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It fills me with such pride and joy to announce that my version of Speak Now will be out July 7 (just in time for July 9th, iykyk 😆) I first made Speak Now, completely self-written, between the ages of 18 and 20. The songs that came from this time in my life were marked by their brutal honesty, unfiltered diaristic confessions and wild wistfulness. I love this album because it tells a tale of growing up, flailing, flying and crashing… and living to speak about it. With six extra songs I’ve sprung loose from the vault, I absolutely cannot wait to celebrate Speak Now (Taylor’s Version) with you on July 7th. Pre-order now at http://taylor.lnk.to/SpeakNowTaylorsVersion 💜💜💜

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MY LOVE. 🥰

#RM #Indigo Photo

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Di ko alam kung tama ba na mag rant ako. Pero kasi. 🥺🥺

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CHANGING

3 PM. THIS DAY. SUNDAY.

This typical feeling of being alone. Not alone, alone, but alone in a sense that there is something you felt that you needed to be somewhere or you need to do something, yet here you are, tapping this keyboard of yours. 

I’ve been like this for a couple of years now. Longing to find what I want. Longing to have what I deserve. Finding that security. That kind of being alone is what I am going thru right now. I can’t find my path. I am stagnant. While everyone is busy chasing their dreams and goals, here I am. Still waiting. Waiting for that moment when I can tell, Finally, I succeed. I found my purpose. I found my inner peace. I found what I longed for. 

I always cry my heart out. I’m always the one who is ready to listen. But, who will listen me? 

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Self Comfort

Didn’t know that one day, I'll be back to writing. Writing random stuffs and creating a safe space where I can fully rant and express myself. 

I pray everyday, the moment I woke up, before I go to bed, and in between when prayers are needed the most. I usually pray for Good health, safety and peace of mind so that I can cope up with the day and finished all my task. I usually feel that anxiety which I know lingers and just waiting for the perfect timing to be summoned by my own ghost. And I am afraid of that.

I am finding my own self comfort now. Still fighting for my peace of mind. 

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1 AM Thoughts.

Reading my old posts and old messages.. Usually from random poeple here in tumblr which i had the chance to know. Realizing that a simple gesture of caring means a lot to someone who is breaking from the inside. A simple word of comfort. A little kindness and empathy. ❤ I really hope you guys found the missing pieces you were looking for before. I hope you found the love and secureness you needed when everyone started to turn there backs on you. I hope one day I would find that longing I am still longing even before this day. And I hope to meet you in person someday. ❤

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PEOPLE DON'T LISTEN IF THEY DON'T WANT TOO..

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Can't get enough of my family's photo and my travels!! Thank you @photobookph !! 🥰🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/CEyjVYJlYqpZLKpMcnhyDsF_yTHFfWW0leoTT00/?igshid=16c66da7u8a5l

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Thank you @photobookph for this wonderful compilation of our pictures! and of course sir @paulivandg for your code!! 🥰😍 Super Ganda!! Legit!! 😃😁☺🥰 Iba pa din talaga kapag na print yung pictures! Nostalgic yung feeling while tumitingin sa old photos! 😊🥰 https://www.instagram.com/p/CEyhl9aFbuE-MKRpoNvXf38_sjGtMB4sCiRRQU0/?igshid=1bqslt8hr3dfe

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Dora The Explorer 😁 #FlashbackFriday (at Singapore City, Singapore) https://www.instagram.com/p/CEuAJyrlO5ZiP2YbmQW2o6nuFotjgfrnk7rZbI0/?igshid=nhict595hcc1

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arteee yan.. 🙉🙈 https://www.instagram.com/p/CEs-aZ7FrdCZIsBq7cu1ZLZvrJF3bhu3bOy1ow0/?igshid=1uu54nsiv3glj

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how to drink McFloat in the most maarte way?? 😂🙈🙊 https://www.instagram.com/p/CEbzcctlncZs5-7TKR2zWVzRY5nMfRU1RpL27s0/?igshid=dkgpdrri0870

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Goodnight!! 😍🥰😊 . . . from Bochon and Me! 😁🙋‍♀️🧒🌃 https://www.instagram.com/p/CEbtGzMF7YdpUuzeCaAHpREo__RKPbhj17jBQo0/?igshid=1ahmtt8kzhy0c

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🙈🙊🙉 https://www.instagram.com/p/CEZDbLdFSi-cYVuXXcA9XCEFNt91t2wNbijIn40/?igshid=1mmfzt3crzi8z

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hanggang throwback na lang muna tayo. 😅🙇‍♀️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CEUK9FRFl8KL--DRz3EGZWUV3u0mGxUDQPEgkw0/?igshid=1qtzhpdiyv094

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sakit ulo mo sizt? 😅😂🙈 https://www.instagram.com/p/CEOPJEAlx7EXUYTz-HNlRtWzZ158Sknb8xK6pQ0/?igshid=jafq2tdnqsqy

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😁😘 https://www.instagram.com/p/CEHVsFzFh6bLhRZUW3edp9IHHeiVkDH6mXVTVE0/?igshid=1nl0y1zqa76qe