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When it’s all over, I’ll let you know
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Trigger warning: child abuse
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#i think i sussed it out when i was 15 or 16#but the more extreme stuff i didn't even realize happened until i'd already gone to college
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one of the most important things i’ve learned in therapy is that when you’ve experienced prolonged trauma in your childhood, pleasure feels uncomfortable. like, not that you don’t feel it, but that when you do feel it there’s an impulse to make it stop, because it’s extremely unfamiliar. and pleasure can mean many things, as simple as feeling cozy, and as complex as feeling loved. the neural pathways for feeling good have not had a chance to develop, and the neural pathways for feeling bad are quite practiced. feeling good, too, takes conscious practice.
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Whenever you experience intense stress, have a massive meltdown, and then start getting really into a new piece of fiction
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Moomin | Tanoshii Mūmin Ikka (1990 - 1991) dir. Hiroshi Saitō and Masayuki Kojima
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babygirl I'm avoiding things that I don't even know about
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i think im getting better! :) [another event occurs]
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your mental health is a priority your happiness is a priority your self-care is a priority your existence is a priority
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#the amount of time i've had this exact argument with my brother lmao#he thinks that everyone that wants to have kids should have to undergo genetic testing for disabilities#and take an IQ test#actually insane
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I expanded on the rainbow cotton candy I drew. This aesthetic is just *moowah*
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Some parents will never forgive you for how they failed you
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so were you a "traumatized into being a hyper-introvert terrified of social interaction" autistic child, were you a "traumatized into masking as perfectly as possible to the utter suffocation of your personhood" autistic child, were you a "traumatized into being a 'mature old soul' type" autistic child, or were you a "traumatized into speccing extremely hard into being really funny as a way of deferring bullying violence" autistic child?
#all of the above combine with just being outwardly mentally unwell to the max#people were for sure scared of me for a good while#which is sad
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