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I swear depression gives you brain damage. No cap. Like, I feel like I've lost so much brain capacity after the really, really bad depressive episodes I've had in the past few years. My memory is so, so, so bad now. I can't recall anything. I feel so dumb all of the time...

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yes toxic relationships are hard but do you know what else is hard? your first healthy relationship after a toxic one. no one talks about how hard it is to unlearn all the toxic behaviors you adapted as coping mechanisms. how hard it is to convince yourself that you're safe now.

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As I grow older, I learned that the key to surviving the day isn't positivity, it's acceptance. Accepting that not all days are good and happy, you'll have bad days, you make mistakes, you fail,you mess up.

Everything not going to fall into place and that's ok.

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When I'm SINGLE, I do me. When I talk to someone, I talk to that ONE person, and when I'm TAKEN, im faithful and tied tf down. So don't get in your feelings when u see me doing what I tried to do with you with someone else, time waits for no one, and neither do I.

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have you ever caught yourself crying because of too much love for someone? not because they hurt you, but because you love that person so bad that it'll cost you a heavy and lot of pain if you ever lost that person, oh, love

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you won't have to ask a person that really desires you for anything. not a date night, not no money. not no time. not no affection, talking bout nothin! when a person really desires you, they move different for you on their own. it's a pleasure for them to do the most for you

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Ever happened? That you're not ok,but you have to just play along. get up in the morning,get dressed, go to job/school/university, nod, reply,eat,smile and sleep for escape. Pretending to be ok. But on top of your head it's always like you're not ok

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relationship or not, don't entertain nobody while u fw me

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Communication brings peace, share what's on your heart to those you feel good energy with. Talking is a way of releasing negative energy that has been building up. Surround yourself with genuine people who allow for a safe space to share what's on your heart without judgement.

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I've been abandoned so many times now, that, I'm not scared if someone who promises to stay forever leaves. I've been on my own so much, that, it doesn't suprise me when I don't have someone to take care of, when I'm filled with bruises and blood. My heart knows, there's no forever and words never lasts, even the sun doesn't stays for the shiny stars.

"Abandon" has become a familiar concept to me, so I am not longer alienated with the feelings of being left alone, and facing the storms.

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brown parent logic is believing a girl in her 20s is mature enough to hold the responsibility of a marriage but isn't mature enough to go on a road trip with her friends

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When someone is gentle, soft & respects you consistently, that's when your nervous system starts healing. That's why some people have that special glow when they're being loved right. It's not the love, It's the emotional safety.

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if she says "kuch nahin hua" then you've to ask "kya hua" thousand times

that's a rule!

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First rule of marriage for men - forget about window seats for life 😂😭

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aap logo ne notice kra hoga ki ab gajar ka halwa khane ki cravings hone lagi hai

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Someone said “when you lose the emotional attachment to them, you begin to realize how ordinary they are, and that it was your love and energy that made them unique" and I seriously couldn't have worded it better.

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Having someone who's soft when it comes to YOU is TOP TIER 😩 that nonchalant, no emotion, no effort is for the birds, WE TOO GROWN... Hold my hands, kiss my face, randomly hug & kiss me, etc. Being with the wrong person will make you feel like you just asking for too much.