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watching one piece again and i need to get sanji pregnant
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leg day

#love these memes#anyways it SUCKS#one of my fav gym days but the pain after#100% worth it for the way it helps my pcos and the GAINSSSS
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we live in time was devastating oh my goodness
#cried my eyes out for an hour until i put on another film btw#andrew garfield and florence pugh you are incredible at your jobs
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we live in time was devastating oh my goodness
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may these sleeping pills work 🙏🏾
#tis only half of one bc i am terrified of becoming dependent on them but#two weeks and no sleep… i’m starting to loose it#lwk scared i have ffi but let’s not dwell on that 😃
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the monster's gone, he's on the run and your daddy's here...
(I get so emotional about dadjo plss I will go reread all fics)
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i want so badly to be a mother but then there is the fear of making my kids feel how my father makes me feel
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idk why i still get upset when my father disappoints me
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need to catch up on abbot elementary fr i forget how fine that man is
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still very mentally ill but i talked with the bf and i feel better
#crazy. insane how he genuinely lifts my mood#it’s weird tho bc. i haven’t opened up about my mh and all of that stuff bc 1. i feel so guilty? for having bad mh and-#2. i feel like i tricked him into liking me bc i mask so well. WHICH IS INSANE IK#but. idk#i’ve never told anyone the full story and it’s intimidating even though rationally ik he’ll be as supportive as ever#and i feel the need to be perfectly put together at all times which isn’t the point of this but vulnerability never gets any easier
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trying to live without shame is so hard when i feel shameful over the smallest things. why am i ashamed of the fact that i like pop punk, emo and alternative music when that shit saved my life. why am i ashamed of my style. why am i ashamed of using the makeup routine i worked on for a year. why am i ashamed of my illnesses both mental and physical. why am i ashamed of my education and my hobbies. why do i feel so much shame for existing and can it stop please
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I'm losing sight of everything. i dont journal as much anymore. nothing feels quiet and sacred . there's so much noise and junk and my leg is always shaking under the table. Do i really have to go airplane mode to live my life? surely there's some other way
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i hate being mentally ill
#shoot me. please#i cannot distinguish between me and the illness but i want it gone. i really do#half of my life lost to depression already can i live
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