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*to the tune of “our house”* I’m DRUNK in the middle of the WEEK

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70 more episodes damn

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you’re part of something bigger now , lass. right ? don’t give up on that . ‘cause we’ll sure as hell never give up on you . that is what being part of a crew is all about . / montgomery scott . written by allison , established august 27th 2013 . low activity . psd credit  © .

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therapy / talking about trauma / post - trauma starters. feel free to change things as necessary. 

would you like to talk about it?

please tell me what’s bothering you.

hey, are you okay?

i don’t have to know everything. just what you’re comfortable telling me.

i’m your friend. of course i care.

there’s nothing bad about going to therapy.

would you like to try a different approach?

i – i didn’t know that. i’m sorry.

is this helping?

i’ll try not to ask a lot of questions.

i’m always here if you need me.

shh, it’s alright. shh. 

we’re safe now. you’re safe now.

it was just a nightmare.

sweetheart, you have to tell me these things.

you know i’d never judge you for that, right?

i’m worried about you.

is something going on? 

everything you say will just be between you and me.

what method do you prefer?

do you need help falling asleep?

anything i could do to help?

why are you like this?

i understand. 

sweetie, is there something you aren’t telling me? what’s wrong?

let’s get you cleaned up.

this is good. this is important. 

you’re healing, and healing takes time. 

we can do more tomorrow.

how about you get some sleep, hm?

bedtime.

it’s ok not to be ok.

tomorrow is another day.

hey, hey, hey. look at me, look at me. it’s okay.

breath in for seven seconds, exhale for eleven …

do you need some space?

remember, look for things that you can touch. ground yourself.

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also changing my alias to terry btw

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i lied. it's a sideblog tho

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when you have a big presentation tomorrow but spend two hours trying to figure out what each ow character's disney theme song is

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chatour  .  indie  catwoman  .  priv  /  sel  .  est  twenty  -  fifteen  by  fawn  .

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Today is International Holocaust Remembrance Day. 

Today we remember the more than 11 million people, Jewish and Gentile, who were slaughtered in the death camps, who succumbed to disease and the elements in concentration camps, who were sterilized to prevent the “dilution” of the “Aryan race,” who were worked to death, or nearly, in the works camps, who were imprisoned for their political or religious beliefs, who were sterilized or killed for being considered disabled, who were gassed to death in the Einsatzgruppen mobile gas chambers, who were shot into graves they had been forced the dig, and those who managed to survive all of that and were forced to remember the horrors they had seen and experienced.

May they rest in peace, may their memory be a blessing, may peace be upon them, and may we all say Never Again.

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mania ( 2018 ) — fall out boy sentence starters.

STAY FROSTY ROYAL MILK TEA.

i think i got too many memories getting in the way of me.

some princes don’t become kings.

you only get what you grieve.

the only thing stopping me is me.

it seems like the whole damn world went and lost its mind.

all my childhood heroes have fallen off or died.

even at the best of times i’m out of my mind.

THE LAST OF THE REAL ONES.

i was just an only child of the universe, and then i found you.

you are the sun and i am just the planets.

you were too good to be true.

what’s inside you?

i know this whole damn city thinks it needs you, but not as much as i do.

you’re the last of a dying breed.

i wonder if your therapist knows everything about me.

i’m here in search of your glory.

there’s been a million before me.

my head is stripped just like a screw that’s been tightened too many times.

i’m here at the beginning of the end.

if they find you, i will protect you.

i’m done with having dreams.

you drain the fear from me.

HOLD ME TIGHT OR DON’T.

i never really feel a thing.

i woke up.

i took too many hits off this memory.

i need to come down.

hold me tight.

hold me tight, or don’t.

this isn’t how our story ends.

i got too high again.

i love you to death.

i can’t pretend we were lovers first.

were we ever friends?

i’m past the limit.

the distance between us sharpens me like a knife.

WILSON ( EXPENSIVE MISTAKES ).

i was gonna say something that would solve all of our problems.

i got drunk and forgot what i was talking about.

there’s nothing more cruel to be loved by everybody.

there’s nothing more cruel to be loved by everybody but you.

i’m gonna run away and never see any of you again.

i hope the roof flies off and i get blown to space.

i always make such expensive mistakes.

you’re the eighth wonder.

i’ll stop wearing black when they make a darker color.

i’m on the wrong side of paradise.

i didn’t plan on showing up at all.

i hate all my friends.

i miss the days when i pretended with you.

