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I don't talk about my feelings much on social media but I feel like I need to put this out into the virtual universe. Also not many people know that I have a tumblr, let alone look at it if they do know since I never post anything. Close to screaming into the void.

I've felt disconnected from the people I want so desperately to be connected to. This pertains to everyone in my life throughout my entire life. But in this instance I want to talk about where my body and mind feel that "home" is.

I'll start with saying that it's mainly my own fault that I am disconnected and I typically accept that as part of who I am. Something I want to work on but struggle to do so. Though there have been people I've attempted connections with that quit having a connection with me for various reasons. Not sure what reasons but that's whateva I guess.

I've gone through my social medias and removed everyone who still lives in the town I call "home" as an attempt to alleviate my sadness and frustrations. I feel like I'm an outcast and that they never think about me enough to even notice I did so. (The latter of course is unlikely but a thought/feeling I have nonetheless) It helps to not see their posts of smiling faces and adventures.  I still feel betrayed by them. The people I spent most of my life around. But of course I was never that close to them anyways. Never part of the in-crowd. Plus I've moved away from there (same island but any distance is too far for them I guess).

I could reach out. Try and forge a friendship. But I'm tired. Tired of them having so much power over me. So I'm letting them go. Letting loose the pain and frustrations.

Anyway, that was just a quick vent. Done for now. Pretty pic for funs.

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It's funny to see all the things I was into back when I was a teen. I miss you young one.

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That’s a deep… dock.

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