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🍰࣪˖ / 💌 ꒰ november꒱ ᘏ (🌷) . ˚◞🕯꒱

≡;- ꒰ day 25 of 30 ꒱

november 25th, monday

so today was not productive at all. which is not ideal because i have exams in a week. hence i really need to get on top of my shit. i also have this pretty important test on wednesday, which is stressing the shit out of me, and sort of preventing me from focusing on any of my other subjects. i'm trying really hard to not panic, because i have covered most of the material somewhat, but i'm not completely confident in anything yet. oh gods of academic validation please save me <3

hours studied : 1 (I KNOW)

🎧: i liked it by poor girl

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sunday, november 24th

today i finally started a 44-week study schedule to prepare for college admissions exams! started (and finished) basic chem, started bio intro, and finished prehistory and mesopotamia. combined they were roughly 9 hours of video lessons, but i only did like 7 of them cause i started to get really tired and unproductive. anyways, great day today! watched a lot of nana that a absolutely adore

study time: 08:30min / start time: 10:08am / end time: 08:53pm

song: californication (red hot chili peppers)

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[18/11/24] hey guys, sorry it's been a while. just had some things going on, but hopefully now im back!

grad apps and research and studies still exist. im horribly behind in two of my classes, but im just sleepy. all the time. this is such a pretty place to study, but i hardly get anything done here because of that. ugh. this is the week i get my shit together.

the horrors persist, but so must we.

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26/100 days of productivity - 02.11.24

Got up at 8 & watched the news

Did Yoga with my partner

Did some journaling

Prepared save the date cards for my wedding & did some wedding planning

Did some reading for Greenpeace & some reading for my political party

Visited my parents & went grocery shopping

Bought all christmas presents

Read Das Glasperlenspiel by Hermann Hesse for my book club

Still no motivation for uni besides reading the books I have to read this semester

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saturday, november 23rd

today i almost finished my math exercises (45/52), lord help me istg this professor is absolutely insane. love him tho. i also made notes on a bio subject i missed in class so i don't fall behind. it's also a subject i really enjoy (zoology), so it was a fun study sesh also had the tastiest açaí bowl ever!!!!! and my parents called my and asked me to go to the FISH SHOP just when i was in grind mode and having a blast studying

study time: 4:50min / start time: 02:07pm / end time: 09:35pm

song: coisa maluca (ana frango elétrico)

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I love to study when it’s raining

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24.11.24 — sunday EXAM SZN 📑

— started preparing for my first exam which is legal history and it’s been chill for now, probably going to pull an all nighter as well ����

— my health has been better too! ❤️‍🩹 just 10% of recovery and i’ll be fine :)

🎧 — vibez by zayn malik

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today i had to take a break in my study sesh because i was asked to go to the fucking FISH SHOP!!11!!111!!!#@@!#!

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society if women

society if women were seen as people

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thursday, november 21st

nothing much happening, just did a small amount of math exercises after class. i love love love geometry istg. also been struggling a bit with anxiety for my college exams szn, even though it’s only next year, i think imma start studying already.

study time: 01:15min / start time: 06:12pm / end time: 07:28pm

song: pearls (sade)

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think that everyone has their own personal theme in life

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in the clerb, we all fam

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Movie Review

Ainda estou aqui / I’m still here (2024) ⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️/5

In this movie staring Fernanda Torres and Selton Mello they tell the story of Rubens Paiva, one of the victims of the Brazilian Military Dictatorship.

The movie shows the impact his “disappearance” had on the family and Fernanda Torres gives the most amazing performance of wife and mother fighting for her life and her family.

There’s a big representation of the oppression suffered at that time which is crucial for setting the tone of the movie.

Her last years are shown trough the acting of the actual mother of Fernanda Torres, amazing actress Fernanda Montenegro (they are the ones in the 2nd photo on the post).

Both of them give the most impactful performance, the scenes I thought were the stronger they didn’t even say anything, the way they used their eyes and facial expressions.

I would recommend this movie not only to all Brazilians, but to anyone that is interested in South American politics or that just wants to watch a great movie.

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wednesday, november 20th

today was actually a holiday in my country, so i actually sat down and studied for awhile. latelly i've been having little to no time to study, and with that i was really thankful for a small break on my routine. i did all of the schoolwork i set to do, but i was'nt able to complete my work work. so i'm prob gonna do that on friday. all my candles burned out so i'm gonna have to go buy more, i'm really really sad (so lazy to go out) about it. i'm also DYING to buy more books, really it's becoming more of an obsession than a likeness.

study time: 4h47min / start time: 10:00am / end time: 3:46pm

song: new slang (the shins)

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emotional support friends

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a solid visual representation of me in a bookstore