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happy pk;year new

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Having fictives is so funny sometimes like. no he would not fucking say that. he told me so

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i'm not sure if i have introduced myself yet. i am yudias! i am the current system co-host and i use both he and they pronouns.

we've been sleeping a lot and we've been having lots of bad headaches and it's debilitating and it feels like something's happening but we don't know what so things have been. waves hands

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What they don't tell you about DID is that almost everything is just vibes. Literally just vibes. System mapping, inner world, knowledge about alters in general - vibes.

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akinator but for systems to figure out who tf they are today

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If we're splitting i'm going to throw something. Why. Whybare we splitting. Why is this necessary

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Two things, since I saw some people talking about it and I want it to be easy to understand. I went back and tagged things now so this sort of stuff should be easier to reference in the future.

Fictionfolk is a complete word. The -folk isn't really a suffix to be tacked onto other words. Fictionfolk is an umbrella that encompasses all beings with fictional origin. Fictionkind, fictives, people with fictional hearthomes, fictionhearted people, other fictional headmates, fictherians, hosts of fictional systems, etc. It came about on the Dreamwidth community because I needed a quick and easy way to address everyone there. There are so many fictional entities and connected people that it's ridiculous to try and list them out all the time. It is also an option for people who know they're fictional in some way, but either don't know in what way they are (kin? soulbonder? fictionflicker? idk man I'm just here?), or they don't want to disclose the details for privacy reasons.

In hand with fictionfolk was Fictomere, which also came about on Dreamwidth. Again, for ease of use- I needed a way to talk about the subject of one's fictionality without being too wordy. When I ask a question meant for everyone, I need a single word to denote their kintype/headmate/source/world/etc. Fictomere is the subject. This also allows for privacy and vagueness, since you don't have to explain the nature of what the subject is. Don't want to admit to being fictionkind just yet? Cool, just call the character your fictomere and all the audience knows is that you have a connection to them, done and done.

The revival of -kind works more like suffix. It's the earlier version of otherkin, before the -d was quietly dropped. It serves two purposes, the first being exclusive to the Tumblr environment of the time. 1) Differentiates you from KFF who don't know the history involved, and giving an alternative to "kin" which, thanks to kinnies, some people have come to dislike. 2) It is more broad. It takes the focus away from the origin of your identity. You can nitpick about being 'kin or 'hearted or involuntary vs voluntary/spiritual vs psychological all day if you want, or you can just say that you are "of that kind". Maybe you don't know, or you don't want other people to know - and maybe your identity is too complicated and multi-faceted to put neatly in any box - saying that you are dragonkind, birdkind, horsekind, whatever, makes the connection clear and dependent on your explanations rather than assumptions.

I can't take full credit for the last one because it was already a word, I just dragged it back out and put it in people's faces for long enough that they realized they liked it. The climate of this social media platform gave it more relevance and necessitated an expanded meaning.

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The system feeling when a voice in your head gives input on something you’re doing and it definitely wasn’t your own internal voice but you have no idea who just said that 😶

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what i feel like is lacking from conversations about plurality is how genuinely, fundamentally cool it is to be plural. doesnt it fascinate you how our brains can create entirely new selves, inner worlds, inner structures to keep itself afloat? doesnt it make you so curious? especially with regards to atypical plural experiences. i dont hate people for having entire systems full of fragments or fictives or subsystems. in fact, i find it wonderful, a miracle of the mind. you have a complicated inner world with unique lore? incredible, how did that develop? your entire system is full of fictives from the same source? thats amazing, hows that going? your system has entire layers on itself, with several systems running in tandem? wow, thats fascinating, how did you know? you believe you came from different worlds? tell me about them. please, tell me more about yourselves. id love to hear it. i do not fear the potential of the human brain.

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System structure has changed a lot since we were active on this blog.

Frequent fronters have completely changed. Rin, Ryou, and Jesse are not frequent anymore. They did well during their time and they are appreciated! However, it seems the system needed a change.

Identifying new hosts and such was scary because usually as soon as we identify new frequent fronters, they stop fronting as frequently. However, the current crew has asked the system to trust them to work to break this pattern.

Currently, our hosts are Eclipse (a Yuamu fictive from Go Rush) and Requiem (a Yuhi fictive from Go Rush). We also have a co-host in Yudias, another fictive from Go Rush. The Rush Era of Yugioh is taking over. Please send help.

Honestly, though, if Requiem and Eclipse and Yudias are unable to break the pattern despite their efforts, we may just give up identifying frequent fromters formally... if it's harming alters to be identified as such, then, as wrong as it feels to not have those labels, we make the rules here and do not have to use them.

We're also attempting to get into journaling again. Partially as an exercise to see if our handwriting differs between alters or not. Hard to say at this point, but it'll be a fun experiment!

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Haven't really been using this blog much. There's so many new guys and making intros for all the new guys sounds like a pain all at once so idk i'll make an intro for me and we'll see about everyone else later if they feel like it

I'm Linac. I'm a splitroject of Yudias and Kuaidul both from Yugioh Go Rush. I am a positivity holder I think! We already had a Yudias before me and I think Kuaidul by himself is forming... I feel him coming out of the ooze.

I don't really know what else to say about myself. I'm the newest guy not including Kuaidul.

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Decided to share an experience that we had as we've been dealing with D.I.D or at least acknowledging it.

We discovered our D.I.D around 2020. (I know it sounds like every fakers story but stay and listen)

As we started we thought logging alters was necessary, that keeping track of who's fronting and everything was how you fit in and keep everyone in line. Very quickly we learned that was wrong and practically impossible while still going through abuse.

And we learned thats okay.

Young systems, you don't need to have all these alters written down/logged in simply plural/ told to the whole world.

Instead us young systems should let alters do their job. Trauma is what caused this and trauma and stress is what is going to continue to happen to our small brain. It's okay.

Don't stress it. Let it. You can personally know everyone, and sometimes write about your brain mates. But lets take it slow.

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[text ID: This system hates waking up in the morning.]

Like or Reblog if you save or use!!

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"This Plural is Fictive-Heavy" userboxes

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Do my friends hate me or do I just need to leave front

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SYSKIN !! SYSTEMKIN

an otherkin term for systems who are collectively kin of [blank]. doesn't have to be fully collectively; can be however one chooses to identify with it. can apply to animalkin, fictionkin, conceptkin, etc ^_^

symbol in parts for easy recoloring