raindropwalka

[raindropwalka]

Darling how your words just rip me apart

Now I'm out in the dark, and my car won't start

And my light don't spark, and my blunt won't light

Imma colder player fuck a solo life

Throw my diamonds in ice, in the fire I write

This letter to you hoping that you'll get it tonight

And if it never reach you maybe that's just life

I'm ready to tie the knot death is just my type

The trees scream loud when the wind hit right

Footprints in the forest from the man in white

Deadman's delight, lungs full of this poison

No really breaking down my body with a sense of enjoyment

I get why my mind try's to turn on itself, but I don't get why you kept me just to throw me on a shelf

Covered in dust, through the coldest of months

I bit my tongue I had a mouth full of blood

I clipped my own wings just so I wouldn't budge

The way you look at me tells me why I needed love (yeah, yeah)

The way you look at me tells me why I needed love (uh)

Yeah (SESH), aye (what?), aye (wait), aye (wait), aye (wait), aye (yeah)

Sick of this temporary life I need something permanent

And death is looking slicker than the whip when you burning it

Motherfuck a tourniquet, let my veins bust

Whether the weather, whether the weapon spray it till decay rots

It's the dead one, shut my eyes and it's redrum

I left 'em all they problems but they never were prepared, son

Kick rocks, kick the stool, let your body hang

The rappers, I'm the reaper, tell the bitches I'm McConaughey

Chop where your body lay, chop where your mind lay

Fucking with the team, get shots where your momma stay

EverythingIsWorseAtNight

Who can really hold it down for me?

In my darkest of days, in my coldest of weeks, like

Who can really be around for me, when it's no longer beneficial for 'em, diamonds don't glisten for 'em

'Fore that you slip, but intently I listen for 'em

Treat 'em like an angel till they turn and I flip it on you

To read the message in the bottle gotta sip up on it

Hard times coming till the body bags zipping on you

Don't be scared and don't be weak

Or fall beneath the wheel and be societies debris (aye)

I refuse to walk the line that was painted

Rather die on the vine how nature intended

Can't see inside the ride when the windows is tinted

All the answers on earth, I'm just an antenna

Receptors flaring up when I hear some bullshit

On my son try to numb it you can catch a full clip (bitch)

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Hold the cross high

So I've been seeing through the flames

I'm drowning in the fame, I paid my dues

I feel like I really got nothing to lose

I got nothing for you, I got nothing for me

I got no one to blame, when I look in the mirror

I look at my pupil, the Glock in my hand

O'God just blow me away

Sentimental self indulge in gambling to cope with all the pain

Nobody around when it storms and rains

Only around when them red flowers rise up from the ground

The pain remains, yuh, stays on my brain

I know I never will be the same

Baby bone keep a grip on that flame

Baby bone no I cannot be tamed

Headshots, anyone at my range

White boy in that Chevy thang

Drop top fuck it let it rain

Look at the whip

We're smashing their neck

Heavy as fuck I be breaking a sweat

It's on my boots, signal the troops

You know I'm ready to die for my set

All but 6 be the gang, still tryna maintain my Florida thangs

Still calling my name, nowhere to be found

I slept under the ground, no more time to play

Box me up then put me away

Then pick me up when it's time to lay inside my grave

Inside my grave where I remain with my remains

Ain't a damn thing change, I'm switching lanes like somebody after me and I gotta get away

All my homies down to ride

All my bitches wanna get high

All my brothers looking up to me to take em to the sky

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Deadass just wanted me to boost her ego and use me for financial gain

She was getting spoiled by me

Even had the nerve to ask me to spoil her the week before Valentine's, she wanted nails. And me being super generous cause she asked I gave her more than she needed and told her to treat herself.

Then for that to happen tryna have me walk up into some fuck shit like that the fuck I look like?

Like bitch back the fuck up first off you don't know me nor what I've been through I know every kind of bitch and every kind of game. I ain't with no fuck shit which is the main reason why I don't have game...

Right before I blocked her I peeped her story and it was a My Valentine post and bruh the look of hurt was there under the surface...

