the teenager murmured, "Only you can."

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❝ ----thank you, Kyoya. ❞ The younger man brought him back from the past so easily--it was a wonder that he hadn't found someone all ready. Well, someone that was accustomed to the pitfalls of someone that threatened to bite you to death. ❝ I'll stay for as long as you'd like. ❞ He couldn't stop himself from smiling when cold hands pressed against his cheeks. Kiel kissed him gently, wrapping his arms around Kyoya's waist and pulling him close. When their lips did part Kiel smiled, eyes half-lidded. ❝ Do you mind if I call you Kyoya when we're alone? ❞

  "Okay," Kyoya murmured, "That doesn’t change my mind. This still means something, as long as he’s dead and will leave you alone." He didn’t want to press the subject further because he didn’t like the look on Kiel’s face, not in the situation they were in currently. He pressed cold hands against the other’s cheeks again to try to distract him. "Kiss me again."

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❝ I killed him----and everyone else in that wretched manor. ❞ He smiled, though his eyes were void of happiness. ❝ The others are free now. They were weak. ❞ Even those he grew up with, he killed. Some tried to defend the old bastard--others cowered--but none of them were able to live. No, he had to destroy them----make it appear as if they never existed. And he succeeded. ❝ And though I am strong, I suppose we all have shadows following us. ❞

  "Okay," Kyoya murmured, still peering at him, "Where is he now?" he asked quietly, not particularly caring about the implications of what Kiel had just said. Kiel had been hurt, he could tell. It explained a lot. But if that man was still free somewhere, he wanted to kill him. It made him angry, since Kiel was his now.

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❝ ----well, I know you won't let this go until I do tell you. ❞ He sighed and leaned back against the wall, eyes distant. ❝ I was purchased by an older man when I was very young--and groomed to do. Well. Whatever he desired, truthfully. ❞ His tone was even and flat, as if he were reading out a grocery list. ❝ So perhaps that is why I can be so infuriating. ❞

  "… who?" Kyoya narrowed his eyes slightly and leaned forward, listening intently. "What do you mean former master?" The intent to kiss and to be physical was forgotten for the moment, Kyoya’s interest piqued by the other’s words. That didn’t seem right, no one should be anyone’s master.

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❝ I do, Miss. ❞

He smiled, voice soft as he gently explained.

❝ You're about a quarter mile away from the Tiergarten--Berlin's largest park. That is, if you intend on heading North. ❞

Kiel paused and shrugged. ❝ If you'd like I could help you find what you are looking for. Is it a tourist attraction or are you here on business? ❞

  ⊰ —————  { ♚ }  —— ;; Was she really alright? Lal frowned a bit but nodded to his first question.     ” I think so.. “. Not that she could be sure, since she was in fact quite lost from her original destination. Perhaps she had taken a wrong turn somewhere? It was possible.     ” Actually, do you know where we are ? I think.. “ She paused, she hated admitting it but maybe she was. Lost.      ” I might be lost “.

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❝ It does. I'm just happy that--that you feel similar. ❞ Kiel smiled, a nervous laugh made a cloud of cold air whirl up and away. The grip on Hibari's hair loosened and he gently flattened out the mussed up locks.

He paused, kissed Hibari's forehead. ❝ My former master did not teach me anything in regards to affection or emotional attachment. I apologize--I do not even know the words to use to describe what it is I feel. ❞

  The bite to his neck made Kyoya gasp and he squeezed his eyes shut tightly for a moment. When Kiel made his mark, the teen raised a hand to rub at it slowly, looking back down at the man quietly.

"Doesn’t it already mean something to you?" he asked quietly, "I’ve never let anyone kiss me like that before."

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This was too much. Kiel's grip tightened on him, shivering even though he was no longer cold. ❝ Don't rush into anything----- ❞ When Hibari's hips rolled forward he bit down on his own lip to keep himself quiet. That wasn't fair----then again, Kiel was the one that started it.

He reached up and ran his hands through Hibari's hair, tightening his grip as he bit down on the cloud guardian's neck once more. He wanted to leave a mark--wanted to leave something to confirm that this was real.

❝ ------because I want this to mean something. ❞

  Kyoya shivered when he felt lips and teeth grazing his neck. That was bad. If Kiel kept it up, he’d be unable to hide his arousal much longer. He inhaled sharply and exhaled shakily to try not to let out a sound, turning his head away to expose more of his neck to the other but also to hide his face from the other.

The teen curled fingers into the other’s hair, gently tugging and scraping nails over his scalp, rolling his hips forward inadvertently, the attention to his neck making him squirm.

"Keep going."

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Kiel had a scathing comeback, but he held back--instead, he focused on how gorgeous Hibari's eyes were and how warm he felt with their bodies pressed together. There was something inherently wrong about this--he was nearly ten years older than him--but the cloud guardian was more than capable of strangling him if he felt so inclined.

He gently dragged his nails along Hibari's back, more demanding now that he felt as if this--whatever this was--was wanted by both of them. Lips parted and cheeks flushed, he wasn't sure why his heart was racing. This wasn't fear, but something else----

Something he didn't want to go away----

Kiel used his index finger to tilt Hibari's chin upward, placing soft kisses along his pulse line. Each kiss was followed with a nip, teeth leaving bite marks in their wake.

  "Maybe you’re just easily tempted," Hibari murmured against the other’s lips, pulling away only slightly to look at Kiel’s face quietly for a while. He… didn’t actually know what he was doing to be honest, instead following his instincts. He’d wanted to kiss, it’d felt right to do what he’d done, he… wasn’t aware of any power he had to tempt anyone, not like this.

But he didn’t want to stop kissing, so he pressed his lips to Kiel’s once more, hands sliding up the other’s chest and arms winding around his neck. He liked the sound of his name growled like that. It sounded wrong, but… alluring.

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❝ Because I---- ❞ But he wasn't about to complain when Hibari kissed him. It made things easier, much easier, and his mind quieted when Hibari took command.

Kiel rested a hand on Hibari's waist, keeping his grip firm as he nipped at Hibari's lower lip. A low growl reverberated in his throat--possessive, frustrated--and his chest tightened. ❝ Kyoya. ❞ He never called Hibari by anything other than his surname, but that felt too formal. ❝ You know how to tempt a man. ❞

  "I’m not going to pry because it’s the past and it can’t hurt you anymore," Kyoya shrugged slightly, scooting a little bit closer when he caught the other’s eyes widen in surprise.

"Why are you so nervous? I said I wouldn’t stop you," Hibari murmured once he saw Kiel’s shoulders slacken considerably. He leaned in, returning the kiss more insistently when Kiel merely brushed their lips together. He placed his hands delicately on the man’s chest and tilted his head slightly, pulling back to inhale quietly before claiming the other’s lips once more.