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From Why be happy when you could be normal by Jeanette winterson

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Unknown painter, Academic nude, study, 19th century

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from one of my unfinished poems

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the words that you whispered for just us to know

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Are you having fun tearing me apart? 

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Sue Zhao

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What the Living Do

by Marie Howe

Johnny, the kitchen sink has been clogged for days, some utensil probably fell down there. And the Drano won’t work but smells dangerous, and the crusty dishes have piled up waiting for the plumber I still haven’t called. This is the everyday we spoke of. It’s winter again: the sky’s a deep, headstrong blue, and the sunlight pours through the open living-room windows because the heat’s on too high in here and I can’t turn it off. For weeks now, driving, or dropping a bag of groceries in the street, the bag breaking, I’ve been thinking: This is what the living do. And yesterday, hurrying along those wobbly bricks in the Cambridge sidewalk, spilling my coffee down my wrist and sleeve, I thought it again, and again later, when buying a hairbrush: This is it. Parking. Slamming the car door shut in the cold. What you called that yearning. What you finally gave up. We want the spring to come and the winter to pass. We want whoever to call or not call, a letter, a kiss—we want more and more and then more of it. But there are moments, walking, when I catch a glimpse of myself in the window glass, say, the window of the corner video store, and I’m gripped by a cherishing so deep for my own blowing hair, chapped face, and unbuttoned coat that I’m speechless: I am living. I remember you.

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love is a choice, an active commitment to do right by who or what you care for

it's what gets me out of bed in the morning to feed my cat and what motivates me to eat

it's what motivates me to learn and grow

love is what makes life easier to live

and choosing vulnerability no matter how many times it has fucked you over before is all you can choose if you want a healthy love

if you think love is just a chemical reaction, you'll eventually reach a point when that doesn't motivate you enough to keep going in a relationship. no wonder it scares you

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even when i leave sb for mistreating me it still feels like im an awful person for abandoning them and i feel so bad i want to reach out again

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friend breakips hurt so bad i am shaking

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me @ me

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It’s just you.

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hey dint know if anyone will see this but does anyone know any movies abt mentally ill people finding love and having a happy ending or learning to live with their mental illness? ;-; i am really struggling

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Rachel Mennies