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i did good for today =)

i affirmed + persisted with journalling all day at school, and continued at home until my hand just got tired. and the things sent to destroy my peace are nowhere to be found.

🩷

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the bad guys 2 is coming out.

guys.

*i couldn't even watch the first but if i did this is how i'd react*

how r we feeling

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Reblog if you would be comfortable living in a dormitory with an openly transgender or intersex individual. We’re working on a campaign for gender neutral housing and we could use your support.

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honesty, it’s going to be hard if there’s loads of inescapable triggers and distractions trauma music, etc. in my old story prison

so i’m “hoping” i can just write my affirmations or skim them through in my journal as a way to persist.

can that count as persisting?

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i keep going

i receive - pros:

self respect and autonomy

eventual booming self respect after the conversation about my human rights is over

independence and resilience. i give what i want to myself. i'm used to not getting what i want in the old story, so it no longer matters to me.

putting more focus and attention into the new story

FREEDOM, JUSTICE & YOUR FORMER ENSLAVERY EXPERIENCES RECOGNIZED

superhumanity and anything you want and deserve

all of your abusers are facing their sins, locked up or no longer have power and are outcasted, remembering you

you no longer have to think about them.

none of what happened from may on in the old story happened.

cons:

a potential hell in the old story along with potentially crumbling willpower and brazen impudence in persisting.

✨ they all think i'm crazy! but i don't care ✨

questioning of the LOA and/or if i'm persisting right if it starts to take forever

but hey, if i have my journals i'm all set.

i stop

i stay a legally enslaved person of adults

i no longer listen to my body or mind.

it stays hard to persist again, harder than if i were to keep going

nothing really changes

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acting like my true new story self in the old story has actually made me a little bit more confident 👍🏽

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what the hell is this helicopter above my neighborhood

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getting you getting you getting yu getting you getting yuo getting you getting u

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Are you heading for a burnout without even realizing it? For neurodivergent folks, the warning signs of burnout may look different and be harder to recongize. 

Neurodivergent or not, we all need to understand our limits and boundaries. When you’re neurodivergent, you may not know you pushed yourself too far - until it’s too late!

Need help with some of the terms in this post?

😎 “Masking” or “Camouflaging": a coping strategy that many neurodivergent people use to suppress aspects of themselves to appear neurotypical. It’s important to note that social masking is a tool many neurospicy folks use to keep themselves safe, and usually starts in childhood. 🥄 “Spoons” refers to Spoon Theory, which is a metaphor describing the amount of physical or mental energy that a person has for daily activities and tasks. It is a helpful tool for disabled and neurodivergent folks to describe their energy. 👋 “Stim” short for "self-stimulation" is a term used to describe repetitive behaviors or movements that people may engage in to help cope with emotions. It may include rocking, flapping hands or twirling. 

If any of this resonates with you, try letting the “mask” slip a little! 

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maybe it is that easy.

repeat what you want in your head and it reflects into the physical world.

you can do this against any “circumstance”

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and now i’m not working at all. i’m learning to trust myself, and surrendering to my ONLY and new story.

wIsH mE lUcK even tho i don’t need it silly stupid bakas 😒💪🏽😤 my new life is guaranteed if i affirm & persist

i’m skipping in the old, dead story w/o telling anyone for the first time. i genuinely can’t keep going to that class, and they know that, but they don’t care.

no hard feelings, tho 🤗. my subconscious always has my back.

i know everything.

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A reminder for this intersex day that this is a children’s rights issue.

Intersexism normalises and commits every kind of child abuse against intersex children. Every kind.

We will not be a just society that is safe for children while the bigotry against intersex people continues to exist.

This November eighth, pledge to stand up for the intersex children and adults in your community.

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i’d like to say something, tho.

i’m aroace. the only age i felt actual sexual and/or romantic attraction was 6.

queerphobes have dehumanized “phases” of orientation but they’re not wrong to have. you don’t always have a certain sexual or romantic awakening and then that’s your orientation forever

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“online radicalization” is crazy

dangerous, dehumanizing boomer shit.

remember when millennials said we weren't going to be as weird and stupid about gen z as boomers were about us? lol that didn't last long huh

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I’m gonna say this once, and it’s probably gonna piss off a lot of people.

I HATE the term “verbalflux” why? Because it was created by a person who believed that you could fluctuate between demiverbal, semiverbal, and nonverbal. That is NOT how it works.

You’re semiverbal or you’re not. You’re nonverbal or you’re not. Your verbality can NOT fluctuate like that.

I don’t mind if people use it in the sense that their verbality itself fluctuates and they feel like a label doesn’t fit them. But if you’re using it to describe that you fluctuate between Demi/semi/nonverbal? No. Just no.

Semiverbal and nonverbal are permanent states. They are EVERYDAY. They are every second. They are your entire being. Stop saying you can fluctuate between them because you’re just confusing people and misusing our terms.

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bro i thought i was tripping when i thought ppl who unironically use "LGBT" W/O the Q, or queer were queerphobic 😟

guys that excludes aces. like me. and probably MANY other identities

if u unironically ever use that term literally block me 😭 what is wrong with you

i just remembered seeing it a lot a few months ago and i have no idea how or why