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would anyone be interested in commissioning gif or icon packs from me? i’m thinking i’m going to make a blog specifically for it! current examples of my gifs can be found on my main, scarletwandas, or i have a couple of packs up on this blog as well!

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so, i’ve made the decision to clear out this blog apart from things originally posted by me and things made for me. i’m going to be making a gif pack soon and i might do some more writing in the future, but i just wanted this blog to be a bit less cluttered with old stuff. honestly, everything that i cleared out was 3+ years old, so you guys probably won't even notice, but yeah

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debating whether or not i wanna clean this blog out, it’s been two years since i’ve really been active here, but i also want to keep a lot of things because i’m a sentimental bitch

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sooo i doubt anyone here remembers me, but i miraculously remembered the email to this account and would love to have some tumblr friends on my personal @eliizabethsaltzman​. i gotta re-learn how to gif and such but i think i’ll start posting my writing works over there... maybe lmao. also feel free to add me on discord! you can message me here or on my new blog for that <3

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Planning my WIP with all the little scenes ideas and good bits I want to include:

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Me: I don’t have the energy for this

Someone: For what?

Me: *gestures vaguely*

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‘just stop worrying so much’ listen buddy if i knew how to stop i would’ve, do you think i’m doing this for fun

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when ur lonely but u realize it's all ur own fault bc you never go out of your way to talk to people bc you're convinced you're an annoying burden

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jacob black who takes care of his disabled father, gets no help from literally any-fucking-body, took care of his–let’s be real–suicidal best friend after the guy he warned her would do some fucked up shit to her did (you guessed it) some fucked up shit to her, carried her home after he had to fish her ass out of the fucking ocean and give her cpr, carved her a little wolf pendant, gave her a dreamcatcher to keep the nightmares at bay, was her only confidant and friend during the worst period of her life, was the one who fixed up the truck she was gifted when she got to forks, let her use him as a radiator so she wouldn’t die of hypothermia in the snow, let edward’s family call him anything and everything they wanted to both to his face and behind his back, was dealing with sam’s constant antagonizing and fighting his own fucking birth right, fought so hard to keep his best friend alive and breathing, fought so hard to keep his tribe and the other werewolves safe in a war he didn’t start and didn’t fucking want to be a part of in the first place, but fought in because he loved his best friend

and y’all wanna talk shit and forget all that

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rawest fucking florence and the machine lyrics in no particular order:

no more dreaming of the dead as if death itself was undone

want me to love you in moderation, do i look moderate to you?

this will be my last confession, ‘i love you’ never felt like any blessing, whisper it like it’s a secret only to condemn the one who hears it

because i am done with my graceless heart, so tonight i’m gonna cut it out and then restart

tenderest touch leaves the darkest of marks and the kindest of kisses breaks the hardest of hearts

but the loneliness never left me, i always took it with me, but i can put it down in the pleasure of your company

at seventeen i started to starve myself, i thought that love was a kind of emptiness, but at least i understood then the hunger i felt, and i didn’t have to call it loneliness 

the fabric of your flesh, pure as a wedding dress

it’s an even sum, it’s a melody, it’s a battle cry, it’s a symphony 

but i know it’ll have to drown me, before i can breathe easy

to the crowd i was crying out, and in your place there were a thousand other faces

and it’s over and i’m going under, but i’m not giving up i’m just giving in

in a moment of joy and fury i threw myself from the balcony like my grandmother, so many years before me

and it’s peaceful in the deep, cathedral where you cannot breathe

i know i seem shaky, these hands aren’t fit for holding

i’m not beat up by this yet, you can’t tell me to regret, been in the dark since the day we met, fire help me to forget

it seems that i have been held in this dreaming state, a tourist in the waking world, never quite awake

shower your affection, let it rain on me, pull down this mountain, drag your cities to the sea

and i did cartwheels in your honor, dancing on tiptoes, my own secret ceremonials

a year like this passes so strangely, somewhere between sorrow and bliss

in the spring, i shed my skin and it blows away with the changing winds

i swallow the sound and it swallows me whole until there’s nothing left inside my soul

and i want you so badly, but you could be anyone 

i was in the darkness, so darkness i became

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book posters → venomous by @rafaelswaithe

❝Look like the innocent flower, but be the serpent under it.❞ 

Growing up on the South Side of Riverdale has shaped the person that Blair Phillips was from the day that she was born. After joining the Serpents at a young age along with her friends, following in her mother and her aunt’s footsteps, she believed that she was truly where she belonged. 

That all changed when Southside High was closed, Blair and her friends being transferred to Riverdale High.

or, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JEN ✨

So I saw your little post that it was your birthday, so I decided to whip up a quick little gift starring one of my favorite OCs of yours! We haven’t been talking for too too long, but I’ve enjoyed all of our conversations and I’m really glad that that I get to consider you a friend. All of your ideas are amazing, from your little one shots to your actual OC fics and you’ve always been supportive and helpful and I just love you bunches. Happy Birthday, babe, I hope it’s a good one!

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happy birthday!!!

thank you!! ♥

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Happy birthday 💕💕💕

thank you love!! ♥

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happy birthday!!! 🥳

thanks!!

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happy birthday!!!!! i know we haven't talked but i wish you have a great day

thank you so much!!

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Happy birthday !!! have a good one!!!!

thank you!!!