CHURCH.

if you were church, i’d get on my knees.

you’re holy to me.

take the pain.

you’re doomed but just enough.

i love the world but i don’t love the way it makes me feel.

it’s getting hard to know what’s real.

i’m just a human trying to avoid certain doom.

HEAVEN’S GATE.

if there were any more of me, i’d give it to you.

one look at you and i’m on that faded love.

i’m a missile that’s guided to you.

go out in the world and start over again.

would you give me a boost?

i got dreams of my own.

i want to make your dreams come true.

please come through.

you’re the one habit i just can’t quit.

CHAMPION.

we’ve made a mistake.

i’m back with a madness.

i’m the champion of people who don’t believe in champions.

i got nothing but dreams.

i’m just young enough to still believe.

i’m young enough not to know what to believe in.

if i can live through this, i can do anything.

i got rage every day.

the only thing i do is sit around and kill time.

SUNSHINE RIPTIDE.

i don’t even have my own attention.

you say don’t ever change, but you don’t like me the way i am.

don’t ever change.

the world tried to burn all the mercy out of me.

i’m just playing house.

i have no idea what i’m doing now.

there’s not atheists in foxholes.

the pressure is getting to me.

it’s time to throw in the towel.

you came in like a wave when i was feeling alright.

you are my truest feeling yet.

i love you so much.

i love you so much, it’s like oxygen.

i do the best with what i have.

YOUNG AND A MENACE.

we’ve gone way too fast for way too long.

we were never supposed to make it half this far.

i lived so much life.

i think god is going to have to kill me twice.

oops, i did it again.

i was young and a menace.

i woke up on the wrong side of reality.

there’s a madness coursing right through me.

i’m here flying off the deep end.

i’m here to become the best yet.

BISHOPS KNIFE TRICK.

i’m pedal to the metal.

this is my pity party.

these are the last blues we’re ever gonna have.

let’s see how deep we get.

the glow of the city will lead us back.

the glow of the city will lead us back to places we should have never left.

i don’t wanna live inside a cage.

i’m struggling to exist with and without you.

i know i should walk away.

i’m trying to get it all back.

i can’t seem to get my grip.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY OMG. i hope it's a wonderful one!!!!!!!!

💜💜💜💜

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happy day of birth! have a great day 💗✨

tHANK U BB

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happy birthday!!! hope you have a great day and get to enjoy gifts and good food.

thanks bb!

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Was this guy meant to look like Soldier 76 or..?

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a handy guide on rick identification

(this was a lot funnier in my head)

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HI THERE.

Guess whose mom fucked her over again? To spare the intense details, I am in desperate need of $300 by the end of this month, which is really fucking close. My mom called me 2 day ago and said if I don’t come up with this money I’m forced to be homeless again. Understand, that’s SEVEN WHOLE DAYS that I need to come up with this crazy monetary amount. I’m babysitting but I can’t get a job in 7 days and the moms aren’t contacting me. I NEED THIS MONEY. I was homeless for a while last year and I am horrified of going back. If anything, a PAYPAL DONATION would help, too. I want to give back but at this point I’m just so terrified.

EACH PROMO OR AESTHETIC TEMPLATE WILL REQUIRE A 1 ON 1 SESSION WITH ME, DISCUSSING WHAT YOU FIND AESTHETICALLY PLEASING IN A PROMO.

THE FLAT RATE FOR BOTH IS $10 A POP BUT FOR LESS / MORE DEMANDING REQUESTS PRICE WILL FLUCTUATE.

I AM SELLING THE TEMPLATE. NOT THE PICTURES. THEY’RE JUST FOR EXAMPLE. THE TEMPLATE WILL HAVE PICTURES THAT ARE FREE TO USE ONLINE. ( as using other pictures not explicitly stated as free use is illegal, and i don’t want to get in trouble. )

I CAN ALSO DO ICON TEMPLATES AS WELL. THOSE ARE USUALLY $5, IF YOU WANT ICON EXAMPLES, PLEASE TELL ME.

You can contact me best at @averonica & @knowsmagic ; this blog just has more follows & I’m extremely desperate. PLEASE HELP ME OUT.