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Was going to give her gifts told her to wait for me after she got off her second job, I walked up in the area and saw her with another dude being handsy with her

Stalked from afar

Decided not to walk up

Left flowers on the side of the road

And dipped home

Yelled at her through a voice message

Like why the fuck would you wait for me when u have a whole ass nother dude

Fuck you

Not worth my time

Straight up tryna hurt me

Told her why the fuck can't you be straight up, that I don't want that soft ass bitch shit like "I don't wanna hurt his feelings" actin like I can't handle it. Fuckin stringing me along for no reason.

Like bitch I'd rather have hurt feelings than me being pissed off at you, that's worse.

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Mah heart

I'm literally over here going insane inside her dm's

Showing peak delusion, Confessed feelings, overall stressful shit

To be left on read

And she has the nerve to tell me I'm okay

And that it's her fault for not being on top of things

Also that being sick has thrown her off

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I hate hospitals

Many ghosts haunt these halls

It's why I can't sleep here

Mainly my mother is here

My father was brought here that night for examination

Currently my grandmother is sitting in one of the beds, holding on for dear life.

One day I might be here alone and letting go

On the other hand

Every piece of void that's in my heart has been here and welcomed life

It's clear enough to see that I'm on the outs

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Hold on to my hand

Never let go, never let go

We were just two kids acting tough

Then we grew up, me, not so much

All the other guys

That you've seen

Are nothing compared to me

Because my love is strong

And my heart is weak after all

When we first met

We spoke so brief

When you sang a sonnet

I hummed sweet relief

Do you recall that night

We took the L

Out into Bushwick?

It was colder than hell

So maybe there

We should have stopped

Cause I'm left here

Feeling like a cop

Because my love is strong

And my heart is weak after all

To the other side

Of the state's return

I met a young girl

Well, I couldn't manage her

Because I think of you

In every girl I meet

It's no relief

That sounds to me just as sweet

So maybe I'm the fool

For feeling used

By the way we kissed that night

I thought you knew

Because my love is strong

And my heart is weak after all

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some images i found of computers being in love!! i didnt wanna add too much edgar, but this is ( unfortunately ) a rare genre of image.

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満月の夜

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These motherfuckers hate me, why?

Cause I got it out the dirt

And now my money to the sky

It's the ones that always bitchin

'gon be bitches till they die

If you love me like you say

How you don't want to see me shine?

How many days I wanted death?

How many nights that I've done cried?

"Everyone gon' leave me anyways"

So it is I, I shall rely

How many times I had to lie to my mothefucking self?

Just to shield me from the damage that truth might inflict

Blacked eyes, bloody mess

Black diamond carti wrist

When I was down, nobody called

Bitch, ain't no one give a shit

Ain't nobody give me shit

Had to take it like a robber, bitch

Pussy nine lives

But I got that 9 up in my pocket bitch

Rap game I'm on top of it

You're favorite Rappers favorite

Repping that graveyard conglomerate

Hit em with them hollow tips

I pinky pinky promise bitch

Call me Dr.Death

Throw it all away just for my fuckin clique

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Used to roll K2 in my blunt, yeah, these bitches know where I'm from

Don't want no one to talk to, but they'll never know what I've done

I pulled the uzi out just to see how fast he can run

I smoked 10,000 blunts and put each one out on my tongue

My veins are full of poison, my hands are covered in blood

My brain is cut for miles and my heart has been on the run

Sent you to the other side, promise, I make it fun

Posted in the other room, waiting til get it done

Backroad, reporting live

At night I come alive

I died but never lied

They try, they met the fire

Backroad, reporting live

At night I come alive

I died but never lied

They tried, they met the fire

Been a long time since I've felt this way

Backpack packed with a map today

Grabba leaf sheet, getting packed today

This is what it's like when I have my way

Graveyard, on my headstone I lay

Thinking bout the day you passed away

Lemme say something baby if I may

You'd be better off if you're not with me...

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Ahh fuck woke up from a nap to a new bones album

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Not really into the holidays but I think a cult classic horror movie binge would be nice today.