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my five year plan? read a lot of books. visit museums. walk through woods. stand in a river. adopt a little kitty. drink lemonade while sitting in a rocking chair on my porch.

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70s tumblr would be like

guys if you pretend to be gay you can dodge the draft

whos pretending

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And I will never fall in love

I will discipline myself to

Single serving coffee creamers

Single serving TV dinners

Broken spine romance novels

and joni Mitchell played loud

Because who is there to mind the noise

Other than my neighbour's

In one bedroom apartment

Will it compel them to knock

To turn down the proof that I am breathing down

I will never fall in love

Easier to say, to whisper,

Then the truth

No one will fall in love with me.

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SAW (2004) — Adam Faulkner-Stanheight

i can't believe it's been almost 20 years since Leigh Whannell invented smoking omg

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1974, New York — David Bowie performs as Ziggy Stardust on TV in a room at the Delmonico Hotel. — Image by © Henry Diltz/Corbis

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Dear 19,

I'm crashing on mom's couch trying to find a job. I have a 3.5 GPA, I don't have a boyfriend, and I think I am better off alone. Alone a five letter word, meaning peace meaning solitude, meaning no missed conversation ques.

Positives

- no more polite conversation followed by turned away sneers

- no more "I wish you were here"''s

- just me to cook for, to love to care

I want to be so so alone, someone notices, and someone sits down next to me and says

" HI how are you?"

Love

Almost 21

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Neil Young at the Cellar Door in Washington, DC, 1970

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Martin Scorsese’s “The Last Waltz” April 26, 1978.

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when the thrasher comes, I'll be stuck in the sun like the dinosaurs in shrines but I'll know the time has come to give what's mine.

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well other than that mrs. kennedy how was the drive

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“Happiness is only real when shared”

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Florence Pugh as Alice in Don’t Worry Darling (2022)

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its the second day of college and no one has asked me to go to their country house yet richard papen how did you do it??!??

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"i'd be the final girl" "i'd be the slasher" yeah well i would be the harbinger of doom. you drive by me i'm sitting in a chair at a gas station yelling that you're all going to die. i get an angsty half lit shot to add foreshadowing as i give a dramatic warning that you shouldn't enter this town unless you want to leave it in a body bag.

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